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myOtaku.com: Not A Shrimp
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Thursday, July 12, 2007
Human
okay,i havent been on here in a while. but i am in fact still alive. and i will go visit everyone's site the first chance that i get....
this probly wont be too long,seeing as how im outside a library with my labtop at the moment,but i'll try to make it short....
....SO!!!
i dont know..nothing's happened since last time...
well..i have to go to a wedding on saturday. mother's wedding. long. boring. hot. wont want to talk to anyone. in a dress....i dont like dresses
lately ive been trying to be happy. mainly because my mother gets on my case everytime i dont talk for a while or dont smile,asks me whats wrong,tries to force me to be happy. she thinks just because shes getting married i have to be happy for her every single moment of every fucking day. i said congradulations,what the fuck more does she want from me?
i started thinking something yesterday,and am still thinking about it today. the differences of "want" and "need"...i think i dont "need" so many things.i dont need to play an instrument. i dont need to draw,to read,to write. i dont need to listen to this music or go on the internet. i dont need any of this. i dont need to smile,i dont need to cry. i dont need to do anything of my personal interest...what i need to do is drink. and eat. and breathe. at least,i think thats what i have to do.thats a problem,too. humans think. they think they need something,but they just want it. everything you want,your interests,anything...its just caused by constant thinking. what i am typing is caused by such thinking. people consider humans to be intellegent specimens. but we think. minds. the human mind. too complicated for its own good. looking back to previous needed thoughts,not wanted,needed, machinery might simply be better. no thoughts. no questioning. just programmed to do what needs to be done. nothing more...
but then again,maybe if you want something bad enough,you begin to need it,although the amount of want would be unimaginable in the case of want to need.
...maybe i need to feel like a machine. maybe that betrayer was right. and maybe i do seem cold. maybe i should be. i dont know anymore. thoughts. im only human.
...i dont need to be typing this.
~V.K Kyu
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