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Wednesday, October 20, 2004


   Poem, and some news...
Okay... I've been doing a lot lately, other than Otaku, and I feel as though I need to get back to the things that are on my routine. Now that the Otaku Poetry Guild is on it's feet, I'll be on everyday again... yay me huh?

For those that want to know, my psychologist session is on hold again, this time till November 2nd. GRRRR!!! I must have some sort of reputation or something. Anyway, I'll leave you all with a poem since I gotta get to work now. I'll edit the members of the poetry guild when I get home tonight.

Tainted Reflection:

Treading through another nightmare
I close my eyes to ignore the sight
This pain continues to fester inside
And just sits there as it starts to rot

I look at myself in the mirror
And wonder what is it about this shell
That seems to take so much and keep going
Does it have some sort of protector, a guardian?

I am one man, nothing more, nothing less
Faults and failures, successes and triumphs
These are what make me me, my essence
But there is a darkness inside... getting larger

What is it that is consuming my soul?
Can I fight it, can I beat it?
Or will it take me to a place I dare not go?
I now realize my reflection is hollow, tainted

Now I open my eyes, to a world that shares that image
Deceit, despair, suffering, and pain all around me
Have I given in to this on my own, or was it forced?
Something will need to change, I will make it happen

Watch my reflection...

My Quote:

"Only you can change yourself... and only you have the power to do that. If you want something to get better, take the steps to make it happen..."


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