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Thursday, May 31, 2007


In my field of paper flowers
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Geoff, if you're reading this. check your email and your myspace...turd.

Yeah...I'm in Pregon right now. Salem to be exact, on my uncle's computer...~sighs deeply~...There's no real funeral...only a memorial service on friday...So yeah...

Today on our way to the property my folks are wanting to buy for the farm, our car DIED. We had to wait for about an hour or so before a tow truck came, then we had to wait at the shop for about...oh...30 min to get the fuel filter replaced, then left. On the way back to my uncle's [we've been staying here since monday night] the car died again. not the fuel filter obviously. =_=;;; Today has been hell, and there was nothing I could do to help out my mom who's been crying over it...

The worst part about this trip isn't the fact that it's for the fact ym grandpa died...no...I'm apathetic about that...It's the fact I can't talk to Geoff. I love him so much it hurts...I want to talk to him more than any of you know. He is the one thing that makes me sleep at night...and now that I can't talk to him...I cry in bed at night. [...well...in Kahner's bed...[he's my 5 y/o cousin.]] But yeah...

Geoff...I love you so much more than I can put into words of actions...you're keeping me chugging along this harsh life...and I feel like I continually hurt you and I don't deserve you... This day has got me thinking and frankly, I think this world would have been better if I wasn't born.

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