Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   I LOVE THE SITE!!!!
I need to thank fallen otaku who made my site completely awesome!!!! I love the Miwako-ness!So thanks a lot fallen otaku!!! And make sure to vote YES on her pictures! Don't be meanies! Or asses...I saw the "Vampires Will Never Hurt You" video on our other internet cuz aol wont let me watch it.It was awesome!!! Gerard was so adorable!!! I think i have a craving for Trigun...I yelled out today that i dont have an attitude all day, i dont show emotion & my mom laughed at me.Its true, i dont show emotion a lot.When my sister tells me something funny, i dont laugh & she gets mad!!! I dont show emotion very often!! I think i need reading glasses.Maybe...I just read some MCR fan experiences on an MSN fansite & it made me almost cry, cuz i wanna meet them.Everybody please pray for me cuz i have lots of bad luck.I have a tendency to break mirrors.OK so repeat this..."Dear God,Gerard, Please please let Hailey and myself(if you wanna) meet My Chemical Romance because she is craxy in love with them." P.S.i'll never do a bad thing again if you let me meet them!!! But we might not get to school the next day & Tati has a curfew.If it gets to this point, then i dont want Tati to come.Wow, that sounds selfish but she's more my sister's friend.Tonite im gonna write prayers to God, Gerard, etc. Tomorrow im gonna writ Im Not Okay all over my arms, despite what my mom doesnt want me to do with ink.Eventually, my parents will ask why i did it & i will say 'cuz i REALLY REALLY want to stay after the concert to meet the band!!!' & i will cry & they will have to let me.I might seem spoiled but im not.I once cried to get a chihuahua & we got it.& i cried to get the 5th Harry Potter book at midnite.Well i locked myself in my room too.There's a lot of other stuff too.I might seem spoiled but im not! im a bitch & i know it! I can be really nice too, so things even out!!
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   dammit...
Hmmm, the other day, Blondie called & said she cant come to th concert! So i asked Tati.She doesnt really like that stuff & she thought MCR were girls when she saw them...Oh well, im not gonna be at a concert with my dad & sister only!! Daddy being at the concert is kinda a good thing.If anyone messes with me, he'll kick their ass, even though i'd do it myself!!! I get it from my dad.I get my attitude from my dad.Uh, so, Bert is so so cute!!! But Gerard is so so cuter!!! In "Helena" he looks so damn SEXY.Does anyone agree?
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Monday, March 21, 2005

   The Coolest Baby Ever
My baby bro is 20 months.He says BITCH. Got it from the babysitter's sons.One's 4 the other is like 14.And my dad...My baby brother is super cool...Im gonna turn him inyo a Goth!!!Its so cute when he says BITCH.In front of us all...He actually just said it right tonite!!! He usually says it like BEACH but tonite he said the real thing...That's all.I dont feel like writing about Bush's dumb ass tonite.
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Thursday, March 17, 2005

   Happy St. Patrick's Day!!!
I just realized what day it was 2 minutes ago!! So happy st. patty's day to you all!! Hope my sister doesnt remember...Well that's all! oh & look at my post called No Sad!!! It explains some!And something weird happened last night.It was 12:30 & i was drawing a dream i had & i heard my dad's loud voice.I couldnt tell if he was mad.I yhink i heard their tv too & it was just really weird.I heard people walking around. Today my sister went to work with my mom & My brother is in his room so i have to take care of the puppies by myself!!! 7 PUPPIES!! They wont stay still either! So buh-bye!
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   Gosh, he's vicious!!!
Oh it was so so funny!!!! My baby brother is 20 months old.He's such a brat!! We were in my room & he took this almost empty water bottle & started beating me with it!!!! He beat me to the ground!!!(Thoughtles ^^) He was mad too! It was funny! It hurt though...Im no wimp, i kick ass if i have to, but that is one tough baby!!! Exactly why i dont mess with him...
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   No sad!!
YAY!!! im not sad anymore! I dont know why i was sad...a friend on theotaku left...but thats not exactly it.O mi gosh!!! Bert from the Used is so SEXY!!! Im not in love with him but i think he's the sexiest guy alive.I cant wait to see him on stage! There was something i needed to tell you guys...but i cant remember...Im writing a MCR fanfic.If anyone wants to be in it, tell me.I wanna use real people.Oh yeah! I just remembered!!! Now im kinda sad...Today, we sold one of our dogs' puppies.His name was Shippo...I named him...His brother is named Sesshomaru, by me! I love them so much! I named 6 out of 8 pups! Sesshomaru's name was something else, but i like Sesshomaru better so i insisted on calling him that.Now everyone calls him that.My mom has trouble saying it! She says SoShomaru!!! LOL!!! She's funny! Well that's all, So Long And Goodnite.Oh & i dont know if you know this, but i was in a suicide mode a while ago, & i no longer feel like that! Special thankx to IceWolfEyes who helped me!!! A couple of weeks ago, i was crying cuz i started to think about life & how i dont want to grow old & Just die.Or get an illness & Die & leave everyone behind.Im not afraid of death, but i was wondering why i was born a human and i started to think that maybe i should just end my life...Then i had a thought of my little sister & brother & my family finding me & i realized i could never do that to them...I love them too much...I love you guys!
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Lollipop
Hi.I havent posted in awhile cuz ive been sad...Lately ive been attached to the word lollipop...weird...Does anyone read Paradise Kiss? Im becoming obsessed with Miwako.I drew 3 pictures of her.I got The Used CD.I love the song "Cut Up Angels" Its very beautiful.
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Thursday, March 10, 2005

