Saturday, February 19, 2005

   I need to try to start updating my journal more often. Not much has happened. Madison and Jessica (Adam's girlfriend) has been pissy with Amber lately. Eh. They were the same exact way withh me when I started hanging out with him.

The littlest things have been annoying me lately. Like my mother and everyone in my spanish class.

3 family members have died so far this month. =\ I wasn't too close with them, but it still sucks. Especially for my Great Grandmother. I hope I can go to poker tomarrow night. I really want to see her as well as the other members of my family.

'Night Loves...

--=Christin=--
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Monday, February 7, 2005

   Been a while since I've updated. Not much has happened. Erm. Adam decided to stick my ring down his shirt, stick it in his mouth, etc. Um.... School lunch was good today, with the small exception of the piece of hair >.<

Ambers over here right now. Having a good time. Taylor is getting on our nerves. Can't keep his hands off of us. ^.^

Salad Fingers is fucking awesome! (>'')> woOt. Sexay beast.

Kashmir is fucking awesome! I likie. ::plays air guitar::

I used to think tyler bennette was an asshole... but now he seems to be purty cool.

What else?

Oh yea! Ivan Adams and his friends brought a cam corder to school today to record me walking off the bus!!! WTF?! Thats kinda sick...

'Night.



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Sunday, January 16, 2005

   I have had a lot of imput from friends and family about what I should do with Amber. And what I have come to realize is that if she isn't concerned with me and doesn't care wether or not were friends... why should I?! Granite it would be somewhat of a loss. Yet, at the same exact time, I wouldn't be losing something. I would be losing the thought of having a good friendship with Amber, but you can't lose somthing you most likely never had. So, I decided to simply forget about this entire thing. I feel A LOT better than before.

One stressful situation down, only a few more to go. ^.^

Delaney and I are having a good time. I actually stoped thinking about this fight the entire day up until now. But I won't be worried about it for much longer. Feelin' Good!

We are going to switch from AOL to Version DSL. Thank god. AOL is so slow and despite the fact that it has pop up blocker, it doesn't work very well.

My room seems to be coming along nicely. My mother and Gerry have approved me drawing a mural on one of my walls. It should be interesting to see how that turns out. I will defiently have to practice the drawings before hand. It would suck if I ruined the walls. Then again, I am painting the wall a darkish purple color so all I would have to do is paint over the mistake I guess.

Gerry and I are trying to convince my mother to approve of the vacation to Germany. Dude! That would be great!

Im listening to November Rain by Guns N' Roses right now. I am absolutely in love with this song! This is defidently a song where Slash's emotion shows through his guitar riffs. His solo's are amazing!

.... <3 Slash ....

Delnaey and I just finished watching Inu Yasha the Movie two. She says she likes it a lot. I was very surprised by that comment due to the fact that she isn't too fond of anime.
::Tear:: She's growing up so fast!

My mother is going to pay for some more guitar lessons soon.
Thankfully.
I am extremely anxious to learn the guitar. The first song I would like to tackle is November Rain or anything Motley Crue or Guns N' Roses.

Well. I am starving. So I'll talk to everyone later.

_-=Christin=-_
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Saturday, January 15, 2005

   I was planning on going to Battle of the Bands today; however, I wouldn't have very much time to stay there due to poker. Monday Jamie, Audrey, and few other people. Delaney, and I are going to go bowling. Seems fun.

I have been working out lately (mainly punching around the 'ol punching bag.) It seems to be getting a little frustration out of me.

So basically Amber doesn't want to be my friend anymore. Hmmm. Isn't that so kind of her?! Yea, well, basically she said, If you want to be my friend, fine whatever, and if you dont want to be my firend then same goes for me." So bascially by using a lot of words, she said she doesn't care about our friendship. I don't understand where I went wrong. Or was I even wrong at all. I understand she has a lot of shit going on at home, but so do I. I just don;t feel the need to tell everyone my life story. Especailly friends, seeing as how this friendship ended, Im sure I'll regret telling her a few things about my past. She cliams my voice was the same as when I yelled at her for throwing my shit on the floor. Now. I don't know exactly how my voice sounds to another person, but I do know that it wasn't meant to seem rude. If anything, I was joking. Which she should know by now. I figured we were good friends. Meaning that we'll do almost anything to continue being friends. But I guess it was meerly my imagination. I mean, I thought of her as a great friend. But if she isn't willing to be friends anymore, then why should I care?! I dunno why... perhaps its because I have never had a friend who would lead on a good friendship, then all of a sudden over something so petty, he/she just stops caring about you and basically ignores you for the entire day. She also claims I am the one who is avoiding her. WTF?! I am willing to talk with her, yet she is the one who seems to be going out of her way to avoid me. She speeds up past me in the halls. She desn't look at me. She hasn't said a word to me... and I hate to admit it, but it hurts like hell to know that a friend you cherished is just going to say, "FUCK YOU!" to the friendship because of something that wasn't even meant in the way it was first thought. If I meant my comment to be hurtful, trust me, I would have said the thing with so much anger in my voice or would have done something I knew 100% that would hurt the person. I have yet to do that to a friend, and I refuse to ever do anythig like that to a friend. I thought she knew that by now. But I guess not.

