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Monday, April 23, 2007


I SAW A FISH!!!
Mood: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Today was another day like Thursday night...I'm not really all that social right now, but at the same time I don't want to be alone...I already feel alone and all emo again...I hate feeling emo...it's....EMO feeling. =/ All depressed and "woe is me"...=/ I'm sorry....

Anyway...people are annoying me again. >_< ruining things for me that i was happy about for once or remember for once...How am I supposed to be happy that way? Why is it that I can't find anybody close by to treat me kindly and want to be with me as more than a friend or as a sibling? I don't get it and it makes me sad....I wanna cry half the time...Being in love with Geoff hurts so damned much...It tears me apart inside half of the time, but those few moments when I'm talking to him I'm happy...I smile...He's gotten me to open up, he's given me self confidence and he's not all like the guys I hang out with here...sure, some of them aren’t bad, but if you knew my "friends" here...you'd understand what I mean...It's not cool....I hate it so fucking much 99% of the time.

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