Wednesday, August 23, 2006

   hahahahaha!!!
hahahahaha!! im watching shin chan right now. i havent seen it before but its sooo funny!!! shin and his dad were chanting this: To be a man you must have honor! Honor and a penis!
hahaha!!!! its so funny. well today was soooo much better. it was boring at first but then i went to my brother's to paint again. this time im painting a big heart in front of a canvas on an easel and on the canvas is a painting of head phones. and around the heart is three lines of each side resembling that the heart is beating. ive also dropped the whole stepdad thing. i know he loves me and probably didnt realize what he was saying. so yeah, im over it. that was about all my day. besides coming on and trying to get to everyone i could. so yep. that was my day...agian. im really glad a lot of you liked my song!! ive been writing a lot lately. well thats about it
Chuck Norris joke of the day
On his birthday, Chuck Norris randomly selects one lucky child to be thrown into the sun.
Only 12 more!!

¢¾ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

   feelings and a song...that i wrote
well, i cried again. but this time it wasnt about moving to another state. this time it was about my stepdad. lets start from the beginning. this morning i was REALLY sick. i woke up with cramps and i knew that i had to eat something before i took any medicine to get rid of them. well i ate some cereal and then i wasnt feeling to good. i was sitting on the bathroom floor, breathing hard when i called for my mom. she came in and i told her i wasnt feeling to good and she said i looked pale. then i threw up. i was still sitting on the floor shaking but then i got up, looked in the mirror and saw that i really was pale. my lips were soo much lighter than before. there were the color of my skin, before i became pale. then i went to the couch. i had my mom go to the store to pick me up some sprite...it helps. and some of those pain reliever patches to get rid of the cramps. she came back and i put the patch on and fell asleep. she left for work before i fell asleep. when i woke up the cramps were gone and i was feeling MUCH better. i still didnt wanna get up off the couch. well thats what i did today. i didnt do the dishes before my stepdad got home like im supposed to. then dinner came around and i ate it. then after:
steve (stepdad): well, you have to do the dishes tonight. you put them off when you know you're supposed to do them.
me: cant i just rinse them?
steve: no, you have to do it all. why couldnt you just have done it earlier?
me: well, im sorry that i got really sick today.
steve: [gives me a weird look]
me: i could barely get up off the bathroom floor!!
steve: so, that shouldnt have stopped you.
~~~~~~~~~~~~
thats when i thought: well maybe you shouldve came to my show last night instead of being tired and just sitting watching tv when i came home!! you always do that! everyday! when i wanna spend some time with you after you come home from work you just say 'im too tired. i dont wanna.' maybe you should spend time with your stepdaughter instead of wasting it away watching damn tv!!
then i started crying at the table. i left before they saw and wiped my tears away. i came back and did the dishes and didnt say anything the rest of the night. while i was talking to my friend about it...i cried again but it was more serious. these past two days have been hell. it doesnt seem like much but not much has happened in my life. i had one of the happiest lives someone could have and when something even average bad i get sad. its not normal for me and im not used to it. im sorry. well here's the song i wrote about it:

"What I've Got" by Kari McClung
[Verse 1]
Leaving the tears in the tissues
And throwing them in the trash
Lately, I feel so alone
I know there are people out there
People who love me
I know you do too
But these past days
You've been the worst for me
[pre-chorus]
I shouldnt worry
About the things in my life
The things in others are way worse
Than what I've got
[chorus]
I've got neglection
But others have deaths
I've got a broken heart
But others have pain
I've got a life
But others have nothing
[Verse 2]
I need to get away from you
I'm afraid to tell someone about you
Because they might try
Try to reasure me
Telling me its all in my head
I know its not
I know what I feel
And its not a lie
[pre-chorus and chorus 2x]
I hope I can recover from this loss
I hope I can recover from this loss

sorry its so long again. by they way, i wanna thank everyone who had something encouraging to say. thank you so much.
Chuck Norris joke of the day
Chuck Norris has the greatest poker face of all time. He won the 1983 World Series of Poker, despite holding only a Joker, a Get Out of Jail Free Monopoly Card, a 2 of clubs, a 7 of spades, and a green #4 card from the game UNO.
Only 13 jokes left!