   Paradise Kiss!!
Today, my mommy bought me Paradise Kiss volume 2! I only had volumes 1 & 4. Last nite, i drew a picture of Slipknot! I like how its turning out! I only did 5 members so far! The pic i was looking at is kinda dark blurry:( I never took The Grudge pictures.We started but they didnt come out, so we did the Ring instead.My sister looks white, unlike me, so she was Samara.Not to sound racist! My sister was trying to erase the pics cuz she is embarrassed but my mom let me keep them.My si does not appreciate my art!!:( She calls me a wannabe Asian, but me & my mom said how am i a wannabe Asian when i AM Asian??!! Well im a quarter! My sister can be such a bitch & she's younger than me too! Then she threw my Evanescence DVD on the floor & it popped out of the case! Im gonna kill her! I dont disrespect her crap like that!!! She doesnt know i have her Blink 182 CD! But she has my GC DVD!!I need to move out...I want friends who appreciate the arts.I dont really have any artsy friends.I need one of them to be the model for my photography.Juicy might do it!! I also wanna design & make clothes! Me & Sally wanna take a clothing design class in high school.When i make my clothes, i want Juicy to model them.I cant think of anyone else...Im thinkin into the future right now.At least i have some idea of what i wanna do with my life!! I'll only go to college if it has something to do with the Arts.That's my decision!I hate reality! I dont like doctors or dentists! I dont think doctors do much for me!Im so tired of my reality...
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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

   Sasami!!!!
OH MY GOSH!!! I went to my room to get my CD player & my hamster's cage was on the floor!! It was popped open.I started screaming & crying & i ran out.I yelled for my mom.Me her & my sister went to my room.I was in shock so my sis & mom checked & Sasami wasnt there!!(Sasami is my ham-ham)I started crying & saying how the cats were not allowed in my room.Damn Midori & Shakira!!:( I took everything out from under my bed but we didnt find her! My worst fear was to find her dead.I felt sick & queazy.Then i saw Sasami running around down there!!! I was so happy!! I cornered her & she hopped into her ball!!(litterally HOPPED,like a bunny!)Im gonna pay sooooooooo much attention to her! That was the scare of my life! Sasami is named after the little princess of Jurai,Sasami, from Tenchi Muyo!! Oh yeah, Blondie is comin to the concert with me, we cant wait!! She says she's supposed to go to the Ozzfest! I wanna go to the Ozzfest too!!In my dreams!! I wonder if my dad ever been,he used to listen to Ozzy!! My dad rocked! Too bad i wasnt born:( Now he's a total Anti-heavy metal or something...
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Tuesday, March 8, 2005

   WTF?!?!
My mom just said she doesnt want us staying up till 12 anymore! WTF is vacation about?!?! Staying up late, watchin anime & sleeping in!! DUH!! Sorry mommy, i got a fanfiction to write, pictures to draw & a site to run.HAVE TO STAY UP LATE! Oh yeah, All Things Rock is comin on today i think!
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