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myOtaku.com: NinjaMasterKirby
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007
disgusted....
i think i'm gonna stop eating, or i have some type of eating disorder but, the other day i was at lunch and was about to eat and i looked at the food (it was cheeseburgers, i used to love them) and i got disgusted. then during the disgustedness i thought of my brother and how fat he is and i got scared that i might turn out like him and now i can't eat anymore cause i get disgusted. my girlfriend does not approve of it and told my mother how i am and my mother got mad at me. now i just eat to please my mother and girlfriend. i don't throw it up though!!! i don't think i'll go that far, i just eat, like, a peanut butter sandwich or something small like that. right now i smell food from somewhere and i feel like puking from the smell, i think there is something wrong with me. i better not have an eating disorder, i would have to go through therapy and stuff. that'll suck, i hope i stop getting disgusted with food, i dont want anything bad to happen to me.
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