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Saturday, September 10, 2005
change of feeling..........
yes, its true. i have a change of feeling. no, i dont like josh anymore. i dont wanna sound fickle or anything but i think you will come to understand better once i explain. well i was talking to josh, well, more like texting. i got the courage to ask him out. well he wasnt sure and didnt know. at that moment i felt that he might have a little thing for me but not as much as i had for him. then i asked him to think about it and tell me soon. well i sure got to thinking a lot. i thought of all the things that couldve happened if we did go out. well then i realized that two of my friends already dont like josh, my brother doesnt either, and my stepmom doesnt care for him. i didnt want any of them to hate him as much as i liked him and i know my brother wants to kill him. not nesecarilly literally but he STRONGLY dislikes him. so yeah. i also didnt want to deal with that chaos. so i told him that i just wanted to be friends, all the reasons why and that it would be better. he agreed and then i said, "you know, i think i actually like it better this way." i love him but i realize its not in relationship kinda way. i dont know exactly how to explain it. its like the way you love ur family members or pets (which are family members too), things like that. i truly, truly care for him but now that i realize it, he's better as a friend then a "lover." you know what im saying?? so yeah. i think were just friends now. so yeah. dont feel bad cause im not hurt one bit. some of you already knew about the situation and i thank you all for the patience that you have given me. these are those of who i would like to thank:
(in alphabetical order)
Derenzo
JD Person
Len23
sango4evr
sango-gurlo
i thank you all for helping me through the good and bad times. thank you soo much...=^-^=
now i am proud to say that i am watching "white chicks" that movie is soooooo freakin hilarious!!!! ok well im gonna go. thanks again. ok bye!!! *hugs all*
too bad this hasnt happened, yet.
.:~*Oceania*~:.
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