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Monday, March 22, 2004
Monday Morning
Well, I go back to school. Wish me luck. I hate this. All I want to do is go back to sleep. I did the homework last night while watching a video game documentary hosted by Tony Hawk. Not a good idea. The work took me until 2 AM. Still, I got done what I needed to, I hope.
Last night, I had a long discussion with myself. Talking aloud helps my thinking process, even if it wasn't really aloud. I whispered. Still, I tried to sort out some stuff in my life. I'm still not done with that. I liked it though. It's rare that I get no distractions. The only problem is that I lost some sleep, but it wasn't much more sleep that I lost.
I've been trying to think about what I'm going to do with my life. I've come to find that I have no idea. I don't want to go to college right away, but it costs more if you wait. Then again, I'll probably not have the money anyway, so a year wouldn't hurt. I'm going to have all sorts of tests at the end of the year for the program that I'm in. I don't care about them. I'll get through them as I get to them, and those tests don't determine if a graduate, so failing them won't be the end of the world. It's just what will happen after all the tests and school itself is over. My dad and stepmom are forcing me to get a job. It wouldn't be so bad if they weren't forcing me. I really hate being forced to do something. They'd say that I'll have to do that all my life. I don't care. I'm not going to be in a occupation where people force me like they do, telling me that I have to do something with no other options. I need to find my path in life. Them forcing me around isn't helping. All I need is time and space. Them and school are the two things working against me. I just need a break from it all. I'll get that soon enough. Thank goodness for summer. |
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