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Wednesday, July 6, 2005
ummm.....i have news for the ones who dont know
well today's post revolves around josh. ha ha. its kinda funny that some of you think he's my boyfriend. its actually pretty cute. well...he isnt. we broke up last year a little bit before xmas. sad huh? well, it wasnt our choice....it was his dad's. his dad totally loves me and always calls me beautiful when he sees me but he had to step in and tell us no. he says josh cared too much to do it himself. i guess it was for good reasons. he also said that it was bad for him to have a gf when he only sees her twice a week and that josh was starting to do bad in school. *sighs* its kinda my fault i guess. im the one who pushed him into this mess. he actually was gonna ask me out next "school" year (the one coming up) so then we could see each other 6 days a week. then i told him it was stupid and that we shouldve got together then. stupid me. then he had the idea to ask me out on xmas but i guessed everyone else pushed him into it sooner. and i mean EVERYBODY...sister, best friend, other friends, even ex girlfriends. wierd, huh? so yeah. then we broke up. we are actually still supposed to get back together in september(beginning of school year). i hope it will still work out. it seems that he still loves me. AWW!!! i remember when we were going out and before we would say bye to each other on the phone he would tell me he loved me. AWWW!!!!! i miss that. i also remember he used to ask if i wanted to go with him anywhere before he went and if i said no he would stay with me. he also opened doors for me, kept me warm when it was cold, stood up for me. haha! i remember one time our friend was gonna give me a hug goodbye and josh got jealous. ha ha! that was soo funny. im kinda glad that he gets jealous when other guys are around me cause i know that he didnt want them to take me away. aww...i also remember he was gonna kick this guy's ass for me. so yeah. we really love each other but we're not going out. i guess you guys can say he's my bf. i dont mind. i actually like it and think its cute. i just call him,"my beloved josh."................
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