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Wednesday, March 24, 2004
Well, I Was Wrong
I said that I hope that next time I posted that it world be up lifting. Instead, I have another gripe. My dad and stepmom are still getting on to me about getting a job. My stepmom suggested that I get a job at her work, which is a healthcare organization. She works in the accounting area. There is nothing that I would want to do there. They bring up the arguement that nearly everyone works at a job that they don't like. I countered with the "if they don't like it, they can quit and find a job they do like" arguement. They tried to say how would the person get money and pay bills. I said they save up money and don't quit until they can get the job they want. Any reasonable person can save money. Just buy the necessities. I should have used this upcoming arguement, but I decided to save it for a later time. I wake up and go to school every weekday morning. I hate it. Every weekend before I go back to school, I dread it and fear it. I really don't like school. Sure, I like my classmates, and some of the teachers are ok, but I hate getting up in the morning, doing work I have no interest in, and coming home to do more of that work. Now here's the important part. I WILL NOT SPEND MY LIFE WAKING UP TO GO TO A JOB I DON'T LIKE. They say that I'll have to do something I don't like before I do something I do like. I don't know what I like. I don't care about getting a job. I know what I don't like. I just need to find what it is I want to dedicate my life to, and I'm willing to become a homeless bum in order to find it. I will not be told how to go about with my future by them because I'm not them. I'm not like them. I'm me. They say that I shouldn't fear making decisions and that making a decision is what will make me happy. That's basically the only true thing my dad has said. I just need to find the decision that will make me happy. If they want me to get ready to move out, fine. I'll move in with my mom. That way, she wouldn't have to pay child support, which is good because she's not in the best economical situation. I will get a job this summer, but now is not the best time to worry about it. They tell me not to worry. Appearently they skipped senior year.
Well, they're off to bed, which means I get peace and quiet. I should move in with my mom. She knows that I should get a job, but she lets me do things on my terms. I relate more to her than to my dad or stepmom, so she knows more about how I am than they do. She knows that all this stress isn't helping me. I thought this is supposed to be the best year of my life. What moron thought that up? |
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