Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Failing at succeding
Why must life be the way that it is....



wow.... that is alot to take in. This will be my first serius post in a while. I have realized that I am a bad friend. I can't do things without hurting people. I don't really know what to do. I am quite confused, and am a bit suprized. I thought that everything was going ok, but it was a huge front from all sides. I guess I am that oblivious. Strange though, I thought I had trust in my friends, and they had trust in me. This one beautiful girl that I thought really knew me, and really cared... is upset. I don't know exactly how to help her. I know that I need to change. I get it all the time from all sides, so it must be true. I am a freak. I have no need to stay. Everywhere I go i hurt people, so i might as well stay away from everyone. I want no pity. I want everyone to leave me alone for a little bit. I need to figure out how to live, because all i seem to do is anger, infuriate, or hurt others. Jordan, I love you and will never leave you, you possibly the best friend that I have ever had, and i would honestly die without you by my side. How I have lived these past 17 years without you i do not know. ****, I love you as well. You know who you are, and I am so so sorry that I have hurt you. That we have all hurt you. Sometimes it seems like I talk crap, but that is my feeble way of dealing with my insecurities. I know, pathetic. You were a wake up call to me. I am so so selfish. I am so sorry. I am sorry that I cant help anybody. I probably cannot fix what I have done, but I still will always love you my friend. Everyone else, I have probably hurt you too, just because I now konw that I am good at that. It has DEFINATLY been shown to me, so I will go. I love you all. I am sorry. Please comment, just to tell me if you are ok.....I love you
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Stuffy Stuff



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Fun Things!! Crunchy socks....





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Jason said my boobs are too big... they are crushing me...~Lestat~
Tis me, nimrosa... I am sitting here next to loki, aka- Lestat, Luciferslove, and many more. Im gonna add some pix later!!! Nimrosa~


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Friday, May 6, 2005

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
I will add pictures later... love you all... by by
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Cheese wiz, comes in a can.

You're a romantic girl. You're kind, caring,
loveing, and peaceful. You spend a lot of your
time dreaming and you're not afraid to express
deep emotion, whether it be in a poem, diary,
or words. You hope for love and affection from
your prince charming. I have a feeling he will
come around soon.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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MICROWAVABLE CRUNCHIES>>>??? what? that is what I thought. I love Sam Webb!!!! xoxoxoxo Nimrosa
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Thursday, April 28, 2005

Parsnip and pirates
hey there y'all!!! sorry i have not written for a while... I am just putting in some quiz results... love you all!! ~nimrosa~


You like the prince charming type.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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You are a maniac
killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Im gonna burn you AFLAZE
Ok then loki and isis, and blade!!! I love you guys oh so much. Im sorry that I haven't posted in a while. I have just been...how can you say.... inconvienenced......aka... GROUNDED.... well i really must go, but i love you all..
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Awww!

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Sunday, March 6, 2005

Live, love learn...and then die....
hey baby girls, here are some splendifiorous pictures of your husbands... I miss you all. I really am having an odd time in Flordia. I get to see my fun couzins... Their names are Brandan, and Jason. I have met Brandan before, but not Jason. I love them both. (in the couzinly non preverted way of course.)
EWWWWW>>> Mothballs and lougies!!! Gross stuff. I think my family thinks that Brandan and I are going to try and get it on or something; i mean we are couzins..ewww.. Things that make u go.. BLEH. I think that it is just because I am so physicla. You guys know that I love my sambo tho. SAM WEBB + LISHA = LOVE!! hehehe. I talked to sam today. He says he misses me. BTW...awsomw sites guys.. I checked everyones today. I love you my friends... I hope you shall see me soon.

And now for those pictures i promised... Drumroll please!!!!!!
















And here are some more random pictures for you guys....






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