Wednesday, August 10, 2005

cut
i cut my self today
to see if iam still alive
to see if my world is blind
to turn a frown
up side down
i wear this crown
on my kingdom
whoundering
were is my freedom
missing
every moment of life
so i cut to day
that knife
my only friend
that loves me
no matter what i do
kisses me good night
every night
in death

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Tuesday, August 9, 2005

summer sucks /uhhh name of poem uhhhh poem lol
summer sucks my gf just broke with me i got jumped aressted every freaking bad thing possable oh will it happens i guess i realy didnt wont to brake up well i guess her life u know nothing i can do
i mean i not going to beg
any way the poem



from the skys
dead bodys fall
the night is scorn
fear the horn
its coming down fast
run now or
it might to late
for ur last chance
hide under ground
were u wont be found
its coming
its coming fast
run now its ur last chance
as the night is scorn
u fear the horn
hideing in the bushes
hideing in basements
not saying a word
but still wanting to be heard

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Saturday, August 6, 2005

play ground
play grond
in the cold
in the night
not a word was sayed
not a fright
the wind was blowing up against the play grond
in eyes site
the time was right
the swings were swinging
the birds were singing
and yet no one was out
but me i sat alone in that play ground
that place were i always was able to turn a frown
wishing my dreams under a stars lights
wishing i could drown
i look over to spit
then i saw some thing that made me swollow it in to my pit
my heart beat fast did she hear me
could she fear me
were my secrets told
then she sayed the same
then for once i knew i wasnt alone

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Friday, August 5, 2005

voices
people say iam crazy
people say iam lazy
people sayed dont lestien to them
the voices
my only friends
tell me to brun
to torch the only light
in the night
to burn sweet skin
against skin
to look the reaper in the eye's
and spit in it
they keep me sane
keep me happy
and they tell me to stop hearing them
but they arnt the ones tell me whats real and whats not
how eles whould i know what is really this world or just in my head
whats live
and whats dead

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Thursday, August 4, 2005

a true story
a true story



when people put u down
do u just frown
do think how there right
y dont u fight


he: i love u
she: i love u to
he: i wish we had more time
she: what ?
he:i cant be with u
she:y
he:beacuse were growing apart sorry
she:no
he:i think u and me should see other people
she:no
he:iam sorry
she:no
he: walks away
she:nooooo
he:later that night he goes to a party gets drunk off his ass runs in to the same girl and makes a jacck ass out of him self by kissing another girl in front of her he dops out of high school just to work at big K late he runs in to the same girl 12 years in to the future but this time it was the most beatyfulest girl he ever saw she turns him down and leaves later he kills him self od'iing overpills

girl:after that she crys think over the time they had her friend trys cherring her up by takeing her to a party she runds in to the same guy he acts like a jackass in front of her next day he get a deal being a model she takes spend 12 years of modleing runs in to shotts him down later that night she goes to a nother party were she gets too drunk and thin ods of the same pills


just because u hate urself or others or diffrent lonely sad sick mad blak white any thing doesnt mean u cant die the same as others
both were buryed in ventura county


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Wednesday, August 3, 2005

throw the key in to the lake
the big man
with the money
is always alone
wanting a honey
he puts people down
so we dosnet see his frown
calls us hes little puppys
little guppys
weak fragile a pown
in big game of chess
u know the rest
well not me any more
they will be at my door
to take me away
never to be heard of again starting to day
ther going to lock me up throw away the key
silience me and the voices
throw me in to the lake of dispare
but i will not care
for i have down my duty

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Tuesday, August 2, 2005

black filthy water
the blak water of the seas crash
against my feet
i take one step in
slowly and yet fast
then another
soonly after another
tell iam waist high
in the blak
then i get pulled under
by some force
i go under consumed by the
blak filthy water
then iam never heard from again tell one person saves me
pulls me out
of the filthy blak water
puts air back in me
gives me heart
gives me a soul
just so
i can take another step back in
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Monday, August 1, 2005

space
black as the night
from the inside out
cold heartless beats
therw space
life is but a chace
to the end
were does it end
were does it start
are we alive
or a piece of the dark
leave me cold
leave me shrude
black as the night
be ther light
or speaks of life reaching its climatick end
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Sunday, July 31, 2005

freedom
home is were u make it
ur bed is were u lay at night
ur job is were u go every day
but if u sit down and do nothing
nothing will ever get done
no work no cleaning nothing
ull be poor in ur home all messy
if u fight for ur right u may win u may lose
if u lose that means u did not try
text books have never been writen on people who never try
if u win u r a free man women whatevery
so fight for ur right and be free
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Saturday, July 30, 2005

burn jimmy
for all who deems
this is but a dream
ur in a labyrinth
in ur mind leaving
u sublime
up down all arond
ur alone
no one to condone
night is light
day is black
u fear for day
scared of what they will say
of u
what they will think of u
of ur demons
the voices tell u to burn
to kill
to die
dont make fun of jimmy
burn him
hahahaha look at him run
now iam done
every one is looking at me know
waiting for my next move
theres nothing to prove
just walk away and sit in ur room tell night to die another day
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