Tuesday, January 16, 2007

autumn. the bitch.
well, autumn tried to get outta school at sixth friday (i see her after sixth). she told my friend it was cuz if she saw me shed kick my ass and she didnt wanna get in trouble. well, they didnt let her leave and i saw her. i screamed at her and she ran so i chased her until i couldnt see her anymore. bwah ha hah. and i cant fight her today cuz i dont wanna have to make up my finals. so thursday after school i'm gonna wait for her and have my friend tell her that they wanna talk to her. and then im gonna ask her about her sayin she beat me and then i'll ask why she ran. i'll tell her to prove that she can beat me then im gonna kick her ass
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Friday, January 12, 2007

   love still sux, especially if the guy you love is being stalked.
well, me and chris talked things out. we are gonna be friends but not the way we used to be. i told him i cant trust him that much anymore. and the girl, autumn, is screwing alot of my guyfrriends and she has aids. which really sux. cuz shes gonna get them all sick and they wont listen about it. she skipped yesterday and today cuz chris is coming back to school and shes upset cuz he dont want no more to do with her. and shes been stalking him and calling him, so now hes gonna change his number and no ones allowed to tell her. i wanted to get her today too. and so do alot of other people.
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Thursday, January 11, 2007

   love sux big time!!!
i was having a sort of relationship with a guy and i ended up falling in love with him. he told me that he didnt want anofficial relationship but that he did love me. i trusted him with all of my feelings and secrets and whatever else i could give him. but i got tired of feeling that way for himo i went abstinent for 2 months. after that i decided that i wanted to be able to give him what he wants. i beleive if you love somone you'll give them anything. but, the day after i slept with him again i found out he was fucking somone else. and he told her the exact same things. the entire xmas break he spoke to me once, and i have a few problems w/ depression and he was the only person who ever comforted me, he was my only reason to stay alive. and since he was gone. i tried to kill myself and i spent five days in the psych ward. and he hasnt come to school since monday because i yelled at him. and he doesnt even know why.
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