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Wednesday, January 12, 2005
Grrr Faces
Yeah, I had a really really horrible night last night. I talked to this guy that I used to date, and he said that he wanted to see me. Me, being the all trusting, "nice" person that I am, told him..."sure, I would love to see you." He was crazy the last time that I had seen him, but he told me that he was sorry, and that he just wanted to be friend. Yeah...ok... He came over at about 6 yesterday, but I didn't want him to come into the house, so I met him on my front steps. I went out side, and he came up to me like he was going to give me a hug. That is when things turned really bad. I really don't feel like going into explicit details, but I luckily managed to get out before things got too bad. I hit him and ran inside. I just feel so freaking stupid. I trust people way too much, and I always seem to get hurt. I am done. No more people for me. I don't know exactly what I am going to do yet, but I...just really don't know. I am listing to this Linkin Park song right now, and it totally describes the way that I feel. I just need to get out of this town..this state...this freaking life. I am done. Loki, please don't be mad at me. I just don't know what to do anymore.
Grrrr
It just makes me so sad to see what this world is coming to...
Kitties....
I am so sad.... I just don't know what to do anymore. If it wasn't for Jordan, Sam, and Holly, I would be so dead right now... I can't take this.
Ok then, i shall retreat into a small dark corner for now... Nimrosa
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