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Monday, May 24, 2004


Early Monday Morning
Sorry for those of you who have to go to school today. You'll get out soon enough. The only thing about late Sunday nights/early Monday mornings is that there isn't much on. Adult Swim doesn't run any anime on Sundays. Well, at least I saw the last episode of Trigun last night. Sure, I've seen it before, but it's good. I've seen all of the Trigun anime, and I'm working on the manga.

Wednesday, the 5th volume of the Rurouni Kenshin manga comes out. Yay. I hope I can get to it to buy it.

On Thursday and Friday, I have to go to Middle Tennessee State University to stay for a couple of days. I'm suppose to register for classes and all that. I don't know what classes I want. I still haven't turned in the scholarship info they sent to me in early April. Is it just me, or is everyone else around me more excited about college than I am? Ever feel like you're doing something supposedly good for the wrong reason? That's what I feel about college. Aren't I supposed to be going in order to better myself and to learn about my chosen career? I'm not. That is far from the reason why I am going. I'm going because everyone wants me to and because everyone expects me to. I feel like I'm settling. I settled on going to college and I settled on which college to go to. I'm sick and tired of settling with my life. I want to make a life-changing decision on my own that I want, no settling included. I've been waiting for that life-defining experience, and I still am waiting. Honestly, I feel like I'm going nowhere with my life. This is really annoying me, especially since I like to know what's going on. Well, that's enough ranting for now. I'll rant more later. Have fun commenting. Bye.

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