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Monday, September 4, 2006


   monkey balls
my grandma stayed the night last niht, and this morning for breakfast, she made this cinamon roll type of thing called monkey balls, and man oh man were they good. well, my friend will prolly come over today, and we'll do some sort of shit. so, later all.
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Thursday, August 24, 2006


   R.I.P. MAUVE PANSY
*sniffle sniffle* a frind is gone...to hopefully a better place, y does this always happen 2 the ppl I no, I mean, my friends dad died, then my friends house got struck by lightening nd her parents r in teh hospital, nd my other friends parents relative just died...nd now mauve pansy is gone *cries* I'm bad luck
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Thursday, August 10, 2006


   my computer is down...again...
each nd every time something goes wrong, I always get the blame for it...man this sux. oh, I start highschool on Monday*screams and falls over* n e who...I got most of my books today...THEY WEIGH AN ALL-TOGETHER TOTAL OF 27 POUNDS!!! ND I'M STILL MISSIN 2 BOOKS!!!
oy ya yoy.well, I probably wont b on 4 a while cuzz of my comp, but I'll get on when I can.
I blew out my lower back this afternoon when was pikin sumthin up off the fllor, I felt sumthin crack and pull...that can't b good, ontop of my shoulder, god, I'm getting too old for this shiot.I have orientation tonight, and locker day tommorow, nd to top it all off, my friend's dad just died, nd my friend shelby nd I r gonna take her out to do some fun things like go to the movies, nd go bowling, and wat not. Well, my shoulder's killin' me, not to mention charmed is on, so I'll talk to ya'll later.

~~WC~~

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Thursday, August 3, 2006


   *falls over*


Today was such a screwed up day, god, i don't know where to even start, my alarm clock didn't go off this morning, I waited until 1:00 to do my chores, and I got yelled at, which isn't so unusual, but I haven't been yelled at in about 2 weeks, which is a personal all-time record.*sighs* I just don't know what to do with myslef.Oh, and surprise surprise, i yelled at my brother again for not listening to me. I just hate it because all i asked him to do was clean the kitty litter cause I was doing everything else around the house, and he started yelling and screaming at me, and he started bangin' his fists on the GLASS table, he could have broken it.Ahhhhh, I was so stressed out. Oh, and to top my PERFECT day off, when my dad got home, he critisized the fact that I hadn't done any of his laundry, and I'm all " Well excuse me for doing some of my laundry, i spend all week doing your laundry, and I use two days to catch up, i mean i was down to 1 of everything, and he critisizes ME? I don't think so timmy" ok, i didn't REALLY say that, but I was THINKIN' it. Well ANYWAYS, *sighs* I can't watch T.V. 'cause I did MY laundry INSTEAD of doing my dad's laundry, and all he does when he comes home is complain complain complain, and he sits on his butt and watches T.V. it is SO unfair. Oh, I almost forgot, my mom just told me today that I have to put my cat, sarah, down on staurday...that was like being hit by a big yellow school bus. I didn't see that coming at all. It really broke my heart.
Man, My shoulder is killin' me, my mom says i'll probably have to have surgery, and boy do i hope so, i can't take the pain, 6 asprins a day to keep it low, not to get rid of it. Not to mention it'd be time off from house work for me. It got so bad last week that I could't move my entire arm, it hurt real bad. Today it hurts alot too, I'm about to take 2 more asprins. I still have two books to read for school, one is by Agatha Christie, it's called And The There Were None, I love Agatha Christie, she's kool, and the other one is by John Knowles, It's called A Seperate Peace. So I guess with my free time, I'll read those books. Oh, I got a lap-top, I can work offline on some stuff, but I can't really go on Myotaku or Myspace, and that bothers me. I'm gonna get a dsl box in my room soon though, so i can be on all night, lol. I have to still download my itunes software, and a couple of other things, like limewire and imvu. Oh speaking of Imvu, I need to recruit people for it, so befor any of you go to it, give me ur Email address, and I'll send you an invite to it ok? going back to my shoulder, dam it hurts, it's numb to the touch, but I can feel the pain. Is that bad? I'm nervous about starting Highschool, I know I have to do good, I just don't think I will, I'm so lazy. I can't kick the lazy habbit either. No matter how I try to. hm...I got a new de-oderant, it's from avon, lol.it's called sunrise, it smells really good. hehe. um, oh, for some reason my ipod like wont take to the songs I've putting on it, i mean, the names of the songs come up, but they wont play, it'll skip right over them, and they'll only play on my library on my computer. *sighs and reads over post* God, my life is like a tragedy. Talk about alot to say, wow, this is gonna be a long post.*stretches shoulder* god it hurts. Oh, I almost forgot, MY DAD RIPPED OFF MY WALLET, AND I HAD LIKE 350 BUCKS FROM BIRTHDAY MONEY!!!! and today he came up to me and he's like "do you have any money?" and I go to get some from my wallet, and I open it, and NOTHING, NADA, ZIP, ZILCH. I started freaking out. and he's all " Oh yeah, i needed some money, so I took yours." and I'm all "what did you spend 350 dollars on!!" I was about to fall over. and he didn't even tell me what he spent it on, he probably bought alcohol with it. alcohol in which I have to be the bartender for every day mo my life. So an overall summary of my life is that, I'm BROKE, I have NOTHING to do, I'm a slave for my parents, and I'm losing everyone and thing I love. just fanastic. what a life huh. any one wanna trade me? no? I didn't think so. I have to get out of here. Oh, and I have a headache. *bangs head on desk* my life sucks. and I knkow some of you are gonna go "suck it up, stop whining" dudes, did you just read what i wrote? I think I have a right to whine. I need a pick-me-up. actually, more like a pick-my-life-up, has anyone ever heard of those? It is now 10:55 p.m. and I am so bored, and my shoulder hurts, and my life is a mess, and I have no one but you guys to talk to. what do you guys think of this? Am I overreacting? please let me know. well, later all, i'm off to write in my journal...which so happens to be my word pad...


