Sunday, November 21, 2004

   Don't know what I want to write, but I'll just write something eh? -_-

Alright, since I was asked by a few people to post, I guess I should post huh?... Right now my life is getting better overall, but my own emotional state and mental well-being is not showing that. I don't even know why I feel like typing this stuff in my post at all, but I am so bear with me. I feel as if I have reached my wits end on some issues. Dealing with people in society just isn't something I can handle with a clear mind anymore. I'm so tense everywhere I go, as if I expect something to go wrong, that it just causes me to loose my temper easily. Which by the way is not like me at all... I'm not known for having a temper. Yet I catch myself being prepared to duke it out with fellow employees at work for simple things (even though I have yet to do so), and just get upset at small details with others. One thing is that I can't shake the feeling that my life is too busy to NOT be going anywhere, and that is exactly what is happening. I am envolved in numerous things (writing stories for my game and anime ideas, working at a place I get no respect at, falling behind in bills, doing things for my mom, trying my best to stay sane, etc.), that I just feel like I should be making progress. But no..., nothing is set in concrete. I honestly feel like I am doing the stuff I am doing in vain. Like it has no purpose, no meaning, no possibility of success. So... when I say that I want to free my mind of some of these things, nobody pays attention. My words were pointless. So... from this point on, I will be concentrating on the things I want to do, and nothing else. If those people who are involved in something with me don't like it... tough shit. I'm tired of feeling like I have something I NEED to get done, but things have to work out for them to be worked on. So... with that, I will be posting some parts of a story I have just created about a few weeks ago, maybe less than that... dunno. I have yet to give it a title, but I think the plot will work out pretty well... I hope. Here's a teaser(it's a prophecy in this story): "With the rise of anarchy, the 'Third Star of Atlantis' will shift it's position... bringing forth 'the beast' to envelop the world in chaos. There are many who are in synch with this star, and only one holds the power to cease the apocalypse. The light must be followed. Cause only then can the diamond be found among the crystals." Let me know if you want me to post the story! It would mean a lot to me to know you're interested. But it doesn't mean I'll allow you to walk away with my ideas either! Took this quiz when I stopped by AniFreak's site just a few moments ago... I like the name I got :) My pirate name is Capt'n Tripp "The Invincible" Cutlass. Take Ahoy! The Pirate Name Generator today! Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

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