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Wednesday, November 12, 2003


Forever Broken
i realized something today. i don't want anyone by my side. at least that's what i think i want. You see i really really hate being with kate. i just like her touch. i don't know what that means. i think it means i'm insecure. Everytime i'm with her i'm hate it. Everytime i'm away i miss her. what the hell does it mean.

We aren't really dating. Therefore i shouldn't be jealous of matti when they make out. you see, matti and i have been in a bit of an arguement. she says i treat her as an ass and i believe that she treats me the same. she calls me a fag, i call her a dike. i don't care that she calls me a fag, i know i'm not; it really hurts her that i call her a dike. then she runs off to kate, and i get called the bad guy. "Guys are assholes" is what they say (for the most part it's true) But what really pisses me off is that kate acouple of weeks ago said that i couldn't kiss matti! and yet she does the same. but then she comes to realize that we aren't dating and does the thing she says i can't do!!!

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i'm just going to call the whole thing off

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