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Tuesday, November 2, 2004


   Experiements and cookies!!! LOL
I don't have all that much to talk about tonight, but I'll try to find something to steal your precious time away from you...

I'm finally gonna get to see the doc about my possible depression tomorrow. YAY ME!!! *does a little dance and then falls to floor sulking*

Other than that, I'll be pretty damn bored tomorrow. Think I'll work on some requested art. If you requested it, you know who you are. If not, then too bad for you, hehehe j/k



The poem of tonight is an experimental kind, one that I have never tried writing before. Here it is:

Drifting:

Lost and alone
This is how I feel inside
You torment me so
With the false feelings you give me
When will you learn
Love and hate are opposite sides of a coin
I'm now tearing apart
All that I once felt for you

I'm drifting
In this lake of conciousness
How can I say...
I love you, when I only hate you
Lessons will be taught
Even if your heart has to break to learn them
Never again will you feel
The warmth that I once offered you

Now I'm all cold inside
No longer what many would call human
You doubted all I gave to you
One day I shall find the one that deserves it
Emotions flow like rapids
Cursing and screaming till I'm deaf
I'm sorry but I must go now
This edge of sanity has worn my soul beyond repair

Morbid Thought of the Day:

Going through everything I did yesterday, and then at the end of the night... eating milk and cookies :)

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