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Monday, June 25, 2007


Don't read if you don't wanna hear about my problems XD
I know I haven't visited in a long while...but I"m sorry things have just been...err...I don't know. I just needed some where to pour me feelings into cause the person I usually talk to ..well I don't know...feeling kind of hurt and betrayed today. So I'm just going to talk okay guys? You don't have to visit or comment if you don't want to or any thing and talking will be just fine for me.

So yea I don't know...it's friends...friends suck..people suck...and by friends I mean everyone that isn't here...only certaion friends suck...and people...I don't know I"m no good with people. I can't take it. I just feel like...when someone says they love you..in a girlfriend boy friend kind of way and make advances towards you...they should stick to it ya know...and not...confuse the hell out of you. And make you feel like crap...it was kind of like in Feb...I wasn't here then..but..I totally stopped eating because I was so upset and confused and my poor emotions were running back and forth trying to make up their minds with everyone else following behind. I hardly did any thing...except hold myself up in my room because I had no energy to do any thing. I couldn't even sleep. u_u To say the least I don't wanna go through that again. So I'm just going to write depressing lyrics on Word and see what comes out of it all. Yeah I can't deal with people any more..they just...they say they won't manipulate me...but they do...and they do again and they keep doing it until I'm tired and worn out and don't fight any more. Especially on nights like these.. Nights where I just have no energy to fight them...I just can't any more...I feel to sad to fight. To angry and I feel like my trust in the human race has gone down the drain...Like...I don't know they've betrayed me. I was just starting to think they were semi-good but then they have to go and ruin it. One person for the entier thing to come crashing down and lodge itself in my phsyc. GOD THEY'RE SO ANNOYING...WELL it's more like HE'S so annoying I could kick someone in the crotch...cept..I won't cause that's mean. and just because the human race sucks doesn't mean I have to. u_u any ways I think I'm almost done ranting..now I kind of just wanna go write depressing lyrics in some dark desolate corner...well love to you all
*gives tissues, pencils, paper, and chocolate to all*
D:Olette-chan
(( How to save a life by the Fray with KH clips))

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