Wednesday, February 7, 2007

   very depressed
i hate my life so much right now. i wish i woulda listened ta Hachi and Nobu but no i continued doing as I pleased. Now I'm in hell of trouble. I have no one to turn to right now. I don't know who i can trust anymore. Why did this happen to me? How come this crap never happens to anybody else? I'm gonna go to the store to get some food. so see ya round.
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

   i dunno...
sorry not been on in awhile, but me been busy. the most busiest thing i've been up to is running from the paparazzi! agh! i hate em! i'm so bored, and well i moved outta Nobu's place and moved into Reira's with her. i sang Layla to Reira last night. Ryoko is still crashing at my place. cause she got kicked out of her place, but i don't mind. niether does Reira. Asami and Nobu are gonna get married like next month. they haven't even been together very long! we's got a live show comin up this week. wow. but what if my leg hurts again? then Nobu would beat me silly. i gots to go for now.
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

   Shin-Chan in trouble
my dad is being an ass, and he made up some story about me living with different women. that is now true, *moves eyes back and forth* well anyways now i hafta be hiden at Ryoko's. and Reira and i just got back together! and when she gets back we're goin home! well, back to Nobu's and Asami's, even though Nobu got mad at me for crying cause of the weirdo! oh well Ryoko wants me to go back to sleep, since i haven't slept in a week. so bye.
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Friday, December 8, 2006

   a psycho broke in!
the last time i posted was teh night a weirdo got in! he stabbed my arm! and my tummy! and my leg! but me getting all better. Asami went psycho on the psycho! she beat him half to death and then started actying like she's my mom! it was weird. I stayin with Reira, yay! she won't stop treating the injuries, and we took a nice long bath earlier now she wnats me on teh computer getting my mind off the psycho, um... i think i'm failed on that. Reira asked me to move in with her but then i siad i couldn't leave Nobu and Asami so she asked if she could move in with me, i siad yes, (i pay rent, i pay bills, i pay half of everything so it is half my aparnment!) she says when my wounds heal she'll start movin in... that way we see each other every night, every day (sept when i wait tables, stupid job... my old one was better.) well me go sign gbs... and keep Reira happy by singing Layla to her.
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Monday, December 4, 2006

   bored...
So i went back to my home (with my family) and father told me all about my parents and crap like that. i cried and cried i hated being there and hated him saying how much of an abomination i am. it totally pissed me off. I hated it.. Nobu is with Asami, aw always... totolly driven me insane. Tonight was supposed to be the night where we watched good movies! it'd be a lot better now taht we have a bigger apartment! it is really wierd since we live in a bad neighborhood! what if a pycho gets in! i'm home alone and i'm 15! ahhhhh! nooo! maybe i'll call and see if Reira can come over. bye for now.
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

   tired
we had an all night concert! it was so frickin hard! Nobu was hyped on coffee, soda, Yasu can stay up all night, Nana is able to too! i can't! i'm only fifteen!!!!! I was talking to Reira today, we got into an argument over which song is better: Endless Story or Truth... kinda dumb argument. i ain't got time right now so i gotta go.
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Sunday, October 29, 2006

   totally confused
Bakc hurts, Ren threw the phone at my back... now it killing me!!!! Nobu's alseep, I wanna go to the mall. i can't keep wearing the same pair of jeans my whole life and keep borrowing Nobu's t-shirts! god! well seriously bored. so later.
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

   never pop your arm. (that's not really the subject.)
Nobu is at work. i had to take care of him last night, i'm kinda bored. damn! No one here to talk to. I wish my friend Ku wasn't dead! he was murderer when we were twelve, January 25th, 2003, it was my birhtday and Ku came over to watch movies and hang out, we were in teh middle of Halloween, when some guy broke in my apartment and started shooting. i was shot four times and lived, Ku was shot four times and died. ever since then life hasn't been the same. but I have Nobu, Nana, Hachi, and Yasu! but they can't replace Ku. we were born same day, same time, same hosptial, same room, and everything! we grew up together. when i wanted to kill myslef and almost did Ku was there to stop me and help me through it, but he's gone. Before Ku died we had our own band, we promised each other that no matter what we would become a famous guitarist and bassist, even if he is gone i'm gonna keep my promise to him. i will even if i die trying. I told Nobu this story and he said that if i'm that dedicated then i won't break my promise. i better clean the apartment before Nobu gets home.
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Monday, October 2, 2006

   uhhh
Nobu got home really late, he came in the door like at 3:30AM! it was so annoying! i hung out with Hachi today she went shopping, it feels nice when someone cares about you. i had a band practice today but i passed out becuase of how tired i am. Nana woke me up by kicking me in the stomach. it hurt. Hachi yelled at her for it. I started crying then Nana felt bad and hugged me that freaked me out.
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Sunday, October 1, 2006

   why?
How come i have no family? the only family i ever known is Hachi, Nana, Nobu, and Yasu! that's it! no mom no dad! the dad i ahd left me alone to die! anyways band practice is great i guess. Nobu is going to a concert with a friend later, i had to make dinner... i made skeghty (speghty or however the hell you spell it) so yeah he ate it like supper fast. i was listing to the tibute album again. i feel kinda depressed, maybe i should go sign GBs. bye.
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