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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

just looked through my archives.....
and wow, how i've changed through the years. some of my older posts now sound really immature to me, and rather stupid, in fact. a lot of the music i talked about, i no longer listen to, or hardly ever do, and i now have a steady girlfriend. we've been dating almost 3 months, and we actually really do love each other. my hair is so much longer, and i've gotten a lot better looking, i must admit. it's amazing how a couple of years could mature me so much. I now have a promising band started, i've learned how to play guitar and bass, i'm a fairly decent singer, and i'm going to the Academy for arts, sciences and technology this coming school year. And i'm actually looking forward to it (going to be majoring in theatre). As i look back through these, i find it almost funny how trivial and stupid some of the things that made me sad, and i complained about now seem. I have discarded many of the labels that i used to want to be, and accepted who i truly am. i've all but given up video games, though i still play them sometimes, they have taken a backseat (or even a trunk) to school, music, and relationships. I believe now i have truly become a better person than i used to be. I experience new things that i find beautiful every day, i've expanded my musical horizons (though i still hate country and rap). Though anime and manga are still large parts of my life, i am no longer dependent on them as i once was, and i now read a lot of series that are more real-life. I've become less self-centered than i used to be, and more open and caring. in closing, i believe this may be my final post, at least for a while. This was fun, but this site has lost its glamour for me, i no longer enjoy it as much. i find it sad, but true. So to all those who read this, i wish you happiness and good health, and i also say even when your life seems at its worst, hold out, there is always hope. and now, i choose to leave you with my new philosophy in life, and the most beautiful and truest thing to me.

All you need is love
-The Beatles

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