¢¨ú Oceania xoxoxoxoxox
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Monday, August 21, 2006

   weird and sucks
well. the "woship team" sang tonight at "big" church...ok let me umm...whatever that word is for you. the band that im in for the high school group at my church sang tonight at the "big" church. well anyways i suppose we did good (thats what everyone says) but we were all nervous. instead of our usual about 100 people we had to sing in front of about 500 people. it was almost like a concert for us...i dont know. it felt like the first time i sang with our band which is a really weird shaky nervous feeling. but whatever. we were all REALLY relieved when it was over. a lot of people came up to us. but the funniet yet worst part was during our sound check my friend brittany (another singer) saw these two people who covered their ears and gave us the thumbs down...but whatever. that was the worst part for the band but the worst for me was that my own stepdad didnt even show up.....after he said that he would. my mom told me that he was too tired. oh, boo hoo. i went to disneyland two days straight, came home at 12:30am, woke up at 7:40am and left to go see a show with him at 10am the next day. i was SOOOO tired but i STILL went. he had a once in a life chance to actually hear me sing and he didnt even go. he always complains about "oh, well i never hear kari sing and i want to and" blah blah blah. whatever. the only i did when i got home was slam the door and say hi after he said it to me. oh yeah!! the other two singers in the band said that they wont be able to make it this wednesday and i will have to sing by myself and we laughed but i was kinda freaked cause i dont really sing "normal" i sing higher than normal. but i think im gonna ask our youth pastor rob to sing with me but my first choice is to ask my older brother chris. he hasnt helped lead worship in a while and i thought that would be REALLY cool to sing with him. i love him so much and singing with him would be an honor. he is soo good. he also plays guitar but he has this hand problem and the doctor said that its possible he might not be able to play ever again. i hope he can...if not it would REALLY make him sad. playing guitar is his life. and to continue these musical rants have you heard of the band "cute is what we aim for"? they're sooo freaking awesome!!! i love them. its soo great. if you havent and you like pop rock then you gotta check them out. not only is their sound good their lyrics are too. but ENOUGH!!! no more of my musical rants. but this may have been the first of my ranting...its kinda fun but you probably dont wanna read all of this. thanks for reading and here's chuck norris!!!
Chuck Norris joke of the day
Chuck Norris invented black. In fact, he invented the entire spectrum of visible light. Except pink. Tom Cruise invented pink.
Only 14 jokes left!! oh dear...and yay!!

¢¨ú Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Friday, August 18, 2006

   another happy day and a special crazy smiley
well today was happy again...yay! we can almost say that im on a happy day streak. tomorrow should be even better. woo hoo! i also painted today. i pretty much painted a series after this picture:

i like it a lot. its pretty cool. mine is a little different though. my moon is a light yellow, the guy has spikey hair and the girl has longer hair.
tomorrow is my eye appointment. im just looking foward to new glasses and contacts. i wonder what my friends are gonna say when they see me in glasses agian. well when my dad gets his computer all hooked up and stuff i will get a photobucket account and put up "newer" pictures of me. it might be a few weeks or so though. well thats about it for today. by the way, did anybody know that in germany if you like someone you only give them a one night stand? i got that from the real world: key west. i hope its not true...
Chuck Norris joke of the day
When taking the SAT, write ¢®¡ÆChuck Norris¢®¡¾ for every answer. You will score a 1600.
only 15 more chuck norris jokes!!

¢¨ú Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Thursday, August 17, 2006

   tired
i had to babysit my little sister for a couple hours. we watched the "real" version of 101 dalmations. well not the cartoon version. today was a pretty good day. no crying, mostly laughing. i watched angels in the outfield. that movie is pretty hilarious. i also played kh2 some more. my dad is FINALLY getting his computer!! im so excited. he already has the printer and stuff but he doesnt have the "actual" computer. i think its at my stepmom's work. they get some discount or something. but its gonna have a scanner so i hope that they will let me use their computer so i can get on here to post, put up fanart, and use to check my myspace stuff. im sooo excited. well on friday i am getting my eyes checked. i am getting both contacts AND glasses. woo hoo! so now i wont lose any when i got to the pool. and i will also use them when i dont wanna wear contacts. im also getting my hair cut. if anyone knows how this is, im getting it cut like ami koshimizu. its the same hair cut from her photoshoot/voice actress spotlight from newtype usa magazine (of anime). she does the voice of anemone from Eureka Seven. ive never seen that show so if you have thats her! well thats about it for today. i think i got to everyone yesterday...well i hope i did.
Chuck Norris joke of the day
For some, the left testicle is larger than the right one. For Chuck Norris, each testicle is larger than the other.

¢¡§ú Oceania xoxoxoxoxox
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

   mental breakdown
well the title says it all. i was watching the last episode of real world: key west. and it was the time that everybody had to say goodbye to each other. and then i started thinking about how in two years im gonna have to do that with a couple hundred friends that have helped me live each day of high school. and then...i started crying. i was so sad to know that i will have to say bye to each one of them and that i will cry in front of each one. im going to have to leave ALL my friends and 85 percent of my family. its really hard but i know maybe things will be better and i hope they are. well besides that i played kh2 again today and check everyone's sites. woo hoo!! first time in a while! im so proud.
Chuck Norris joke of the day
Chuck Norris doesn¢®¯t shave; he kicks himself in the face. The only thing that can cut Chuck Norris is Chuck Norris.

