Saturday, July 10, 2004

   Yesterday
WARNING NOT EXATLY A WASTE OF TIME BUT STILL PRETTY STUPID AND KINDA A WASTE ALSO THERE IS SOME PERSONAL CONTENT IN THIS POST SO READERS READ AT YOUR OWN BORDOM!!

Well today i didnt do anything sence i just woke up...so ill talk about yesterday..well yesterday was kinda a 50/50 day so it kinda sucked but then again it was awsome eh...well in the beggining all was going wel i spent some time on the computer talked to ppl ladada...then i decided to go watch the last 3 episodes of Cowboy Bebop sence i just love those episodes...well i watched those and stuff it was great then i went back on the computer...pretty boring day....then while i was talking to my g/f on the computer she suddenly signed off without a word....so i called her ofcourse being worried and all (couse i thought i said something wrong and she was mad at me or something) and at first i thought i did something wrong so i kinda just told her that if she wanted to talk to just call me and kinda said my goodbyes and stuff couse she sounded upset and i thought it was couse of me....then around 11 30 she finally called and told me what really happened....ok well this is as personal as ive gotten in a LONG time so yea bare with me (i dont even know why im talking about this) well it happenes that well of course her mom is a big bitch (her moms a huge bitch and has problems that im not going to get into couse well it dosnt concern any of you no offence and all) so yea her mom threaten to kick her out....well yea so she was mad and scared and stuff....also that her dad might be leaving for a month and hes the only one who can stop her mom from doing anything...so if she does get kicked out she will have to stay at either her grandparents house or ill just keep her at my house but that will be a little hard you know....anyway yea so then we talked for a few hours and she got tired (i got tired to but i didnt say i was) and i let her go to sleep (i blacked out myself) and that was that...oo yea also i worked on my manga yesterday to...i have 2 characters planned out already! now i have to draw them....i woulda been able to rewrite my story yesterday but my keyboard is fucked up (the one in my room couse i spilt water on it) and well i cant type and my mom got me a new one but it would work on my computer @_@ so yea im going to use this one (unplug it and take it into my room) later tonight to work on the story later...right now im going to be off to go try drawing the 2 characters that i have planned out already i know what they look like there powers when they will attack everything im so excited..its not a big deal but its a small step towards the finishing of my manga thing....well this post wasnt that much of a waste of time reading but ill make a sign anyway...later.
-Nitz
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Friday, July 9, 2004

   Finally
WARNING!!! ONCE AGAIN IVE MADE A STUPID WASTE OF TIME POST!!! READ AT YOUR OWN BORDOM!!! THANK YOU!!

Finally i got to work on my manga....last night i rewrote it and i got some new ideas to redraw the characters and the story. The story origanally ive notived sucked ass so i made it alot better well i think so maybe i made it worse maybe i made it better i dont know but i think i made it better and thats all that matters. i still have to rewrite the story again to make sure i did everything right and i have to type it up so i can read it better sence my hand writeing sucks. then i have to draw up the characters and stuff witch will be hard sence ive made everything so complicated with transformations and what not.ummmm whatelse ive been looking at www.we-love-anime.com for ideas and i have gotten alot of them but there resources are limited sence there site is like rated PG-13 so if anyone has any good anime sites that you think i can get some ideas from please tell me.Thank you.what else....lets see im poor lol nothing new...im trying to sell a few things to make some cash but sence my moms lazy she wont take the time to put it on ebay so its going to be a week before i get it up lol...whatelse is going on...hmmm....lets see i havnt been workin on Gaia that much...its been down the past 2 days here and ummm im poor on there anyway lol im trying to get Mini Devil Wings witch cost 75k-1Mil so yea thatll take forever to get..hmmm i watched my Excel Saga DVDs yesterday to entertain myself couse i was bored and yea that was funny......i wish i could download some new Animes or some new Mangas but i cant sence im on my moms computer and my mom still hasnt gotten me my internet in my room yet!! shes being a bitch about it i meen hell first i get a virus and that kills my internet for like 2 months and then i get my computer back for barly a week and then its gone again and its been 3 months i meen dammit to fucking hell its starting to really piss me off! i havnt been able to see very many new animes or mangas becouse well i make money so slow that i can barly buy them...i meen yea ive bought a few new mangas and animes but nothing special...dammit to hell...this sucks....so yea thats an update on whats going on really...nothing special and once again this is a stupid waste of time post so im going to make another warning up at the top...well ill talk to you all later.
-Nitz
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Thursday, July 8, 2004

