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Friday, November 12, 2004
Right Now...
Well i got a job finally and im slowly makeing a little bit here and there,its not really a job just someone pays me sometimes to go and do work here and there,When it starts snowing here ill be makeing a bit more shoveling snow @_@ but i must start makeing something somehow im sick of being poor.Anywho im in school right now (suppose to be doing work) but im not..Everything is slowly getting better in one area and worse in another and its a weird mix of sucking badly and being pretty good.Im slowly trying to work out things but its really slow and sometimes discourageing.Not much to talk about really.I joined a band now,I play bass guitar and im not to good right now but ive already wrote like 1min 30 seconds into my own song thinger.Well ill keep working on things.I made $150 bucks so im gonna put 100 in the bank and spend the other 50 on anime but im not quite sure what im gonna do yet becouse i might just save it all or spend it all on a guitar or i dont know i have to really put some thought into it.Well ill update more later.
-Nitz
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Well...
It was really imature what i did...but ive learned from my mistake...when i wrote my last post i was really confused and heart broken..My apoligies to everyone here at otaku.Well looks like im kinda clear headed.There are still a few problems but its working out slowly.I was kinda stupid to think no one really cared for me and yet all these people (13 my highest responce rate ever) actually made a comment and actually cared or yelled at me witch is what i really need (i kinda needed a 50 50 mix between being yelled at and cared for) well all is improveing and i hope things are going well for all of you as well and if not i hope things do get better.Well ill try updateing my site later today when i get the computer.So far to add to my Anime/Manga/Game collection i have a small update.I got The Bouncer (a PS2 game) Ghost In The Shell (anime) and volumes 1-5 of GTO (manga version).Well ill update more later sence im in school right now.Take care and im sorry...also thanks everyone.
-Nitz
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Saturday, October 23, 2004
Last post...
Well...this will be my last post...or well maybe one of my last messages ever...becouse well..im going to kill myself...yes i know im a hypacrit couse i always tell people that its stupid and that i highly disaprove of it but..ive lost my reason to live...as everyone knows i fell in love with this girl...and for 10 months everything was great..at first we were really far apart but i moved up here to be with her...well sence ive been here...there have been many rumors and shit that shes cheating on me or that she likes other people or hanging on other guys and shit and thats fucking wrong for her to cheat on me..and she got grounded so i cant really talk to her to see what the fuck is going on...so once i get ahold of her witch will be soon couse i might just end up walking the 70 miles to her house and standing outside her door till she talks to me..after i find out whats really going on..if shes cheating on me...ill simply leave her..wish her good luck...then kill myself..but if shes not..if shes true to me...then ill stay with her and never leave her..ill just wait outside her door till i can see her...well we will see what happens wont we...well if i die i hope everyone a good life and what not but if i live well ill talk to you soon...but most likely...at this rate...im a dead man...well Farewell.
-Nitz
P.S. i thought i should tell everyone who i really am sence im gonna die anyway.Well my real name is William Hearn im 14 turning 15 in December 17th.Im a freshman in 9th grade liveing in carlisle PA at the moment im origanally from Tampa,FL but i moved up here to be with my love witch i might lose..Well im 5'7 i have brown eyes and brown hair that goes to my chin in the front and below my neck in the back.Im really ugly and very stupid.Well thats all take care and farewell.
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
School
School is really slowing down prosses on my manga but ive decided to make a "brain storming" hour every night just at what time i dont know im still figureing things out.Well im trying to find characters from diffrent animes i like and use them as ideas for my characters kinda takeing peices of things i like from there (such as personailty,style,ect.) also i still need to figure out the story.I have the beggining i think and the end i think (i dont know there just ideas so far)also im trying to improve my drawing abilities so im gonna buy the proper pencil and papers along with some of those "how to draw better" books.well anyway im just ranting on.Also on another note i wish not to tell anyone my problems even though sometimes i do need help i wont ask for it and i prefer to do things myself.I dont know why but i like to help others when they need it and if i need help well i deal with it till i can figure something out.so pretty much im the shoulder for many and i dont have a shoulder to lean on for myself but i kinda like it that way.I want to be a couceler when im older witch my freinds say is weird becouse i hate coucelers and i really dont like people but i want to be one.well thats all for now i guess.take care.
-Nitz
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Monday, October 11, 2004
 Update.
