Friday, August 27, 2004

   Sleep... when you get none, you want it... when you get some, you want more...

*yawn* Whoa... talk about tired. I finally decided to get some well deserved sleep. Now that I've had a normal nights sleep for the first time in almost 2 weeks I feel like climbing back into bed... and staying there. hahaha... Wait that wasn't funny... must be delerium again... OH SHIT... *yawns* Well... morning, or afternoon, or good evening to all you ppl out there. Don't even ask what this post is about cause there is no purpose for it at all... just typing random stuff and typing to tell you I'm typing... lalala... Well, I gotta make my rounds before I go to a place I'd rather not talk about (pssst... it has something to do with labor and making money). Later... *yawns again*

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Thursday, August 26, 2004

   This one sucks ass... (I didn't even think, just wrote)

Another day, another memory, another scar To keep the pain inside and forget the sorrow Another lie, another facade, another regret To mask all truth I'll never show Maybe hate, maybe love, maybe apathy Will restrain my soul from this day forth Maybe friends, maybe enemies, maybe no one Will seem to lend a helping hand All I want, all I hope, all I strive for Is to know that there is care in the world All I see, all I feel, all I know Is the lesser things in human hearts Can it change, can it mold, can it form Into a new shape, a new design? Can it build, can it strengthen, can it grow Into something that is worth the effort? Is is beautiful, is it horrific, is it indescribable To see the path that we are walking? Is it true, is it false, is it indeterminable Where our kind will end up next?

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Wednesday, August 25, 2004

   Is the end coming?

Once again existence seems to have no meaning Cold and frozen, lifeless Is there such a thing called love in the world? Heartache and pain, pointless Will anyone ever reach the goals they seek? Striving and driving, useless All we can do is be ourselves till the end Selfish and arrogant, careless When will the end come?

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Long dreams of nothing Cloudy haze of thought Life is so very boring It seems to be for naught As I slumber freely My mind will travel far Loving you so deeply Dreaming of a shooting star Living alone is so lonely As I continue on without a care I can't go on so humbly Just to return a blank stare

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Tuesday, August 24, 2004

   Lying in wait...

Emotions drown my conciousness As I look for a way to find myself Is there something out there to help Or am I alone in my misery Believing all the lies of lives gone by I wait to see what tomorrow will bring When will I wake up and realize this path The path I take that takes me to nowhere Everyone around me is wearing a facade As I choose to toss mine aside and renew I see the life I need to live, but can I? So many hearts can be broken if I do Trusting nothing and believing no one I discover that this is the only path before me I finally reach the end to my hearts delight Then I sit, friends behind me, lying in wait...

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   Glad I decided to unplug mt CPU last night.

I sooooo need a surge protector, cause last night we had a big thunderstorm roll through my town and maybe only 10 minutes after I unplugged my CPU and TV, the power went out. It was out for about maybe 15 minutes, so I had to make sure once it came back on that I would reset my alarm clock. OH YEAH, *says sarcastically* I don't ever wanna be late for work or anything...... *stiffles laugh* Well, have fun without me till this evening everyone... later...

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Monday, August 23, 2004

   Even more UH-OH!

Well, there is a bad lightning storm outside, so I had better go for tonight, since I don't have a surge protector yet... NEED ONE BAD!!! *smacks self senseless trying to knock some sense into me* Till tomorrow then... g'night...

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   UH-OH!

SO... AGAIN I AM STUCK HERE IN FRONT OF MY COMPUTER TILL I FEEL THIS LITTLE TINGLING SENSATION IN MY BRAIN... you know, the one you get when you've been focusing on the cpu screen too long... *falls out of chair and goes into seizure*....................... *twitch*....................... *twitch*....................... I'll... be... back... shortly... hang... on... everyone...

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   ME HAPPY NOW...... for now...

Well, I think I'm done updating my site for awhile, but hey, if you like the look, don't hesitate to drop a comment on it. This is a cool pic...

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   Getting closer... hehehe...

Well I'm nearing completion of my site overhaul. Most things are going to stay the same, just gonna have some new things. So lalalalalalalalala... Later... gotta get ta work!

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