Amber probably wont even read this, but if she does, you now know how much I cherished our friendship and that everything is not the way you thought it was (refering to my "maean" comment.)

I am glad she has an online friend she likes a lot, but I'd never think she'd be... I dunno. I should just shut the fuck up now seeing as how everything I say seems to annoy people this week. Whatever. I have to go and eat dinner before I get into more trouble.

Hopefully being with Delaney and everyone else this weekend will turn around this shitty week.... Keh.


_-=Christin=-_
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Sunday, January 9, 2005

   Today Delaney and I made up. I felt bad for acting like a bitch. However I didn't feel bad for voiceing my opinion.

I think the new episode of Inu Yasha premiers tomarrow. I sure as hell hope so. I am trying to convince my mother to help me buy the Inu Yasha season 1 box set. I told her I'll pay for 75% plus the S&H and all she needs to do is help pay for the other 25%. She just looked at me, laughed, and went outside to help Gerry with putting the christmas shit into the garage attic.

My head hurts really bad right now. Delaney MAY come over this weekend. Last week, our plans didn't exactly go into effect, so I suppose we'll just have to wait and see. I guess it all depends on her wanting to come over bad enough. And not fucking blow me off. lol.

I found out Ambers friend Lionel thinks im cool. I think that girl Vicky and Colin (I think that was his name) don't like me too much. It doesnt bother me, seeing as how I have never met them before and only say a few words to them over the internet while Amber is online.

Report cards are coming out soon. Eh. Im not looking forward to them, due to the simple fact that I dont think I have good grades. I know I have an 82% in Spanish, which is fine by me... but I am mostly worried about Math. Im kinda struggling.

School is slowly becoming more fun. Finally.

Well. I have other sites to visit. I suppose I'll update later if something interesting or worth while comes to mind. =)
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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

   Haven't updated my journal in a while, huh?

Im in computer Apps. class as of right now. It is extremely boring here. I just finished my algebra exam. I hate finals. They fucking suck.

I was walking through the halls before 2nd. period with Adam, and someone pushed me and my hand and books hit Adams ass.... I hope he realizes that was an accident. ^.^ lol.

Amber and I didnt get to go to the mall sunday because we slept too long and ther mother and who ever else was with them came to the door 15-20 minutes before we woke up. >.> ItI was aggrivated, but Amber was Pissed! It was crazy. She was pacing aound my house and saying shit like, 'This fucking sucks dude" every two minutes. lol. Hopefully we can go to the mall this Saturday. Im not 100% on going becuase Delaney called and said that she was wiling to end all of her plans inorder to spend the night. Isn't that special? lol.

Amber: Would there be any possible way to incorporate Delaney into our plans? If not, then that is ok. >.<

Thanks to Amber and Hillary, I have become obsessed with forums and chats more than ever. lol.

My mother said today she may go to Best Buy for me and buy the Inu Yasha dvd box set for me or get me one of the Inu Yasha movies. I was reading the description of the very last episode for Inu Yasha on planetzot.com, and that can not be the last episode... nothing is resolved.... Naraku isnt defeated.... sure Kagome and Inu Yasha show their feelings for one another, but that happens a lot in this series. lol. Plus there were a lot of grammatical errors in the descriptions of all the episodes.

I believe it is on January 12th. on Adult SDwim new episodes of Inu Yasha will be shown. Thank god. lol. I have been anxious and craving new episodes.

I got a lot more sleep last night than the previous night. A whole 5 hours! Woo-Hoo! lol. Well I need to get started on my work. I MAY update later.

--Christin--

(Doctor Feelgood) <-- ^.^ lol
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

   ...x-mas...
Christmas break started today ^_^ Thank god! Right now im at Audrey house. So far it is going good. Bit boring. But good. I didnt go to school today because I didnt see the point in going. Its a half day. Honestly. I dont think we'll be doing too much anyway. Besides we had an assembly that took up almost the entire day. >.> My mother made me clean a lot today. Blah. It wasnt too bad. I've decided to make it part of their christmas presant. It better than nothing, right? John has been really depressed about Christy. Its beginning to annoy me. Thats all he talks about. Its either the=at or he is silent. I dont understand him sometimes. Ah well. ^.^ 2 more days till X-mas! Fark yea. I can not wait! My mother for some odd reason decided to drive all the way to Annapolis in order to buy a 6 foot nutcracker! haha. She scares me sometimes! Thats my mama X) The funny thing is it is $180! WTF! lol. Well im going to go hang with audrey and figure out something to do. Bye for now.

-Christin
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