Thursday, October 5, 2006

   a lot better now
well im a LOT better than last time. im friends with robby and i think our relationship is getting better. im not with him anymore...still but yeah. he was starting to make me sad the past couple days but i talked to him tonight and we resolved some stuff that i was worried about...he pretty much told one of my best friends that he really cares for me. i really care for him too but im not sure if i wanna be with him again. when its me and him, face to face and alone, i wanna be with him but sometimes its like i dont wanna have to go through the problems anymore...but i cant help this feeling. im sooo confused right now and i wish it would all make sense. but thats about it for today. good night

♥ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Saturday, September 30, 2006

   lots or horribleness
the title says it all. yesterday was one of the worst days in my life...no joke. i HATED it. the first thing that happened was that my boyfriend broke up with me after 2nd period. i was pretty much fine with it at first. i didnt cry or anything and i was smiles a lot of the day. but then we went to the football game and a lot of other crap happened. but at the football game it started to hit me that me and robby werent together anymore...he was there and this other girl was taking advantage of me and him not being together anymore. she was soooo close to him. like there was no such thing as space in between him and her...so by the end of the game me and my friends were being emo/scene...yep yep. so im REALLY REALLY praying that today goes a lot better. cause im supposed to go to disneyland and california adventure. so yeah. lets hope so. but so far thats my life...but i KNOW it will get better. i wont be scene for too long!!

♥ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

hello!!
wow. i havent been on in awhile. life is really busy right now...with a boyfriend and all. but im not gonna say i love him cause its too early BUT i really like him a lot. some say he could be the one but i dont wanna say that cause today is our 1 week "anniversary" and i actually havent known him too long. but yeah. school is pretty great. tonight at church when we were singing we SUCKED SOOOOOO BAD...no joke. but our poor guitarist. he started getting a fever and shaking and he was cold but sweating and i felt sooo bad. i hope he's alright. he's my boyfriend's best friend so its harder than it seems i guess. but yeah. i gotta go!!
♥ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Thursday, September 21, 2006

   lots to share but i wont take long
welp. tonight im going to a dodger game and tomorrow im going to go see jackass 2 with my friend and my BOYFRIEND...yep...i said my boyfriend. his name is robby and he's cute and funny and sweet and all that stuff. he's so nice that he's even paying for my friend's movie ticket...i love him. we're so cute together. ^^ oh yeah!! i also made the worship team again at my church. i was so excited when i found out...robby was really happy too. he wanted me to sing to him last night on the phone. he just cant get enough of me. well...thats all the latest news and i guess it wasnt TOO much to share. well i gotta go!!!

♥ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Saturday, September 16, 2006

   hola!!
well...i went to the first football game of the season last night and i had sooo much fun. it was sooo awesome. my school won 45 to 12...so pretty much we killed the other team. i didnt know what was going on the field 95% of the time but i did see the interception we did and i knew what it was! i was so proud! but yeah. well, im about to finally put some fanart on here!! oh yeah! im not worried about the band at church anymore. our leader guy said that if there are good people then they will just make another band and we will take turns and stuff. yay!! its better than nothing right?? well thats about it!

♥ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Friday, September 15, 2006

wow
i havent been on in a while...well actually i havent posted or visited in a while. im sorry. school has kept me busy and i can finally get on myspace on the weekends so now im always on that talking to friends and stuff. well nothing too new. i just got my hair cut today. its just a little shorter than before. and im also a little worried. cause we are having tryouts for the worship team and if someone sings better than me then im getting kicked off...which would really suck. so yeah. but i keep telling myself it wont happen cause a lot of the other people dont sing, dont wanna do it or yeah. im also going to my school's football game tomorrow. yay!! im soo happy! i havent been since the beginning of 9th grade. that was my first...and last time. which sucks but now im a little more interested in football than i was then. so yeah. oh yeah!! i might put some more fanart up this weekend. my dad got his internet and stuff. so yay!! welp...thats about it. adios!!

♥ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Saturday, September 9, 2006

hello
im sooo tired right now but im posting anyways. well, today was a lot better and i finally got to get on my myspace. yay!!! and im about to look at peoples' sites to see what they have cause i wasnt able to before. but yeah. today was alright at school. nothing special i guess. well...earth science is the most boring thing ive ever done/taken in my life. i fell asleep in class today. so did other kids. that teacher is soo boring you have no idea. thinking about him makes me wanna fall asleep even more. i only haev homework in two classes and it will be really easy. but yeah. thanks for all the support about yesterday's post. it meant a lot. but yeah. thats about it. no quote today