Things are going...down hill slowly...and uphill even slower..some things are going really well...then some things are going really really bad..im really confused right now and i have been sence yesterday..i didnt think i needed this much time to clear my head but its a really seriose matter and i will need alot longer to figure it out...and i will need help...for the first time i actually ask for help..not from any of you..i dont know why im typeing this but its my site and my update so just skip over it..itll probly take till saturday..till i can finally get it cleared up...*sigh* i cannot blame god..only me for this is my mistakes..and i have to deal with them like a man...and do what i can for the better of me and my life..what that is i have no idea...but ill find something..anyway sence i have alot more time now i have been working on my manga alot.Im still in the idea/notes/planning/plot stage but im getting there slowly..maybe ill have it down in like 6 years *weak fake laugh* anyway i need help finding ideas (well i dont need help but i would like to see what others think) so if you wish to help a little you can.Simply i dont know what to make my characters look like yet.So i am planning on going around to every anime site and just print off ideas.I need a Male (main character) then i need a Girl and another Male character.Then i need a Villian like character who is again a Male. So i need 3 Males and 1 Female so far.So if you want just make a post with a Link saying who it is and why you think it should resemble that character.Also i need names.I would like Japanese names that have a meaning like a purpose so yea if anyone wants to they can help with that (once again not really help but i want to observe what others think). Well anyway ill just end it here..everythings kinda going up and down so my life is kinda sucking right now but ill do what i can to improve.
As for Otaku i have to say i miss talking to some of you exspecially Chie,Lovehasfailedme,Beyblader,Seifer Sama,and Rustym i hope we can talk more soon.Maybe ill email one of you i dont know.Well take care all.Farewell
-Nitz
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Monday, October 4, 2004
 Quike update.
Well i figure i can only update otaku now when im doing school projects in the computer lab witch is very rare or when i get free time on the home computer witch is even rarer.Well its ok here in PA its kinda boreing and i miss my computer and all my animes but besides that its ok.It has its bads and it has its goods.Well im also broke witch sucks couse i cant buy any new anime or video games and that is a real kick in the pants for me couse that meens my geek skillz are slipping and soon some people will catch up for surpass me and thats something i do not want to happen so im gonna try to get a job so i can get a better computer for the house and be able to get on it longer plus get some new video games and animes.Well thats all for now really.I Hope to update and talk to you soon.If your a member of gaia i go on there about 3-5 times a week for a few mins to check my pms and get like 5 gold (so if you have any spare gold or items im really short and would highly appreciate a donation..heh (Gaurdian Scarecrow is my gaia name)) Well i gotta go now feel free to contact me anywhere and visit my freewebs site ill update that soon.Take care.
-Nitz
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Wakare..
Well fellow otaku people i have moved from my beloved computer and geek life to PA where i only have a computer for 2 mins a day to check my mail.I will not be able to update ever again or ill be able to update like once a month or something so down hold you breath.It was fun while it lasted you know makeing it to #10 then slowly going down hill now makeing it to #61 but o well i will just leave my site on and what not for others to see that im gone or that i wont update very often.If you still wish to speak with me witch its doubtful email me at Nitz01134@yahoo.com and sometimes im on aol under my SN Nitz01134 also you can leave a comment on my site in the GB section (on other site not this one) or PM me on Gaia im Gaurdian Scarecrow (also if you can spare any gold or items it would be highly appreciated even if it was only 1 gold, I ask couse i cant go on but for like a second to check my PMs once a week and no time to make gold to give to my GF so yea please help the poor *holds up paper cup*) well talk to you all later maybe.Take care...Wakare
-Nitz
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
Hmmm
Check out that site i told you about (sorry i have to bilboard it sence im a mod and theres only 6 members and its getting a bit boreing)but at the moment its a anime/games chatting site so yea you can chat to others about all diffrent kinds of games and animes and what not but soon once we get alot of people comeing it itll become a rpg as well so itll be fun.well yea i dont have much time to update anymore or really do anything couse of school and work and stuff but Ryan-Sensei is teaching me how to draw better its so kool but i really hope i dont let him down with my pathetic ability to draw...ill have to practice really hard everyday and do exactly as he says,woo this is going to be hard work.anyway im still trying to get naruto (anime) but my friend sent me a link to the whole manga online so im reading that at the moment but i would really like to watch it it would be alot funner and easyer.well good luck to you all and happy whatever the holiday/comeing up holiday is.
-Nitz
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Downloads
Well ive been working as hard as i can to download animes and so far its not all that bad but i want more couse im greedy lol.Well im reading Naruto sence it aint downloading all that great (i do have like 10episode but there all mixed outta order) but yea im reading it and its great like usual.Well hmm i dont exactly know what to do or how to do it..i have no idea what im talking about so ill just end it now.sorry lol.
-Nitz
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New site thinger.
Check this place out http://s4.invisionfree.com/Everworld_Castles/index.php?
its really kool and pretty fun.Ill be getting a banner soon so the link will be replaced by that.but till then just copy and past if it dosnt link you directly.Well sorry i havnt been on for awhile and i havnt had time to do anything but i have good news.Sama is my friend person now his name is Ryan-Sama and hes an awsome guy.Really funny and pretty wise witch is hard to find nowadays you know? well ill talk more later when i have time but i should probly get to bed i gotta get up in 5 hours lol so night all.
-Nitz
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