¢¨ú Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

   alright day
well today was alright. im watching kyle xy right now. i love this show. also weird things have been happening since i signed onto the internet at about 8:50 or something...but im not gonna get into detail. today i just watched tv, played kh2, and lost to my stepdad at disney monopoly. thats about it. this next paragraph is for Anime Artist but if you wanna see the "meaning" behind yesterday's painting then you can read too.

Anime Artist (and other readers),
well my painting didnt have a significant meaning at the time. my friends were over one time and i was bored so i painted the same heart but it didnt have the stage and lights. it was also on a crappy piece of drawing paper. so then i just transfered the same heart nto a piece of tile and added the stage and lights. but i was thinking it could mean the love of theater and singing. cause i love being on stage and singing in front of people at church.

Chuck Norris joke of the day
Wilt Chamberlain claims to have slept with more than 20,000 women in his lifetime. Chuck Norris calls this ¡°a slow Tuesday¡±.

¢¾ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Monday, August 14, 2006

   hello
well today was alright. i started playing KH2 again. this time its on standard mode. my friend jennifer also came over and we watched she's the man. she was supposed to go to church camp today but she couldnt so i just invited her over. well my parents say its really cool if my friend came and spent a few days with us. im sooo happy!! i havent asked my friend though cause she was in san diego today. i will ask her real soon though. i also painted again today. its a little red heart with red dots around it inside a black heart inside a grey heart on a stage with red curtains and yellow lights. =^-^= its not the best but its alright. oh, and when i was washing my brush in paint thinner (in a plastic cup) i didnt know it but it put a hole in the cup and got ALL over my favortie pants! i was so upset but i think i got the stain out good enough. oh yeah!! my brother asked if i wanted to be in an art show with two of our friends. i was so excited and said yes! we are giving all our profits to a fundraiser in africa. that was pretty much my day. still a little tired but not completely.
Chuck Norris joke of the day
When an episode of Walker Texas Ranger was aired in France, the French surrendered to Chuck Norris just to be on the safe side.

¢¾ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Sunday, August 13, 2006

   sorry sorry and sorry.
im really sorry that i havent really been to anyone's sites in a while. this past week has been REALLY busy for me. but tomorrow i just have to go to church and then i might be able to get to everyone. i hope you all can forgive me. well today we went to go see a show at this dinner theater. it was called gypsy and it was pretty good. the food was alright but it couldve been better. then me and my stepdad went to rent some movies. we got final destination 3, hills have eyes, the ringer, and she's the man. fd3 was pretty good, the ringer was good, im not gonna watch the hills have eyes (to scary... o.O), and i havent watched she's the man yet. i probably will soon. so that was my day. i couldnt really get in a good moment. i had to wake up then get ready, leave, come home and all i got to do was watch two movies. im still really tired from disneyland. i guess i wont go to church tomorrow. there isnt gonna be anyone there anyways. everyone left for church camp...bummer. some might think "church camp is gay!" but its really fun. you get to go paintballing, and there is a skate park, and last year i got to do a backflip on a bmx bike into the lake. and we went to this cool waterfall and stayed up REALLY late and other awesome stuff. its not what most people think. so yeah. i dont get to go because me and my family have spent a LOT of money this year. i mean there is so much that we havent even bought yet. it was really hard cause of when my cat needed to get his tail amputated cause of the car thing and we had to get our computer fixed and we went to oregon for a week. and now we still need to get me a new tv, hairdryer, schoool stuff, and contacts and glasses. well enough of that.
Chuck Norris joke of the day
Chuck Norris invented his own type of karate. It’s called Chuck-Will-Kill.

♥ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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Saturday, August 12, 2006

   disneyland, heat and pain
well disneyland was REALLY fun. my brother was hilarious. thank goodness he went. i went on a lot of rides and my little sister (4 yrs. old) went on splash mountain and she was sitting in the back with my dad and when we went down the BIG drop then she clawed his leg cause she was so scared. i also got to go on the new pirates ride and its not too different. they just added a few jack sparrows but its still cool. i didnt come home until 12:30am and when i woke up i tried to look at the clock and i thought it said 10:40am but when i came in here (den) to go on the internet, the clock said 7:15am and i thought maybe mine was wrong but it really did say 7 something. i always mistake the time when i first wake up. well it was REALLY hot there too!! and we had two of those waterbottle fan things but we forgot to bring them in... T_T and right now the side of my left thigh hurts really bad when i walk. dont think i will be able to go see that show tonight....i gotta wear really high high heels. but i got some stuff. i got two pins but i think pin trading is ridiculous. i mean you bought that one for a reason. but anyways i got the pirate medallion:

and a skull and crossbones:

i also got a nightmare before christmas pen with a swinging zero...and a nightmare before christmas poster which is REALLY awesome. ive been looking for one for quite a while and i finally found one at a movie store in downtown disney. so yeah. that was my two days of disneyland. there werent too many special stories but it was fun.
Chuck Norris joke of the day
Chuck Norris CAN believe it's not butter.

♥ Oceania xoxoxoxox
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