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Wednesday, January 3, 2007
 omg!
You people! You all got the wrong idea about this! I'm not dumping my anger on you! I think I'm going to quit the otaku. I just can't take it anymore!!!!
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Tuesday, January 2, 2007
 Why?
Why is it that others, whose drawings are really bad, get more drawing visit things than the people who are more artistic? I don't get it. This one picture I saw had like 250 views and 12 comments! It wasn't even that great either...No offense if you know who you are person. Just...I'd like more people to look at my art. I'm probably the most jealous person in the world. xD Sorry!
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Listen to my emo rant.
Have you ever realized that some people get all the looks and others are left with uglyness?! I realized that today while checking out BellZ's gallery. He's so good looking and I'm so ugly....
Okay thank you for listening...
I'm so ugly. Okay you can yell at me for saying this and try to deny it. I won't care. I know that you're just saying this. My mom attempts to tell me that I'm pretty but she has to say that. She's my mom.
So I'm sticking to wearing hoodies with the hood pulled over my head and ripped jeans and everything. It hides what's inside of me. Maybe I'm just a jealous little girl with no life. Too over dramatic...It can't get much worse, you know?
Or maybe you don't. Maybe you're living a happy life in the beautiful image of fantasy. Because reality is hitting me hard on lately. I feel like I'm the only one that is feeling this. I can't even talk to my friends about it. They get TOO concerned. One is too hyper and wants to kill me, the other is just plain weird, and the last one hates when I complain.
If you actually took the time to read this, I thank you greatly. Because not alot of people care to read my journal. I get out my thoughts and feelings with words. I'm no good with words...But I like to write.
Thank you again for reading this.
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
Sad....
I'm so upset right now. I was showing my mom my latest sketch pages and stuff. She liked them. Until she got to the last page. Which had shounen ai fluffy pictures. And then she was like "Aw that's cute." Until she found out that it was two guys. Then she said "Why is it two guys?" I don't know why but now that makes me feel like I have problems. There's something wrong with me. Why else would I like that kind of stuff...
I hate when my mom does that. I draw my opinion on life and she hates it. I don't get it. And Lilyanora makes me feel even worse. It's hard to explain. But she makes me feel really bad about it. When I talk about shounen ai, she gets all creeped out. Then she goes away from me. I have no one to talk to about it because she is the only one that knows. Besides my other friend. But I don't want to talk to him about that.
No one visits me anymore. Which makes it even worse. I'm sitting here crying because of what my mom said. I don't know....Sometimes I feel like inanimate objects are the only ones that understand me. I don't get it. Gah this has turned into my emo book. Which I hate. What's wrong with liking shounen ai? You tell one person and they go "Ew that's gross." Then you lose a friend.
So please tell me your opinion on this.
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Thursday, December 7, 2006
 OMFG BRAINCHILDREN
I have three brain children....I'm so proud!!!!! I doodle them everywhere. They actually started out as the manga versions of three boys in my class. And then they looked sooo cute; I dubbed them mine. ^-^ I draw them in so many different ways. Today we had to make Christmas bags for prisoners and I drew one of them all Christmasishnessey. It was soo adorable. I got better at drawing boys. Well actually I got better at drawing. So I'll post some artwork soon! I'm going to prepare some of my drawings for posting! ^-^
Holy fishpaste guess what else. I was in afterschool*, and I was just doodling/sketching the character designs for my brain children -huggles them-. So this girl that was sitting next to me was like 'wow that's amazing I want to draw like that.' So then we started doodling together on the back of her math homework slip thing. And she obviously kept one of mine, and she drew it the next day. She copied it! And now she's been trying to draw like me and I'm getting so mad. Everyone thinks her artwork is so amazing. It stinks. I don't tell her that of course; I don't want to hurt her feelings. But I know (and this will sound stuckup) that my artwork is better than hers. And then I whined to Lilyanora**; she wouldn't listen.
Is she making me jealous? But that would be sinning....D'=
And then I couldn't find my math homework. So my math teacher was a little upset with me. It was the first time. And then I found it in my bookbag. o3o
Ooh a fight broke out in the girls' locker room too! But I don't want to tell about what happened and stuff. I think it would be a bit rude.
So if you have actually read this (probably not) thank you and leave a comment!
Daisuki, Oekaki.
*Afterschool is a program that kids go to when their parents can't pick them up right away*
**Lilyanora is another user on theotaku! Look her up people!**
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
 Haters
Ooh gawd I think I got haters! *inner me: That makes life a bit more interesting....-_-* Soo...Yeah...I'v e been bashing people for fangirling over fake characters...>.< It aggravates the living hell out of me...Yeahhhhhhhhhhh.....^^"
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Saturday, November 11, 2006
 Good Riddance (Time of your life)
Another Turning Point
A Fork Stuck In The Road
Time Grabs You By The Wrist
Directs You Where To Do
So Make The Best Of This Test
And Don't Ask Why
It's Not A Question
But A Lesson Learned In Time
It's Something Unpredictable
But In The End Is Right
I Hope You Had The Time Of Your Life
So Take The Photographs
And Still Frames In Your Mind
Hang It On A Shelf
Of Good Health And Good Time
Tattoos Of Memories
And Dead Skin On Trial
For What It's Worth
It Was Worth All The While
It's Something Unpredictable
But In The End Is Right
I Hope You Had The Time Of Your Life
It's Something Unpredictable
But In The End Is Right
I Hope You Had The Time Of Your Life
It's Something Unpredictable
But In The End Is Right
I Hope You Had The Time Of Your Life
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What I mean by posting this is I know alot of you are neglecting to visit me anymore.You have gotten into more popular the otaku artists, and I don't give a sheet.
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Thursday, November 9, 2006
100
HEY EVERYONE! I have 100 guestbook entries! So I'm going to commemorate this day with a drawing!!! I'll have it up soon.
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
I'm baaaaaack!
I'm back people! With lots of art to share! So check it out! ^^ I've gotten better at Microsoft Paint! Definitely check out my latest art, Buruberi-Casual. ^^ Well when it gets posted up...argh its going slow tonight!
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Yah ANd September 30 was my birthday! I'm 13!
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Monday, September 25, 2006
12 Signs of Love
12. You'll read his/her IMS over and over again...
11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...
10. You'll feel shy whenever you're with him/her...
9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat
faster and faster...
8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other
people around you...you can only see that person...
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He/She becomes all you think about.
4. You'll get high just by their smell...
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself
when you think about them..
2. You'll do anything for him/her...
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.
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post this as "these are the 12 signs of falling in love"
and something good will happen to you tonight
this couldn't be better
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