Friday, October 6, 2006

Gabe Man stop it...I don't need to hear that especially when I just said it is important, I never sued you when you said it's useless and that it sucks which is specially true! Today I'm at my mom's place and still have to do my little math work which I'm sure I won'T because it's still boring all this school crap is confusing me For the updates: Well exept school pissing me off I am having a rather good day, I'm planning about realxing this weekend.

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Thursday, October 5, 2006

This is boring... ANd yet again I have this feeling that I'm annoying everyone with who I'm speaking yes I know about my self esteem problems no need to remind them to me! but this is just so boring I hate school today well...always but more today I'm worried because I need to do a lot of works to have the right to pass my exam but each time I open my book I freeze, I can't work not that I don't understand, I JUST DON'T WANT TO! it's horribly boring! Then my parents tells me to like maths yeah right, it's easy! like I can begin to "like" maths just because I want to... look, nothing gets me more bored in life than maths I HATE maths and even if I can make the work I just don't want to it's useless, I'm ready to pass the exam, why won't they let me? but now we are in a new session, and the fact that I still don't want to do the work because of pure boredom makes me worry I have trouble with that one and if I don'T work I cna't understand I am on the perfect way to bum yet aaaanother year and my father who keeps giving me pressure trying to makes me feel bad I don't understand why I need to do this, come on, even the guy who tells us what we need to do to have a certain job told me that I don't need more than a secondary 2 math class why won't you give me my credits for maths now Later when I'll work, nobody will give a damn about the fact that I can make a perfect triangle or that I can addition X with B do you see me on a christmas party trying to be cool saying: "2X+15B.(13Ax+12Y+)! WHO'S THE MAN?" it's so useless and it pisses me off that for something that is COMPLETELY useless everybody's pushing me in the back so that I can pass it ohh but I forgot that the almighty government will laugh at me if I can't pass this class I forgot that if I can't pass this class I won't be able to become a good lawyer or doctor and I won't win 500 000$ per years I guess nobody understand yet that I don't give a damn about money as long as I can make my family live I don't need more money that I,ll put into a bank account, won't touch for years just to be able to say at the next christmas party: "hey, I AM making 500 000 a year hehehehe!" I hate society and I hate school who transform us into customers!

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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

I finally applied and I have no school Monday AND I go to my mother's place yet again this weekend to put order to this world. Yeah I know you have news about the trip well then, I got an Idea I'll ask if you can come this weekend we'll talk this over there while watching Anime(yeah) and yes I'll bring my microphone. anyway I'll call you after school we'll discuss this Today I don't have anything new except that I had some fun with my friend Dave who paid me a visit I did some bicycle around the city! and...that's all

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Tuesday, October 3, 2006

yet another week in my high school remember when I said stupidity is nearly absent in my school? well I take it back... no further explanation or I would have a 10 meters long insults list yesterday wasn't a good day it was the first monday of October and on the first monday of October I'm Always super depressive I wonder if it's a childhood trauma lol but today I'm feeling okay except for the extreme feeling of boredom caused by the Aura surrounding the schools it's like eating a rock with some orange jelly on it! I coudln't apply to the restaurant yesterday because I had to babysit my sister perhaps today well...I shall be going bye

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

I just learned that a very valuable member of the Megaman community died not so long ago. I am not very sad because I didn't knew him nor any of his surroundings. but hearing the comments of those who did, especially his girlfriend, I counld't help but be sad about it. this girl really loved him and hearing what she had to say, these two had a passionate relationship and thinking it was thorn apart by the grim reaper, it's sad. well...May you rest in peace Iceman from the sinister six(which is a Megaman website). today I updated my site a little I cleaned my profile and added a song below my picture. and and...nothing more-_- see you all around oh yeah, I got high chances to work into a restaurant soon remember the message from the association of hard Working Peoplez posted by Shadowcastbydusk. It applies in chicken restaurants too yeah, I'll work into a chicken restaurant called St-Hubert...it's only in Québec so don't try to find one in USA. but all of those from Québec, I'm watching your every moves * doubtfull eyes* did you know that they make a new brand of doors and cases that won't make noise when you slam them while your in a couple-fight? yes I can say stupid things want to hear another one? Sometime Cheez whiz can be find if you look very deep into your mind! 1+1=Fish...Fish+Fish=Wallet...Wallet-Fish=Chuck Norris. there is a strange guy who make movies about Simon beating the crap out of Teletubbies with Star wars moves! There is a VERRRRY disturbed guy who posts nonsense on myotaku, CAN YOU FIND HIM?...or IT!* X-file themesong* worship wabufet, he's a very nice Pokémon if you try hard to think that he's in fact the reincarnation of our savior: A bottle of coca cola one day, X and Zero went to hunt Mavericks in the evening they came back with Sigma tied to their hood! the meaning of this story, Peptobismol can cause cancer while exposed to radiations sorry I must be going, Pirates put a bounty on me head harharharhar! *...vaniiiiish...Myyysteriousssss!*

