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Vitals

Birthday
• 1992-06-03
Gender
• Female
Location
• in my mind thinking...all the time
Member Since
• 2005-05-15
Occupation
• student
Real Name
• fran, francesca but fran

Personal

Achievements
• winning first place in a science fair, having good grades, and competting in a basketball, and softball tournament.
Anime Fan Since
• ever
Favorite Anime
• sailormoon, inyuyasha, wolf's rain, and cowboy beebop.
Goals
• to be a collage graduate.
Hobbies
• playing basketball, and softball, writing poetry, talking on the computer and the phone, and hanging out with devil child.
Talents
• playing the piano, basketball, and softball.

myOtaku.com: no one hears me

Thursday, August 3, 2006

*falls over*

Today was such a screwed up day, god, i don't know where to even start, my alarm clock didn't go off this morning, I waited until 1:00 to do my chores, and I got yelled at, which isn't so unusual, but I haven't been yelled at in about 2 weeks, which is a personal all-time record.*sighs* I just don't know what to do with myslef.Oh, and surprise surprise, i yelled at my brother again for not listening to me. I just hate it because all i asked him to do was clean the kitty litter cause I was doing everything else around the house, and he started yelling and screaming at me, and he started bangin' his fists on the GLASS table, he could have broken it.Ahhhhh, I was so stressed out. Oh, and to top my PERFECT day off, when my dad got home, he critisized the fact that I hadn't done any of his laundry, and I'm all " Well excuse me for doing some of my laundry, i spend all week doing your laundry, and I use two days to catch up, i mean i was down to 1 of everything, and he critisizes ME? I don't think so timmy" ok, i didn't REALLY say that, but I was THINKIN' it. Well ANYWAYS, *sighs* I can't watch T.V. 'cause I did MY laundry INSTEAD of doing my dad's laundry, and all he does when he comes home is complain complain complain, and he sits on his butt and watches T.V. it is SO unfair. Oh, I almost forgot, my mom just told me today that I have to put my cat, sarah, down on staurday...that was like being hit by a big yellow school bus. I didn't see that coming at all. It really broke my heart.
Man, My shoulder is killin' me, my mom says i'll probably have to have surgery, and boy do i hope so, i can't take the pain, 6 asprins a day to keep it low, not to get rid of it. Not to mention it'd be time off from house work for me. It got so bad last week that I could't move my entire arm, it hurt real bad. Today it hurts alot too, I'm about to take 2 more asprins. I still have two books to read for school, one is by Agatha Christie, it's called And The There Were None, I love Agatha Christie, she's kool, and the other one is by John Knowles, It's called A Seperate Peace. So I guess with my free time, I'll read those books. Oh, I got a lap-top, I can work offline on some stuff, but I can't really go on Myotaku or Myspace, and that bothers me. I'm gonna get a dsl box in my room soon though, so i can be on all night, lol. I have to still download my itunes software, and a couple of other things, like limewire and imvu. Oh speaking of Imvu, I need to recruit people for it, so befor any of you go to it, give me ur Email address, and I'll send you an invite to it ok? going back to my shoulder, dam it hurts, it's numb to the touch, but I can feel the pain. Is that bad? I'm nervous about starting Highschool, I know I have to do good, I just don't think I will, I'm so lazy. I can't kick the lazy habbit either. No matter how I try to. hm...I got a new de-oderant, it's from avon, lol.it's called sunrise, it smells really good. hehe. um, oh, for some reason my ipod like wont take to the songs I've putting on it, i mean, the names of the songs come up, but they wont play, it'll skip right over them, and they'll only play on my library on my computer. *sighs and reads over post* God, my life is like a tragedy. Talk about alot to say, wow, this is gonna be a long post.*stretches shoulder* god it hurts. Oh, I almost forgot, MY DAD RIPPED OFF MY WALLET, AND I HAD LIKE 350 BUCKS FROM BIRTHDAY MONEY!!!! and today he came up to me and he's like "do you have any money?" and I go to get some from my wallet, and I open it, and NOTHING, NADA, ZIP, ZILCH. I started freaking out. and he's all " Oh yeah, i needed some money, so I took yours." and I'm all "what did you spend 350 dollars on!!" I was about to fall over. and he didn't even tell me what he spent it on, he probably bought alcohol with it. alcohol in which I have to be the bartender for every day mo my life. So an overall summary of my life is that, I'm BROKE, I have NOTHING to do, I'm a slave for my parents, and I'm losing everyone and thing I love. just fanastic. what a life huh. any one wanna trade me? no? I didn't think so. I have to get out of here. Oh, and I have a headache. *bangs head on desk* my life sucks. and I knkow some of you are gonna go "suck it up, stop whining" dudes, did you just read what i wrote? I think I have a right to whine. I need a pick-me-up. actually, more like a pick-my-life-up, has anyone ever heard of those? It is now 10:55 p.m. and I am so bored, and my shoulder hurts, and my life is a mess, and I have no one but you guys to talk to. what do you guys think of this? Am I overreacting? please let me know. well, later all, i'm off to write in my journal...which so happens to be my word pad...

~~Waterfall Child

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