Wednesday, September 8, 2004

   Not enough time... (finished version)

What is there to do When nothing goes your way Trying to make it through Just another wasted day Pretending everything is fine Attempting so hard to lend All the feelings that are mine So this can all come to an end Broken down from pain And all the sorrow in my life Can I continue on Knowing there will be more strife I still seek a way To atone for all my sins And still I have not found one While wearing a stupid grin How can I be this cruel Leaving all emotion behind For something not worth the effort As I shield myself from my kind Never know if I'll make it Tomorrow is so far away But life seems so short It just tends to wither and fray My mind an empty hallway As I try to discover who I am within Making no sense of what I discover Cryptic images appear... telling me where I've been Can I decipher these thoughts Pull the pieces from the murk and grime I leave no stone unturned... Then I discover... there's just not enough time...

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   Hmmm... hehehe...

What Is Your Best Sexual Skill? Name: Age: Sex: MaleFemale Sexuality: StraightGayBisexual Flirting Skill Level - 41% Kissing Skill Level - 92% Cudding Skill Level - 78% Sex Skill Level - 77% Why They Love You You are too good to be true. Why They Hate You You won't take your socks off. This fun quiz by lady_wintermoon - Taken 693415 Times. New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice!

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Tuesday, September 7, 2004

Just another day in the life of ...... *can't seem to find the word*

Anyway... my day is really starting to drag me down... I don't know what it is today that is making me feel depressed. I REALLY HATE THIS SHIT!!! I HATE NOT KNOWING WHAT IT IS THAT BUGS ME ALL THE TIME!!! But the events of this day keep testing me over and over. I hope... I... don't... snap... and believe me... this is not a cry out for any fucking attention. I have and always will be anti-social... so who cares if someone thinks I'm looking for attention... I'm not. So... with my venting here done... here's a quiz I took a long time ago... re-posted on this site... My life is rated NC-17. What is your life rated?

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Monday, September 6, 2004

   Ramen & anime... and MUSIC!!! WHAHAHAHA!!!

What is better for an Otaku than planting their ass in their favorite chair with a steaming bowl of ramen noodles to watch some new episodes of anime series not yet watched? *breathes deeply to catch breath then realizes mouth was full of ramen and starts to choke* *falls to floor gaging and trashing about* *regains control of breathing and comes back to cpu* OK... WHAT IS WORSE THAN CHOKING ON THE RAMEN THAT YOU'RE EATING WHEN YOU'RE TRYING TO EXPLAIN SOMETHING TO YOUR FRIENDS? *sighs* ---------------------------------- My song of the day is another disturbing trip into the mind of Otep... this is their song "Sepsis" from the cd "House of Secrets" : SHA NAGBA IMURRU!!! SHA NAGBA IMURRU!!! ALL NAMES!!! ALL FORMS!!! Obsessed about Money & power Obsessed about Sexual encounters Obsessed about Passion & pain Possessed like a martyr Getting HIGH OFF THE FLAMES I HAVE A BULEMIC MIND I have a soul that's one of kind I HAVE A BULEMIC MIND LOOK AT ME ENEMY OPEN YOUR EYES!!! Accept your fate For the hate you create I'm sick of pretending That YOUR WORLD IS NOT ENDING!!! I've seen the mysteries... ALL NAMES!!! ALL FORMS!!! SHA NAGBA IMURRU!!! SHA NAGBA IMURRU!!! Chorus: I SAW THE MYSTERY, I KNOW THE SECRET!!! I SAW THE MYSTERY, I KNOW THE SECRET!!! Obsessed about Dominion & death Obsessed about Infecting the nest Obsessed about Seeking revenge FOR BEING TRAPPED IN THIS BODY OF WOUNDS & REGRET!!! Chorus: I SAW THE MYSTERY, I KNOW THE SECRET!!! I SAW THE MYSTERY, I KNOW THE SECRET!!! OPEN YOUR EYES! OPEN YOUR EYES! OPEN YOUR EYES! OPEN YOUR EYES!!! And said the serpent to the snake... YOU WERE SHIT WHEN I FOUND YOU!!! PINPRICKS & EMPTINESS DECEIVER!!! YOU DOUBT ME? EAT MY WRATH!!! I WILL PULL DOWN THE GATES OF ABADDON!!! I WILL LET THE DEAD ROAM FREE!!! THEY WILL EAT THE LIVING!!! AGONY!!! AGONY!!! Obsessed, opressed, obsessed, opressed... SEPSIS!!! Obsessed, opressed, obsessed, opressed... SEPSIS!!! Obsessed, opressed, obsessed, opressed... SEPSIS!!! SEPSIIIISSSS!!! SEPSIIIISSSS!!! SEPSIIIISSSS!!! Smells like victory!

