Sunday, November 20, 2005

   again and again
y do we fight
y do we kill
y do we forget the past
a buring flame should stay the last
dead in side and gone tommorw
leaving this world in sorrow
carryed away by the doves of life and death
im the bitch u hated
im that guy u got sedated
im that kid all alone
im that kid who killed him self on the phone
im ur dreams when ur awake
im that dream were u died in the lake
past be future if u forget
and it will start all over again
with one little slit
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me


because me

its so hard to live with the past
loves
with out them being there
with out them telling u they love u
with out them
if u look into my eyes u will see my life has faded away
there is no joy
there is no happyness
just pain
and misary
so y should i cuntiune
when ur lieing on ur death bed and the one u love leaves u
for dead
to live ther life with out
so y contiune
y care
y even look forword
because
that is me
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me


because me

its so hard to live with the past
loves
with out them being there
with out them telling u they love u
with out them
if u look into my eyes u will see my life has faded away
there is no joy
there is no happyness
just pain
and misary
so y should i cuntiune
when ur lieing on ur death bed and the one u love leaves u
for dead
to live ther life with out
so y contiune
y care
y even look forword
because
that is me
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Saturday, November 19, 2005

hey
i have enter some and first e cards on this site they will be up in two days and check out my drawling that i did
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   a drawling i did way back when when i had some one

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Friday, November 18, 2005

dream dream dream
ill take u to the movies ill take u to the fair
ill take u any ware
ill hold ur hand when we walk
i wont interupt u when u talk
i wish that it was only me and u
and u know how much i love to
ill be ur guy who takes care of
ill be the guy who gets rid of the bad
ill be that guy that holds u when ur sad
ill be all ways there
ill be ur angel from above
sent to u by doves
for i em ur dream
that dosnt exist
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   because
i may die today tomarrow leave u all in fucking sorrow a cool air breez as a leaf hits my knees a cold dead body on the floor heard of never more a blackend heart left only for the dark a cold grip arond it pain sorrow forgoteness to be on no ones list to be forgoten in a pool of ur own shit that u made that u helped make possibal because u cared becasue i cared becasue i loved u
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

hello im back
the next mother fucker comeing my way
wont have another thing to say
the next dick who only uses
who overly abuses it
will fucking die
the next sluty whore
will be six feet under heard of never more
for thos priks that think with ther dicks
thos asses
that think they need glasses
of beer to fill ther woe
this is ur first and last worring
if u cross paths with me
ill have u sucking it on one knee
dont piss me off
dont get in
my way
or u just might die that day
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Saturday, August 13, 2005

   live or dead
girl u run therw my head
all night and day
i dont know what to say
em i live em i dead
ur in my past present
and i hope thats not all
girl ill give u a call
and thats not all
ill give u my heart and soul
that is something no one can controle
but u
u run therw my head as i siad em
live
or em i dead
tell me
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Friday, August 12, 2005

falling
i walk down the streets alone
even tho iam surounded
i look at ther fases
hate spite
and that girl i onced liked
i walk to my home up the staers i go to my room thinking
about the past
how my mom loved me
how my dad left
i grab my keys
and go to the car
i get in slow
and think about how happy i was thin i think of now
i start to drive
i look all around
a man head over hills for his girl
an old cupal walking together
a man running from the police
i get on the bridge i stop from the traffic then i
think my last thoughts
get out walk up to that edge i get up it look over it staring in to seeing me seeing what i have become
thin i realiz i dont care
any more forget it
my life is perfect
i turn around that man bumbs into me
that man
who was running from the police
i try and cath my self
but its to late
i fall
waving my arms and legs tell iam never more

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