♥ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Friday, September 8, 2006

   long but meaningful
Wow…today wasn’t what I expected at all…lots and lots of sorrow. This post might sound a bit emo but who cares. Emos aren’t all that bad anyways. They have their reasons for crying. Well, today I missed my bus (in the morning). My mom got so pissed off at me. Mainly because I only go by my clock in my room and not the other ones in the house. On the way to school she noticed me listening to my iPod and said I wasn’t aloud to take that to school anymore. I was sooo mad. I wanted to punch her in the face. That wasn’t the answer though. Then at school it was a little worse. School actually wasn’t too bad, it keeps getting better and better. But a lot of my classes were still a bit boring. Then after school I came home…without an iPod cause my mom made me leave it in the car. I did my homework and went to sleep because I was REALLY tired. Plus, I was gonna go to this art show thing again with my brother…well that’s when things changed. Some happy, some not. When my mom came home we had a bit of a fight. She told me we weren’t going to the art show because I’ve been tired a lot and she wanted me to go to bed at 9. I argued a lot about that. She also said I’m not aloud to stay out after anything on school days. The only after school thing I can go to is church…which is good…in some ways. Then we argued more and I started crying and then I left and cried more in the bathroom. So many thoughts were racing in my head and the crying wouldn’t stop. Finally my mom came to talk to me. I told her how I was feeling. She was noticing that I’ve been a jerk lately to a lot of people. I guess it wasn’t so clear to me. Well then she asked what else was wrong. I told her how I felt like they were treating me like a child with bedtimes and parental controls on the internet and I cant do this and cant do that. Finally, we came to an agreement. If I go to bed at 9:30 on school days then I will be aloud to go out with my friends on weekends. I will still have parental controls but only during the week. On weekends I will have full access to myspace and anything anyone on here would like to share with me…like everyone’s amvs and I can hopefully watch some fun stuff on youtube…I don’t know. It just depends on what I wanna do. Mainly see everyone’s backgrounds and pictures on here. But yeah. Im sorry this post was so long and thank you to those of you who gave me a bit of advice on the whole chris thing last night. I’m still unsure. Maybe I’m upset about it because I’ve been a bit of a jerk lately…I don’t know. But we will see what happens in the future. Well thank you for all the support and as some know…Chuck Norris is now gone…yep, no more. But I’m gonna try a quote of the day. We will see how long that lasts.
Quote of the day
“If you live to be a hundred, I want to be a hundred minus one day, so I will never have to live without you.” –Winnie The Pooh

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Thursday, September 7, 2006

   unbelievable!!
well today was a better day except science was even boringer (if thats even a word). but yeah. i got to see my friend aaron!! YAY!!! he's like the COOLEST person i know. seriously. but yeah. i was really happy about that. and ummm...yeah. i have homework today...which i still havent finished but i got done with algebra 2. i gotta study for some stupid lab safety test and i gotta print out something for english, i gotta do this question thing for us history. i think thats it...yep. but umm...church was really fun!! everyone said that i sang a lot better than normal and they could actually hear me...yay!! and then this thing happened with my ex, chris...well...lets just say i think he likes me again...but i dont know. i like him but i dont wanna get hurt again. its weird. cause today he was smoking (which bothers me...no offense) but i mean come on!! we were at church! but then he finally stopped and was hugging me and stuff and holding me and then he kept kissing my cheeks and giving me eskimo kisses (nose rubbing... o.O)...but its really hard. i know its all cute and stuff but chris isnt the right guy. actually i think my only problem is the smoking...but cant i just look past that?? but yeah. tell me what you think. i know its all cute but the last time we were together he got another girlfriend on valentine's day, dumped me for her (the day AFTER v day) and then engaged her and now they are not together. but yeah...just tell me what you think. oh yeah, i have this awesome story about what happened AFTER church so if you wanna hear it tell me and i will post it tomorrow.
LAST Chuck Norris joke of the day
Chuck Norris CAN touch MC Hammer.

♥ Oceania xoxoxoxox

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Wednesday, September 6, 2006

   first day back to..............school!!
hello there!! well...school was pretty good today. i got to see a LOT of friends which was really awesome. my classes are pretty cool except for earth science. my teacher seems to be pretty nerdy and some people say he's gay...probably not but its possible. also, i dont know a single person in my class which sucks. so yeah. oh yeah!! im taking digital art or graphic design as some people know it as. its pretty awesome even though today was really boring. we get to use photoshop and stuff like that AND sometimes for homework i get to draw and design. yay!! so this class is all about what i LOVE to do. which is freakin awesome. so how was ur day???
Chuck Norris joke of the day
Chuck Norris can divide by zero.
ONLY 1 MORE!! AHHHH!!!

♥ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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