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• 2004-08-14
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• Call me Hakai ~ "The Destruction of All", and I thought it ironic since Hakkai is my fave chara in any anime series. I found out Kigeki means "comedy" so I had to change it.
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• To be a well known writer of some sort, maybe for an anime series someday! *grins hopefully*
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• Many forms of writing, drawing on occasion, collecting anime, and Martial Arts
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• Following Bushido and I guess I could list poetry... *shrugs*
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
My mental state for your viewing pleasure...
Sesshoumaru pic of the day:
Well, I have officially been diagnosed tonight at the doc's office. I shouldn't post it here... but I will anyway!
I have been diagnosed with "Moderate Dypthymia", some sort of Anxiety disorder, and "Possible Severe Schizoid Personality Disorder"... I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!! :) ... not...
To be honest, I would have rather have gone in there and have the doc tell me that there was nothing wrong, and it was all just in my head. (HAHAHA... pun)
I have the choice in whether I would like to recieve medecine for these things, but the visits are "mandatory" for the next 6 MONTHS!!! Twice a month for 6 months, and if I refuse, they can court order me... lovely...
At least it's cheap though! Only costs me $6/session due to my health insurance. I hope all this helps, or me seeking the help I need will have been in vain.
For those of you who are interested... visit my friend Maxwell Demon... I just helped him update the look of his site today!
With that comes my poem...
Reality?...:
Sleeping soundly
Beneath the waves of my mental illusions
Creeping silently
Are the memories that haunt my spirit
They drag me down, tear at me
Till I seem human no more
My only hope is myself
Waiting patiently
Is the despair that wants to return
Defending valiantly
Is my concious mind, to save my heart the suffering
They fight constantly, feuding
Till I'm a chaotic mess
My solace seems lost to me
Searching thoroughly
For someone to aid me in this endeavor
Grasping firmly
To everything I have that is of worth
It keeps me here, preserves me
So I can face reality
Something I wish did not exist
Dreaming freely
Covering up all of my own misfortunes
Flying quickly
From all the pain that once held me down
It helps me see, see the gate to serenity
The gate I have no key for
I shall stay in my dream world, forever
Morbid Thought of the Day:
GUESS WHAT?!! I SWALLOWED A STICK OF DYNAMITE... I'm guessing you have 5 seconds to BACK OFF!!!
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