Hmmm
To the people who read that last post i dont understand why you did but anyway yea thats ummm great ok SoulStealer that is a good idea...currenly as i said i am working on my own manga and im working on 2 other mangas with my freinds. also i have my own comic. maybe i should start working on all those again im not sure...it would be alot of work and all but yea maybe it would entertain me a little bit.it would help if i had my computer in my room so i could work on other stuff while i was on the computer but that cant happen right now can it....anyway thank you Chie you are a great friend. Ok beyblader i commented on your site if you do not comply with my demands then well i guess ill stay out of your guild MUAH! and ummmm whatelse......hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i dunno i dont really know what else to say....i guess later tonight i will maybe if i rememeber and im not to lazy/tired ill start drawing out my characters for the manga and there bios sence i tryd drawing the manga a little while ago i know what the characters and stuff are i just think maybe ill change them a little...i dunno ill do something lol. hmmmmm maybe ill work on the comic too maybe ill redraw it or something...whats funny is the comic i made in 6th grade while i was bored in science and math so its drawn really bad and the characters are stupid its just really a comedy...lol its stupid and drawing bad so its kinda like a Home Movies gig thing its just really funny.hmmmm ill work on something.and ummm what else....thats about it.oooo i got a picture of me but i wont upload it or anything couse well im ugly and i dont want to give you guys cancer lol! well i guess thats all for today. hmmmm i updated my list of animes on my personal one ill update it on Otaku as soon as i get on my computer, it aint updated much couse there arnt many animes i can add to it sence ive seen almost everyone but i did add like around 10 more so i guess its a bit better.ive been wanting to make my own anime site kinda like www.we-love-anime.com with like the list of animes that ive seen and mangas and stuff with pictures and backrounds and crap but i dont know how...i dont even know where to start...so if anyone has an info on how to do that or how i could even try or find out or any info please tell me. Well thanks all.Later

P.S. Another Lyrics of Fellings (i havnt done this in awhile)
KORN LYRICS

"Make Me Bad"

I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation.
There's so much shit around me.
Such a lack of compassion.
I thought it would be all fun and games (would be fun and games).
Instead it's all the same (it's all the same).
I want something to do.
Need to feel the sickness in you.

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.

All I'll do is look for you.
I know your fix, you need it to
Just to get some sort of attention, attention.

What does it mean to you?
For me it's something I just do.
I want something.
I need to feel the sickness in you
.
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.

Does it make me bad?

-Nitz
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Wednesday, July 7, 2004

   Latly...
DO NOT READ THIS IS A COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME AND ENERGY IF ANYTHING SKIP TO THE BOTTOM AND JUST SAY HI OR SOMETHING IN A COMMENT OR SIMPLY LEAVE!!!!!

Well latly as usual nothing that you guys need to know about is going on....most people post about how there day was and what happened on there posts....me i just post random things about what ive been thinking about and nothing really personal or anything...sometimes there is a rare accasion where i post something personal but nothing deep ive noticed that....like if i were to post about what i was really thinking or what i was really feeling you would either sypasise or feel bad for me or something or make fun of me or somehing like that so i try to keep it simple by just not saying anything that really matters....thats probly why my site sucks couse i never post anything intresting....also if i posted real like things then you would be confused couse no one really understands me or whats going on no matter how much i try to explain it....the only person that can come close to understanding is Sango (lovehasfailedme) shes my only real true freinds and one of the only ppl who really understand me....there are only 3 ppl who understand me to an exstent and one is myself...so that dosnt really count....and i dont even know why im saying all this and crap i have no idea....nothing has been happening really....lets see yesterday and the day before we did fire works and blew shit up that was fun....ummmm...thats it really.....not much happens here....hmmm well theres not much to say so really this post is a waste of time and energy reading so im going to put a warning not to read at the top....well later all.
-Nitz
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Sunday, July 4, 2004