~~Waterfall Child

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   *falls over*


Today was such a screwed up day, god, i don't know where to even start, my alarm clock didn't go off this morning, I waited until 1:00 to do my chores, and I got yelled at, which isn't so unusual, but I haven't been yelled at in about 2 weeks, which is a personal all-time record.*sighs* I just don't know what to do with myslef.Oh, and surprise surprise, i yelled at my brother again for not listening to me. I just hate it because all i asked him to do was clean the kitty litter cause I was doing everything else around the house, and he started yelling and screaming at me, and he started bangin' his fists on the GLASS table, he could have broken it.Ahhhhh, I was so stressed out. Oh, and to top my PERFECT day off, when my dad got home, he critisized the fact that I hadn't done any of his laundry, and I'm all " Well excuse me for doing some of my laundry, i spend all week doing your laundry, and I use two days to catch up, i mean i was down to 1 of everything, and he critisizes ME? I don't think so timmy" ok, i didn't REALLY say that, but I was THINKIN' it. Well ANYWAYS, *sighs* I can't watch T.V. 'cause I did MY laundry INSTEAD of doing my dad's laundry, and all he does when he comes home is complain complain complain, and he sits on his butt and watches T.V. it is SO unfair. Oh, I almost forgot, my mom just told me today that I have to put my cat, sarah, down on staurday...that was like being hit by a big yellow school bus. I didn't see that coming at all. It really broke my heart.
Man, My shoulder is killin' me, my mom says i'll probably have to have surgery, and boy do i hope so, i can't take the pain, 6 asprins a day to keep it low, not to get rid of it. Not to mention it'd be time off from house work for me. It got so bad last week that I could't move my entire arm, it hurt real bad. Today it hurts alot too, I'm about to take 2 more asprins. I still have two books to read for school, one is by Agatha Christie, it's called And The There Were None, I love Agatha Christie, she's kool, and the other one is by John Knowles, It's called A Seperate Peace. So I guess with my free time, I'll read those books. Oh, I got a lap-top, I can work offline on some stuff, but I can't really go on Myotaku or Myspace, and that bothers me. I'm gonna get a dsl box in my room soon though, so i can be on all night, lol. I have to still download my itunes software, and a couple of other things, like limewire and imvu. Oh speaking of Imvu, I need to recruit people for it, so befor any of you go to it, give me ur Email address, and I'll send you an invite to it ok? going back to my shoulder, dam it hurts, it's numb to the touch, but I can feel the pain. Is that bad? I'm nervous about starting Highschool, I know I have to do good, I just don't think I will, I'm so lazy. I can't kick the lazy habbit either. No matter how I try to. hm...I got a new de-oderant, it's from avon, lol.it's called sunrise, it smells really good. hehe. um, oh, for some reason my ipod like wont take to the songs I've putting on it, i mean, the names of the songs come up, but they wont play, it'll skip right over them, and they'll only play on my library on my computer. *sighs and reads over post* God, my life is like a tragedy. Talk about alot to say, wow, this is gonna be a long post.*stretches shoulder* god it hurts. Oh, I almost forgot, MY DAD RIPPED OFF MY WALLET, AND I HAD LIKE 350 BUCKS FROM BIRTHDAY MONEY!!!! and today he came up to me and he's like "do you have any money?" and I go to get some from my wallet, and I open it, and NOTHING, NADA, ZIP, ZILCH. I started freaking out. and he's all " Oh yeah, i needed some money, so I took yours." and I'm all "what did you spend 350 dollars on!!" I was about to fall over. and he didn't even tell me what he spent it on, he probably bought alcohol with it. alcohol in which I have to be the bartender for every day mo my life. So an overall summary of my life is that, I'm BROKE, I have NOTHING to do, I'm a slave for my parents, and I'm losing everyone and thing I love. just fanastic. what a life huh. any one wanna trade me? no? I didn't think so. I have to get out of here. Oh, and I have a headache. *bangs head on desk* my life sucks. and I knkow some of you are gonna go "suck it up, stop whining" dudes, did you just read what i wrote? I think I have a right to whine. I need a pick-me-up. actually, more like a pick-my-life-up, has anyone ever heard of those? It is now 10:55 p.m. and I am so bored, and my shoulder hurts, and my life is a mess, and I have no one but you guys to talk to. what do you guys think of this? Am I overreacting? please let me know. well, later all, i'm off to write in my journal...which so happens to be my word pad...


