Thursday, November 15, 2007

Letter to Mattie
Mood: Depressed. Still Slightly Drunk.
Listening To: Dakota giving me a piece of his mind.

Mattie-

I miss you a lot.
I wake up every morning, to find that you're still gone.
I miss you next to me.
I want you to come home to me.
I miss you.

I don't know why you hurt yourself.
you had me to talk to.
And you had all your friends.
I know you were broken, you told me a hundred times.
I tried to fix it the best I could, but I guess it didn't matter.
I know you're probably happy in Heaven.
But you deserved to live more than anyone.

I might stop by the cemetery today.
I'll bring Dakota too.
You'll love him; he's such a sweetie.
Just like you actually, he even has a thing for socks.
Maybe he is you, though.
Did you send him down to me?
Because I swear, I asked everyone to see if they knew him.
They said no.
Is he an Angel you sent to me?
Did you put part of your soul in him?
Because I see you in him.
Everything Dakota does, I remember you doing.
Thank you for him, babe.
I love him, and I know you would too.

Everyone here is doing great.
The action followed you though.
This place is just about dead.
Though, Brittany and I make it happier.
Sometimes, I have to give Brittany a kick in the pants.
She feels like she has to give up.
So be there for her, and pick her up, and fly her home.
I know you have Angel wings by now.

I miss you everyday.
I can't stop thinking about you.
One time, I found myself talking to you.
I love you more than anything.
You were so special to everyone.
And just because you chose to leave us, we don't hate you.
I'm glad you have no more pain.
So don't ever regret anything.
I don't.

Love,
Your Bunny.
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