Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Through the Looking Glass....
Sorry, I have not written for quite a while. I really cannot talk for long, but I am posting some quizzes for you.



You have White Wings! Pure and innocent, your
kindness attracts other people toward you. You
can be shy and quite, but when others know you
better, they realize you are fun and bubbly.
You hate it when other around you are sad, and
always see the good in everyone and everything.
Chances are you either help in the shelter, or
are a tutor in school. You are very kind and
friendly, but also quite nave. Dont be fooled
by looks. Some things do go bump in the night.


What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

Shhh... the police will hear you!!
bah. I am sad. I dont know why. I just cannot seem to get happy anymore. I don't know what thoughts are going on inside my head. Well, i really need to go. I hope that someone can help me with my random speratic thoughts. I love my friends but I cannot stand to live.


In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics)
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Thursday, January 13, 2005

Love nad Onion Rings!!!
YAY today is worthy of a YAY!! Im still not wearing pink though. HE kindof ruined my pink.... Here are fun cute things though!!!

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	awakening my heart
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	one of a kind
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ok then ta ta for now!! MUAH XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Grrr Faces
Yeah, I had a really really horrible night last night. I talked to this guy that I used to date, and he said that he wanted to see me. Me, being the all trusting, "nice" person that I am, told him..."sure, I would love to see you." He was crazy the last time that I had seen him, but he told me that he was sorry, and that he just wanted to be friend. Yeah...ok... He came over at about 6 yesterday, but I didn't want him to come into the house, so I met him on my front steps. I went out side, and he came up to me like he was going to give me a hug. That is when things turned really bad. I really don't feel like going into explicit details, but I luckily managed to get out before things got too bad. I hit him and ran inside. I just feel so freaking stupid. I trust people way too much, and I always seem to get hurt. I am done. No more people for me. I don't know exactly what I am going to do yet, but I...just really don't know. I am listing to this Linkin Park song right now, and it totally describes the way that I feel. I just need to get out of this town..this state...this freaking life. I am done. Loki, please don't be mad at me. I just don't know what to do anymore.

Grrrr



It just makes me so sad to see what this world is coming to...

Kitties....



I am so sad.... I just don't know what to do anymore. If it wasn't for Jordan, Sam, and Holly, I would be so dead right now... I can't take this.

Ok then, i shall retreat into a small dark corner for now... Nimrosa
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Refried Computers
I absolutly love the soundtrack from paradise kiss! It os so0o0o super amazing!

if you are near to the dark
I will tell you 'bout the sun
you are here, no escape
from my visions of the world
you will cry all alone
but it does not mean a thing to me

knowing the song I will sing
till the darkness comes to sleep
come to me, I will tell
'bout the secret of the sun
it's in you, not in me
but it does not mean a thing to you

the sun is in your eyes
the sun is in your ears
I hope you see the sun
someday in the darkness

the sun is in your eyes
the sun is in your ears
but you can't see the sun
ever in the darkness
it does not much matter to me
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deep in the night
far off the light
missing my headache

visions of light
sweeter delight
kissin' my loveache

how come I must know
where obsession needs to go?
how come I must know
where the passion hides its feelings?

how come I must know
where obsession needs to go?
how come I must know
the direction of relieving?
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Come with me in the twilight of a summer night for awhile
Tell me of a story never ever told in the past

Take me back to the land
Where my yearnings were born
The key to open the door is in your hand
Now fly me there

Fanatics find their heaven in never ending storming wind
Auguries of destruction be a lullaby for rebirth

Consolations, be there
In my dreamland to come
The key to open the door is in your hand
Now take me there

I believe in fantasies invisible to me
In the land of misery I'm searchin' for the sign
To the door of mystery and dignity
I'm wandering down, and searchin' down the secret sun

Come with me in the twilight of a summer night for awhile
Tell me of a story never ever told in the past

Take me back to the land
Where my yearnings were born
The key to open the door is in your hand
Now take me there
to the land of twilight
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Shine bright morning light
Now in the air the spring is coming
Sweet blowing wind
Singing down the hills and valleys
Keep your eyes on me
Now we're on the edge of hell
Dear my love, sweet morning light
Wait for me, you've gone much farther, too far
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Ok then, that is quite a bit enough for lyrics for today. I shall talk again later. Here are some more beautimius pictures!!



BYE BYE!!! ~NIMROSA~
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Saturday, January 8, 2005

Pink Erasers
Ok then, I spent the night at Loki's house last night... "Shhhh the police might hear you.... ARRRgggggHHH!!" We had a great night, except for the fact that she stabbed me with a knife, and kicked me while I was trying to get some shut eye. Then, she got attacked by a deranged Yu*Yu*Hakusho poster. I thought I was dreaming but NOo0o0oo. We figured that it was just mad because I was there. (It fell again, and tried to poke my eye out) Last night, we were (actually I was) trying to play some game called Fable, but the strange opera like music just kept putting us to sleep. So we watched some anime instead. ^-^! Ok then, this is going nowhere really fast, so, CHOCOLATE CAKE AND COOKIES TO YOU!!! Buah haha!
I knew you were gonna do that you jerk!! YOU FOOL!! *pinches you* OW!