~~Waterfall Child

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Wednesday, August 2, 2006


wow
holy shit, get this guys, I logged on this mornin, and I was thinkin about puttin up a post about Rey Mysterio, and when i got to my backroom, my total visits were 619, Rey's signature move is called 619, I thot it was kinda kool, but hey, i guess that sorta thing just seems stupid, oh well. god I'm bored today. *sighs* i never thot I'd say this, but, i can't wait until school starts. well, later all.

~~waterfall child

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Tuesday, August 1, 2006


   OH MAN, OH MAN, OH MAN
There is a hurricane comin my way, and It's scaring me half to death *paces back and forth*
I don't know wat to do, I thin k I'm gonna fall over...*falls over* my family is in Puerto Rico, and the projected path goes right through P.R., whch is definitely not good. *continues pacing*
oh man oh man, I'm scared. We are so screwed.

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Wednesday, July 5, 2006


hmmm...la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la
alrighty then, so, I'll be going around to people's sites that are updated, so I'll be back ina couple of hours, and I'll maybe get a c box so we can talk, well, my fourth of july sucked, so tell me about yours so I can drool, lol, j/k. later!!!
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Friday, June 30, 2006


   Dudes...
dudes, lastnight, I was sitting in the living room, and I was watching yo mamma, and I heard the door coming from the garage into the house opening, and then it stopped, and then I saw a beam of light, like it was from a flashlight, so I jumped up from the couch, and I flipped oon the light switch, and Is tood there, as stiff as a board, and i was really scared, I had decided that on the count of three i would sprint, and run back to my parents room to wake them up, and I counted to three 3 times before I could actually move my feet. and as I was running, I heard it open again, and I ran into my parents room, and I woke up my parents and I was so scared, I was crying cuzz I didn't know what it was, so my dad walked out, and my dad is very intimidating if you're not doing something you're not supposed to do because he is 6 feet 3 inches tall, and he weighs about 285 pounds..so i was hiding behind him as he opened the garage door, and whn he did, nothing was there, and when he looked down, my cat was there...I had accidentally locked her out...I felt like a meat head, but i was all shooken up, I was shaking the rest of the night, and every little thing scared me half to death. I had no earthly I dea that i could run that fast, lol. well, later everyone.


~~Raining Paradise~~

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Saturday, June 24, 2006


Fuckin' Shit
I spent 9 fucking hours at the airport yesterday, AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO ANYWHERE. we were there dropping my grandma off so she could go back to puerto rico, and she missed the flight by a fucking nano second, and the next flight didn't come for 9 hours!!! I was so bored, and there were weird people there, and they guys there were staring at me, and I talked to my friends for about 80 minuets, and grrr, 9 fucking hours!!! well ne who, here are a couple of poems for you guys, I did them while I was mad, so they might not make sense.


this is a song

YOU
We open our eyes, to find the light, the missing truth, cuzz we've left behind, our homely fathers lecturing words, and I've waited oh so long, and I've faded to nothing in your eyes, will youaccept me as I am or will you take my life. I've waited off and on, and always known that something was wrong, but was it with me or you.The time slips, it makes me fall, I'm in, a long long hall, I scream oout your name, but thanxs to you I have no voice at all.You took my life, away from me, I fell inside, and= awakening, and I've learned so quickly, the rumors're, you fell in love again, you fell in love with you.


INSATNTANIUM
I slit my wrists, it isn't that much fun, for the thing I miss, is nothing, nothing at all, I can only feel, the life that I had, it flashes before me, and instant bad. I wish you'd see, the sacrifices you've forced on me. A trmendous burdon, a bourdon of your own, and what do I get in return, YOU KILL ME, THANKS FOR NOTHING. You've made me crack, I've run a million miles and back, and I end up here again. Back in the hell I've tried to escape from for oh so long, it wears me down, to nothing at all, and once again, I'm here, being killed by you.

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