Saturday, February 26, 2005

   Let Me Out Of This Prison, I Don't Belong...
Staring blankly at my computer screen, tears start forming in my dark eyes.I am watching a blurry video for MCR's "Helena". I dont know why i cry every time i see part of this video.It just gets to me.My parents are monitoring my online activity.I feel like im in a cage, a prisoner.My dad is all about freedom & how the government is trying to program us.So why is my anti-government dad doing this to me? Trapping me in this mess of a shelter, only making my wounds deeper & the pain worse.Now i cant find out if my friend's website is real.Can someone check for me? The claimed address is www.kashaunnasrealsex.com check it out if you can, then PM me to tell me if it is real or not. Love to you all.
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Friday, February 25, 2005

   Finally, break!!!
Yay!!!!!! Im finally on break!! More time for drawing & late night anime!Im desperately waiting to see MCR's Helena.I will die if i dont see it...So many people are overrated.I complain WAY too much.At least i can admit it...Does anyone like the song "Thoughtless"?I love that song.I havent heard it by korn, tho...
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Monday, February 21, 2005

   Manga Ryu-Ran!!
I just found a drawing of MAnga Ryu-RAn i did last year.Its pretty good actually.I was in 6th grade & going thru my short-lived Yugioh stage.I would put it on the site but i dont have a scanner thingy.Im gonna get one at the end of the year so you guys can tell me how much i rule or how much i suck! :)
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   HEY PEOPLE!!! COME HERE!!!
Anyone who likes Billy Martin,Amy Lee, or My Chemical Romance PM me or something!Lets see, im getting out of school in a couple of days.My sister is accusing me of leaving my toenail in the drawer of the room i used to share with her! Me & her both know i do something ELSE with my toenails:)
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   Drowning Lessons
Oh god!!! Im so tired of those damn flamers, criticizing everyones stuff, when theirs is probably no better! I dont care what you think of ME personally so talk all you want, just leave everyone else alone! There is ONE certain person who I will not name but you should know who i mean.He's driving me fuckin nuts!!Tell me if you think the same as me, i'll take the blame:(
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

   Bella Muerte
Oh gosh...Let's see...Everyone at school is pressuring me to draw 4 them.I got a HUGE science test im gonna suck on...Next time that suck-ass Valerie gets attitude with me or my friends im gonna punch her big-ass eyes in...Ive been quite the little emo girl lately.Wow, i really DO like that kid from the mall**** The other day me & my friend were talkin about science camp & who we crushed on there...I miss Chewy!!!!! Chewy if ur out there, contact me, i gotta tell you how much i love(loved) you!!Uh...if you visit my site, please take the time to sign my GB, it makes me happy:)
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Monday, January 24, 2005

   Hang Em' High!!
the other day i drew my good-girl friend a "gothic" picture. the original was titled "Hang Em' High" after a My Chemical Romance song.She loved the pic but not the concept of it.I think it was too "dark".Ooops! I cant really draw anything that's not gothic! He-He!!!!!
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Sunday, January 23, 2005

   ????
I drew a couple gothic pictures to show 2 my friends.A lot of them really liked them,but 2 girls said they were to revealing.Just cuz the pants were low!Theyre such Goody-Goods...now im gonna draw 2 pics under the titles "Kirsten" & "Helena".For my friends.
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   Cell Phone!!!!
Yay!My parents just found my cell!!In their dirty-ass room!!Now i can hear my cute-ass "Predictable" ringtone!Also i can check 2 see if i can get a My Chemical Romance one!!!"Helena","Im Not Okay"...Anything!!!Too bad i am so young & missed out on all the awesome 80's & 90's bands...I suck!!!But i love Nirvana 4 some reason!Smells like teen spirit!!Please take time 2 sign my GB,it makes me happy!!
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Monday, January 17, 2005

   In my field of paper flowers & candy clouds of lullaby
ive seem 2 become paranoid.I always think someones watching me or meddling with my precious but worthless life.i might delete my site cuz ive gotten to the point where i figure my family will enter it.im in my own world now.everyday i struggle to hide the scars i gave myself & the millions of dirty little secrets & skeletons in my closet,along with my secret lusts & desires.To be alone in my world of darkness...is that so much to ask?
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