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Today is a school day! well...of course but...anyway And yes wolf of sorrow, it's a Megaman Game for DS http://www.megaman-community.com an excellent Megaman forum for you,Respect the rules, Respect the others and everyone will be glad to welcome you. My nick there is Irregular_Hunter_Zero I mostly hang into the Megaman X, Megamana Zero and Megaman ZX forums my avi is a talking Zero's face(because there is two IHZ on the forum). That's it for the public message for wolf of sorrow. Today I had a very easy french exam. and...that's all My mom's cat had babies I shall be allowed to see them this weekend. and now...TIME TO GO!!!!! *burst into flames*

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

I finished Zx for the 34040434234 time yesterday I mean, starting a new game, finishing it and then do it again with Aile and get model X, Zx ,Hx, Lx, Fx, Px and Ox Omega Zero is 10 times tougher than the 2 forms of the last boss, it's a joke, I can beat the last boss without any subtanks I know I'm the best stop applausing me but I have no life at all but I like it so... yay for no-life anyway, got to go, Fearless is the best movie I've seen in decades it's a martial arts movie by Jet li

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Saturday, September 23, 2006

today I go to the movies to see fearless with Gabe and Max and..spice that will be awesome I'm having a great weekend. and before to go a message to Sarah: I don'T want to fight either, I did so much with you that I'm just sick of it so if you really dislike me that much, then stop coming to my site and ACT like you like me, this is just wrong and you just seem more evil anyway...au rivoir!!!!1

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

okay but I guess you all didn't understand what I meant last time I'm a really bad explainer let's do it again in more common terms I said that I FELT like he forgot me I don't expect AT ALL that he talks about me more because I see my name onr time on 300000 in his posts and I don't complain. I never doubted that you forgot about me or whatever of this I got a bad self asteem but not that much... I just said that because I didn't understand that it was only a small down, I though you really got down for some reason and got worried, and I hoped to know it before. but now that I know it wasn't that bad I now understand that I made a huge mistake of feeling so sad goddamnit I don't think that I am less important, You tells me all the time that I am important, everyone(except Ricky and some others ) says that I am neccesary to them. And believe me I feel great about it without all of you(My true friends and family) I wouldn't be able to be happy without all of you so please don't think that I am that stupid to think about such things in short: I felt sad because I thought you were down and that you didn't talk about it to me! But I remind you that I thought you really were down so since it was a small one I understand and didn't expected you to talk about it on otaku or anything so... I don't want you to talk about me in every posts just so that I feel better I also don't expect that you remind me that I am important every seconds because I said I was sad too I hope you all understood for the others, I am sorry you feel all the same(apparently). but just do something about it, show yourself to them on your true self and perhaps they will accept you for today, did a lots of arts, emmmm... lol nothing more but I shall see fearless with all my friends friday or so... there will be spice too-_- he wants to come(Max told me) so I shall go on in my week

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

well, it seems my best friend was depressed and I never heard of it I just feel like I wasn't important and yes I already know that, I'll get a lecture about what I just said and I didn't expect to be called so that he tells me but I just feel that the only person that really can change your mood or whatever is his girlfriend I already know that I'm a tad less important than her and that's what makes me sad because everyone is equal in my heart but anyway we live in a world of bends but even by changing things there would still be bends a perfect world is only utopic, as sad as it seems. but if you all want to try, it's up to you

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