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   Another quiz... I dislike taking these... but hey...

How to make a no one Ingredients: 1 part mercy 1 part humour 3 parts instinct Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of emotion and enjoy! Username: Personality cocktail From Go-Quiz.com

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   Well the only quizes I post are the ones that are correct... or at least close...

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll Username The quality that most appeals to you: Courage In a survival situation, you: Lose your sanity and kill your enemies Your hidden talent is: Spiritual wisdom Your gift is: Writing things that inspire people In groups, you: Don't fit in Your best quality is: Your sense of humour Your weakness is: Your timidity Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Sunday, September 5, 2004

*looks at site in awe, eyes gleaming*

Now it's starting to look like something to be proud of... and all I need now is someone to get back to me on how I get a button menu over in my profile section... hehehe, that would complete it! Until then... another insert your own caption contest... (BTW, the previous contest winner is Psychorayne *round of applause muddled by laughter*) ---------------------------------- Here's the pic: ---------------------------------- Also... late last night (yes last night, since this morning is technically today, even if it is 3:30), I went and saw the movie "Hero" with Tenchi Kumori and Sennin Hidenka (both members on here BTW). I have to say it is another triumphant film from China... they're giving the American market something to strive for in the moral stories department. Later...

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   Site under construction again...

This time it may take awhile... so if you stop by and something looks screwy... it's probably cause I'm messing around with my HTML... so give it a chance... Later all...

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Saturday, September 4, 2004

Hahaha... monkey?

My japanese name is ‰Ž“n Saruwatari (monkey with a grudge) ‘å‹P Taiki (large radiance). Take your real japanese name generator! today! Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

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   Well... as I said... time to post a song... and other things too!

I'm being an insomniac tonight (as usual) but it got delayed since I was up in Kansas City goofing around and purchasing some new anime... including vols. 20 & 21 of Inuyasha, vol. 2 of Wolf's Rain and vol. 10 of Saiyuki... I didn't get my Inuyasha movie though... it comes out NEXT TUESDAY!!! MF's... I was told it came out this tuesday that just went by... oh well. And since I got my new OTEP cd... here's a song from it... ---------------------------------- This is "Warhead" the new single from OTEP's new cd "House of Secrets": WHY? The king of lies is alive Look around, look inside INFIDEL INFIDEL!!! IT BEGINS HERE IT ENDS NOW THE PRINCE MUST PAY HIS HEAD OR THE CROWN ROB THE POOR SLAUGHTER THE WEAK DISTORT THE LAW PERFECT DECEIT Chorus: DO I NEED A GAS MASK (should I get inoculated?) WILL THIS WAR LAST? (will we be incinerated?) FALSE GODS, DEATH SQUADS ...BLIND!!! THIS IS A CATASTROPHE WEAPON SYSTEMS ACTIVATED PURITANS HAVE INVADED THIS IS A CATASTROPHE TO PROTECT AGAINST THE THREAT ORDER MUST BE KEPT ORDER MUST BE KEPT ORDER MUST BE KEPT Chorus: DO I NEED A GAS MASK (should I get inoculated?) WILL THIS WAR LAST? (will we be incinerated?) FALSE GODS, DEATH SQUADS ...BLIND!!! THE ELEPHANTS MARCH TO WAR CONCEDE CONFORM CONCEDE CONFORM DENY THE BIG LIE MY TRIBE!!! ...join me... AN ALLIANCE OF DEFIANCE IN THE WARHEAD ALL ARE WELCOME HERE GIVE ME YOUR TIRED GIVE ME YOUR SICK GIVE ME INDULGENCE & DECADENCE GIVE ME YOUR TIRED GIVE ME YOUR SICK GIVE ME INDULGENCE & DECADENCE HE LIED, THEY DIED KEEP THE PEASANTS TERRIFIED HE LIED, THEY DIED KEEP THE PEASANTS TERRIFIED THIS IS A CATASTROPHE YOU MUST LEAD IF THEY GET ME ON MY COMMAND... BREAK FREE!!!...(X4) ---------------------------------- So anyway... my centipede is seeming to develop a serious attitude problem... He sleeps all god damned day long except about 1 hour of it and then decideds that he will climb around on the bottom of the lid of my cage so I can't change his water dish... (he did that the other night... SOB, who does he think he is trying to get out and cause me trouble prematurely ;) ---------------------------------- Also... a good website to go to for anime related info is a place called Best Anime ---------------------------------- Morbid thought of the day: What kind of life would it be to have half your face blown off by attempting to kill yourself and all you can do for the rest of it is eat through a straw...? (saw a pic of some guy who did that and survived, he had no eyes, nose or mouth left, but he lived) My quote: "Being an individual is as difficult as being yourself... try it..." ----------------------------------

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