As Loki says, Noodles, rum, and chicken!







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here is a fun story I wrote last night

The Ultimate Sacrifice

Walking down the street lit snow covered pathway towards the one person who could give me comfort, I shivered at the darkness coming towards me. I steadied my shaky hands, drew in a deep breath and lifted a damp foot up to take another step. Pushing my body towards the darkness lingering in front of me, I started to pick up the pace. She was so close now; I could feel it in my heart. Just another hundred feet or so, and I would pass through the darkness and into the light where she was waiting, waiting for me.
I looked up, and realized that the darkness was just a step ahead. I extended my hand out into the shadows, and felt it go extremely cold. I pulled it back, and looked out. I knew that I should stay out of the shadows, but I could not resist her. I could see her standing in the light there, only 60 feet or so ahead. The darkness was the only thing holding me back. Taking a deep breath, I pushed forward. Completely immersed in the darkness, my body felt immobilized. I couldn’t move, speak, or even breathe. I felt myself go limp, and start falling. I couldn’t stop. I saw her coming towards me, and reach out a hand, but it was too late for me, I was on the ground. She plunged herself into the darkness, and became paralyzed too. The shadows contemplated her there for a moment, and then spit her out. She sat there in the light on the snowy pavement just out of reach of me.
I started to feel tingles move from my toes up into my legs, and up through my body. Laying there in the darkness, I could hear everything around me. I heard her sobbing there bitterly. I had already lost her once to the shadows, and she was about to lose me. There would be no coming back for me this time, no miracle to save me. The miracle that saved her was one only for her soul, not for mine. I had already given my soul to save her, and there was nothing left for me. But that was ok, as long as she was ok.
My body started to burn, and flames flickered through my body. I saw fire start to rise up towards the sky, emanating from my center. The darkness was looking for my soul; little known to it that there was none left. The flames turned from a bright yellow to a dark icy blue. My body became stiff and frozen. The shadows were angry. There was little time left for me. I pleaded for it to end soon, to end painlessly.
I saw her, my one, my only, get up, and scream in rage. She backed up a few feet, and leapt into the darkness with me. I tried to scream out in protest, but I was still paralyzed. She kept screaming, and started kicking and writhing around as if in pain. She was held up in the air. The cold started to leave me, and my fingers began to twitch. I felt myself being pulled up into the air as if by puppet strings. We were up there, holding one another, close. For our last few moments alive, the darkness would let us be together. The darkness decided that it was time.
Bright while light spilled out of our bodies in streams of fury. Heat and ice flickered in and out of our entwined bodies. Pain seared through both of us as fast and hard as lightning. We were melted into one form, a deep red core. The darkness was being sucked in, and we could feel the hate and pain and devastation of the entire universe being sucked into our bodies.
A flash of light appeared, and we were gone. Nothing was left. There was no more darkness, no more shadows. Everything was going to be ok. We were gone, but we were together. Together forever.


Have a great day! Love peace and/or chicken grease my friend!



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Thursday, January 6, 2005

Bubblegum wrappers
hey i have another otaku site now. My other log on name thingy is Freyawings! Go and visit that site too. But dont worry, i am going to work on both sites equally as hard, cuz i love them both!!! hehehe! ~nimrosa~
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Wednesday, January 5, 2005

Buttons and such...
ok people, i am really really bored with all of this anti this and anti that, whay cant people let others just live their freaking lives in peace. I dont care if i want to go fuck a guy, or a girl, of a tree for that matter. What ever I want to do, just let me do this in peace. I am going to post some yaoi and yuri pictures if i can find them. And, i really dont want anything negative said about them. I loet you do what ever you want to, so let me do the same.
Sorry about that little outrage (by the way that is about as mad as you will ever see me) I just got this really sad email about how i suck because i am bi, and how i am a horrible immoral person, and it just made me cry to think about how sad this world really is. I hate to see everything going down the drain because some freaggin straign girls are "offended" by the way that I have chosen to live my life. Its not even like i go around and flaunt my sexual life, like most so called "straight" people do. I have a boyfriend right now, and yes, I may kiss himm im public, but i dont go around lying all over him, sucking his face off of his head. Actually, i find that sort of offensive, but do i say anything about it? NO. *sigh* what is this world coming to? Ok then, here are some more fun pictures!!








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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

Gravitation
I just started reading the Manga, and I am a little bit entranced... hehehe...mmmmm boy x boy!






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Wheeee!!!
Just saying allo!!!
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