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Thursday, March 24, 2005

   Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
I went to sleep after Big O. I was listening to MCR's bullets cd.In the middle of "Early sunsets over Monroeville" I woke up.It was like 3:00.My hand felt wet & it kinda hurt.I wiped it on my pillow & my other hand but it still felt weird.I turned on the TV for a little light.when i saw my finger i screamed.I climbed outta bed & turned on the light. On my right hand next to my pinkie finger, two patches of skin was gone & it was bleeding!!!! I wiped the blood & it was raw pink.I started crying & went downstairs & grabbed a handful of bandaids.I went to the bathroom & cleaned it.I was shaking as i tried to open the bandaids.Then i put a tube sock on my arm.Why i did this, i dont know...Now there is blood on my pillow...Before i went to bed, i had written 'Im NOT OKAY' all over my hands.When i woke up hurt, i pannicked & scrubbed it off.I havent begged to stay late to meet my Gerard, but my mom said maybe.Im gonna wear red eyeshadow to the concert.Well i wanna.I dont have any, so i gotta go to the store, but i havent told mommy my plan yet.We saw The Ring 2 today.It wasnt scary at all.I liked it.My mom & sister thought it was scary...why the other nite did i have this dream: I was with my friends & i looked down at my arm & saw it was covered in blood.I drew it, its one of my favorites.I titled it "Let It Bleed" after a song by the Used.If i ever get a scanner, i'll be sure to put it up!! But i really want a nice camera so i can get started on my freaky photography.I usually take pics of Barbies doing weird, freaky things.Not like Porno!! Like using the bathroom!!! OK thats a little weird...not in my point of view...
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