New?
nope nothing new the same old crap......hmmmmm yea im broke lol....i need some cash but well im going to have to sell some shit to get it so im going to do that today...or try to. hmmmmmmm so yea nothing new here...What about you guys. i never stop to see whats up with everyone else? so post and tell me whats up ok? alright.hmmmm another game im currently looking forward to is BloodRayne 2 that looks so badass i want it! number 1 was awsome so number 2 will probly be better and im looking forward to Devil May Cry 3 i hear its based on before he got his powers and hes just learning to use them. so kool!. well thats all for me! later.
-Nitz
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Thursday, July 1, 2004

hmmmm
well lets see not much is going on....for once im not really on gaia...i was but there haveing server problems.....or maybe its just my computer...anyway lol im still on my quest for 5,000,000gold witch well i only have 500 of so far couse i just started saveing after i spent around 20,000 on my girlfriend....so yea if you have any donations either donate them to Gaurdian Scarecrow (me) or Melfinasmemory (my friend mel shes kinda new) well yea soo anyway....no new news on teh manga but me and Sango have started our own manga continueing a comic i made lol maybe ill post it up here when i get my computer back and i scan it.yea....and lets see ive been watching my Outlaw Star tapes over and over again couse well thats an awsome anime and a great series its one of my favs so i just keep watching them....whatelse....o yea my g/fs parents bought a summer vacation place down here so she will be comeing down here alot more often on vacations and shes comeing down either this weekened or another weekened soon but she is comeing down this summer for sure so its only a matter of days or weeks!!! yea i miss being with her in real life so its great that shes comeing down!! eh..you probly think im stupid for haveing a internet like relationship but i love her more than anything so you guys can fuck off if you have a problem lol...also there is a Cowboy Bebop PS2 and a Inuyasha PS2 game comeing out....hopefully they were made by a good company and not Atariu couse so far every anime Atari game fucks over the series and turns into a childs game. well they both look pretty good but im not certain becouse it could be like really screwed up depending on who makes it so ill tell you when i get it and ill give you all the info.hmmm what else ummm lets see.....hmmmmm well im broke lol...so i meen i havnt been doing much but laying around and being on the computer...and so far no progress on getting my computer back becouse my mom dosnt really give a dam about me couse she has her own computer so if everyone else suffers who cares....ah what a bitch...and no knew drawings really...well yea i have drawn alot of new stuff but i always send them off to friends cosue there usually requests so i just send them in the mail without scanning them...does anyone have any requests...i probly wont get back to you in awhile but i meen still you know...eh...umm well nothing more to talk about so ill get going now...later..
-Nitz
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Monday, June 28, 2004

Gaia
On Gaia i am Gaurdian Scarecrow. lol...yea so whatever.. oo and also on Gaia if you have any spare gold or items and is willing to give them away.....Melfinasmemory.....her acount got hacked and she lost her character and all her items/gold. she had to start over from scratch after being there for over a year...shes a good friend of mine and if you can yea...donate to her...it would be highly aprreciated. well anyway yea i have just been working on gaia alot so far...but not much improvement...anyway in my real life i have been talking to my g/f alot! and its been great lol...and well lets see i got 2 letters today...i got Sangos and i got another freind of mines. so i have to reply to them both then i have to send my g/f ummm "what she requested" lol...heh anyway....hmmmm im broke..so i havnt done anything for a long time...i cant go no where or do anything here if you have no money...so yea...i havnt done jack squat. well lets see yea no new news on the manga...i havnt even tried...maybe ill try tonight....lets see first i have to try to get all my letters and mail in order...then i have to clean out my cell phone and gaia mail. then i have to clean my room. hmmmm if i finish all that and i aint tired maybe ill start on the manga. hmmm but probly not...plus i still need to get those books on how to draw things better you know. well thats all for now. later!
-Nitz
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Saturday, June 26, 2004

Ok...
Well right now im just working on gaia.....yea so not much. hmmm well i havnt been working on drawing becouse well im broke...no money to buy the books. and rustym as i told you its not the HOW TO DRAW BETTER BOOKS like you thought...i just simply want a book to help me with every detail of anime i can learn how to draw in any situation so i can draw from my mind and what not perfectly without haveing to look at a picture. and yea no more boxes so maybe i can continue the drawing were the picture left off...also right now im in the righting and prepareing section of creating my own manga. so far...well caput....i got a little...well im working on it and hopefully in time i can become a better drawing and i can make my manga then i can show it to you all...and maybe sell it lol....well yea thats all....oo and yesterday i went to visit were i use to live!! well i went to visit a freind...but the visitation sucked...i sat around alday and i only got to say hi to them. but on the plus side i did get 3 new mangas for free and i did get to check out there sword shop X3 well yea thats all thats been going on. Thanks all!!! and ill try to update and make my site better when i get my computer back.later later. All Hail Prince Vegita!!!
-Nitz
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Friday, June 25, 2004

