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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Pulse
the last thing i posted on here was,as stated,a 3-minute story by someone i know named Wiley. majikal,isnt it?

i should be,but am still not, over the fact that a friend who i considered very close to me betrayed me. she lied to me for a very long time,and made me feel false sympathy for a person who didnt even exist. she said she lied because she didnt "feel needed" and that it made her,indeed,feel "needed". i still dont understand how telling me,amoung other people, that her boyfriend,who never existed,was going to commit suicide made her feel "needed". me and [nakunakuuu] considered her a good friend. when told this,she relpied that we were never good friends with her,but just good friends to each other. bullshit. she most recently sent me an email. was it supposed to be an apology,i dont know. either way,it made me sound emotioness. a machine. did she think of me as a machine? cold,lifeless? i dont care what she thought. i wonder how much she has lied to me about. and i doubt this will be the end of it. she'll keep lying to people. she used to IM me saying that everyone hated her,and "if they dont,they should".i now see why. she's gonna find herself alone one day and wonder why.

this made me start thinking that it would,in fact,be better to be a machine. machines dont have to deal with human emotions. they have set goals that they are programmed to accomplish.

simplicity in the life of a machine.

....................on a change of subject,ive taken a recent liking to acrylic paint and black india ink. if i can,i will post some of the things i've drawn on here.

~"V.K Kyu"
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