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Thursday, May 17, 2007


Hold me now/Angel is the Centerfold/indecisive
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Today was seniors day at my school...I gotta dick around all day and then go home an hour early. ^-^ Got home at 2:30 instead of about 4:05 like normal...Got my yearbook...>_>; I gots more autographs than before. ^-^ Makes me kinda happy...though everybody seems to have more than me...v_v Makes me feel like a loser...I mean...really, the only life I have is online, and even then, I'm drifting from the internet so I'm losing that life as well...I dunno...I guess I'm just pathetic. ~sighs deeply~ I dunno...All I really know that my dad's pissing me off with not helping me with the stuff I need help on with my job applications so I can't get a job...-_-

I'm going to pay my way to Wisconsin no matter what. I refuse to let Geoff pay my way...I'll feel bad enough...I mean...He's gonna have me living there for a while, putting up with my horribly shy nature...I mean...I'm scared to french people...for one good reason and a not so good reason...The guy who molested me frenched me and I was too scared to bite it...the thought makes me wanna vomit...plus I have such a strong thing against saliva...I mean...~shudders~ The thought of saliva other than my own makes me gag...>_<;; Ugh. So nasty. I'm gonna get over it...I mean, some people's isn't as bad as some others...some people's makes me actually vomit at the thought...but...~sighs and shakes her head~....yeah...and another thing...My friends think this is the funniest thing ever...ya know how most people are all turned on by somebody goin' down on them? Not me! It's a turn off bigger than hell. o_o;;; It's sad!...T_T Makes me wanna cry...I feel like a freak. =[
anyway...off of that topic...I'm kinda sad...=[ I mean...really. I've wanted to talk to Geoff all day, but when I got home from night school, he was already asleep Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I wanted to cry some...but...if I did, my folks would freak the fugg out. ~sighs deeply~...I hate this...

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