Well
Well...latly...ive been working on Go-Gaia....yea....im warped...into it again...there site has been haveing so many problems latly though....anyway of course im poor on that site and in dept as usual lol....yea...im kinda 3,000,000g in dept to someone....but im to modest to accept...gold from anyone...then theres the fact that i give all my gold to my g/f so yea....so broke...and its down right now so yea i cant exactly work on it....anyway yea im going down to North Port in 3 hours to visit someone i met on another site im on. North Port is were i use to live....(ages 5-9) so yea im visiting my old town and someone i just met over a site i just joined like a few days ago...its pretty ironic and pretty kool. hmmmm well not much going on latly....im broke as usual lol.... in real life.....and ummmm my otaku is going down hill lol....without internet in my room i have limited time on the computer...so i cant post often...besides nothing happens here so theres nothing to post about if i do have time..well my site sucks....i might just give up on it....or just rant like im doing now every so often....and umm when i get my computer back i probly wont have time to post here either...ill be so busy trying to catch up for the 7 months ive missed useing it....ill have like 7 sites running at a time...plus downloading all kinds of music and animes....so its going to be crazy.....so yea....ill try to update more often when i get my computer and ill try to improve my site....and ummm soon....ill be getting a picture of me....maybe ill put it up here or something so everyone can see how ugly i am lol...............................anyway yea so thats whats been going on lol...not much....hmmmmmmmmmmmm i have some new drawing....but ummm....well im not going to post them. i am a hack.....im not a good artist......but...i threw away everything that made me a hack...and im starting new....im going to become a good artist....ill keep practiceing...so far...my drawings....are average....well....they still suck.....but im better than a 5 year old so ill start from there....im going to start buying those how to draw better books.....and ill start practiceing....yep...so hopefully soon...i can become a good artist....and i can get a better scanner...and i can post my art for you guys....well....yea....later....all........!
-Nitz
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Friday, June 18, 2004

Well...
im guessing less ppl have been going to my site seeing how ive been gone for a few months and im sorry i once again lost my computer not couse of groundation just couse my dumass mom shut off the internet and promiced to get it back buts its been around 6 months and nothing so far so im makeing a post just to update you on this. sorry once again that i have not kept up my site. i have dropped to rank 37 surpriseingly im still below 50 seeing how ive been gone...it strange i thought ide be like 200 something but i guess not....also thanks to all that have kept comeing to my site and to those who have signed my guestbook recently i will get back to you as soon as possible so dont think im ignoreing you or just dont like you its just i dont have much time to go threw and do them right now couse i have about 20 new signitures and well not alot of time to go back and sign yours, i will sign them as soon as i can get my computer back.....so much work i have to do and so little time...and so little resources....o well anyway im thinking about going back on go gia if i can find the dam site again so if someone can give me the link i would highly aprreciate it ( i cant spell so sew me) and umm what else i have gotten a few new animes and mangas the past few months not many becouse ive been broke and blowing all my money at the arcade... ( my friend got me into DDR im ok at it and its alot of fun also i found the Initial D game down here finally its taken me sence december to find one around my area and i have and ive blown like 60 bucks on it lol) ( to ppl who play DDR my fav song is Butterfly i may be a guy but i love the song ( i got a B on it with my highest 76 combo) and to the ppl who know Initial D i have a Trueno with 26000 points on it and a Skyline with around 15000, im still kinda new) anywho so yea the new animes are i got Tenchi Muyo movie 2 daughter of darkness, then i got Escaflowne the movie and i got Neon Genesis Evengaliopn Death and Rebirth there all good. yep so thats all for me kinda....i dont really kno what else to say..so ill go for now and update later or ill try to anyway. well later for now all. o yea and i have alot of new artwork so i can try to scan it and what not when i get my computer back or ill try something (also i would have alot more but i threw some away or i gave it to friends and stuff) ( i sent some to my beloved lauren and some to her friend veronica and ashely then some to Sango and you dont knwo who or what im talkinga bout so ill just end it here) so yea ill try to get some new art up even tho my art sucks. well bye byes
-Nitz
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