Tuesday, March 28, 2006

now it really looks like spring^^ I LOOOOVE SPRING don't you know?....cherrytrees bloomed all around the world^_^ I have a maniac obsession about those trees this is like....one of the prettiest thing I ever saw in my life...pink flowers all over the trees *Sigh*...I wish I was over Japan or California to see them*daydream* this just...the prefect day^^...I am in a terribly happy mood...the sun shines like it never did since a while^^ WOOOHOO anyway...hapiness in my little life for now^^...it's fantastic anyway...got to go bye^^ ohh yeah.....yesterday I did terrible sword duels with my friends...it was neat.....I lost track of who winned the most...but what counts is the fun I had^^ but I started an overdrive one of this time and broke my sword on his shield- - for some infos, I fight my own style, which looks like bushido and samurai style(tow handed swords,Katana).....but different with my own touch and he fights the knight style with a medium sword and a shield... we are pretty equal...in fact, he's my rival in swordplays but it was just fun^^ I enjoyed well later everyones I almost finished ToP....time to get Dhaos*grin* hehehehehehe bye^^

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Monday, March 27, 2006

so much boring in school

yeah well...school...yeah..school...but cheer up,......I feel good...well this morning I was depressed...I made a certain dream that depressed me but now......I feel better....but I'm still bored I don't know what to do!.....I wish I had the net to talk to my friends the week.... anyway....not much to say exept that I just want my hapiness back I hope I'll heal soon I need to change my mind...do something else to change my mind.... well I leave now I'm tired of being here bye

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Sunday, March 26, 2006

nothing much to do am a little depressed....because I think about the past but it shall not last...my scars run deep but I shall heal them! I will do something it might look stupid to you, but I decided to create the Omega Style of Swordfighting in which I will train for 10 years straight from now on and for those who will say: " creating a martial art needs you to have learned many of them!" partly true...I did Karate for 2 years and Kung fu one year(long time ago) and no Kendo or Bushido but the one who created those arts?...who learned them to him?...and that person who learned it to the other, who learned it to him? I say that there was a person that, like me, started his own way and that peoples followed of course it will not be perfect, but maybe that with time it will become a good style in which I will be able to show my values to those who follow me! so yeah that's it!........ nothing new...too lazy to add artworks...anyway, no one voted the frst one I sent( excpet my best friend and one person who didn't left any comment- -) I leave today...at a late hour but I still leave so have a good day everyone.....i shall try to comment on all the updates I before to leave

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

it's boring- -

it's just boring like freaking hell X_x I am awake since very early...yeah of course....I always dreamed to wake up early but since it became automatic at my mothers's place I cruelly lack some sleep=_=...so I yawn 8 time per minutes since 8 A.M my mother's cat scares me...this is a little cutie cat awwww ^_^...BUT she is evil with me...just right now she stare at me like she prepare some kind of evil deed....it chills me out ^^" she was savage when we took her so it took a helle of a time so that she just get use to human presence...in the beginning she was spending all her freetime under the sofa -__-...and now she runs all around like a normal domestic cat but DON'T TOUCH HER....you'll lose your arm...the only one who can safely touch her is my mother.. plus she eat chips!!!O.o I mightadd some new arts later on....so those who come to see my updates should maybe regularly come back to see if I added it if I and some arts, the links will be at the end well yeah...yesterday it was: Inuyasha,Fullmetal Alchemist,Gundam Seedand Naruto Inuyasha wasn't really great Fullmetal Alchemist was an episode I already saw I already saw the whole Gundam Seed serie and the just returned to the first episode of Naruto AND IT WASN'T EVEN FINISHED......the serie wasn't even at the middle!!!! so...well....so much for my Anime joyness of yesterday I almost finished Tales of Phantasia yeah it's just an addictive game today I feel pretty good...there's nothing to scrap my day ...if the day goes on like that it will just be perfect I like those kind of sunday when it's too ugly outside so you stay inside and relax <3 so yeah well....hope you all have a good day see you around ohh......well...I had time to waste so I made a Yahoo messenger account for those who are interrested...here's my mail omega_zero_the_second@yahoo.com ( I don't know who took my nick) and well...that's it later^^

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Friday, March 24, 2006

hey dudes

hey how are you all I feel perfect today...I realised my life is not over for this...it's not over yet...I can rebuilt my love somewhere else....... oh...I am trully sorry everyone...I was really mean with Sarah....I was badly injured and I bitted but it's over...and i still am friend with Sarah...she is very cool...even though she have...like everybody...her bad sides.....but she is someone you must know be happy Sarah^^........I am really sorry for my mean attitude....and now I just want you to feel better I added new arts...well one...add more later a link here! well see ya all around

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Thursday, March 23, 2006

okay

today I jsut don't know I am less sad but I still need to know because she didn't answered me! I go to my mother's house this evening.. maybe I'll learn there...who knows today is a really boring day...like usual...I am worried about her because she's really sad...I wish she'll be better soon don't forget...he is not gone forever..maybe for a long time...but not forever so that's it...try to get up now..I hate to see you sad I am really mad about the song you choosed to represent the situation...but I don't think I can hate you for that because I just CAN'T hate well..try to think about it is it better to complain or to work to get better knows the answer very soon

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

once again

I post before to leave I calmed down now I am confused...and sad because now...all my friends hate you I never wanted that... I am so sorry I also forgot to ask something I was worried about you since the joey thing...I posted many time on otkau...asking you to answer me....why didn't you answered?....I asked you many time if you were well....you didn't even bothered giving me news abnout you what have I become to you....2 weeks ago I was your very reason...and now...2 weeks after that, I become mere shit to you are you even caring about me I still want to be your friend........are you telling me you reject my firnedship you reject my heart and now...my firnedship no wonder we all think you are evil...I don't...but everyone I know think that you are evil ask yourself a question! make your freaking mind Straight and answer.......Since the very begining...was I inportant to you...or since the begining I was a mere game for you...another heart you could play with? please answer me why you don't love me anymore and don't even talk to me! please Sarah..I beg of you

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

I don't even take time to put this theme up

because this is urgent....yeah well you know what...Sarah don't love me anymore....WORSe she didn't told me look Sarah...I know you don't even look at my site anymore.......but when you'll do(because this is my last post until friday) know that the first person you should have tell was me.....WHY SARAH...WHY HAVEN'T YOU SAID BEFORE...I WOULD HAVE BEEN LESS SAD AND ANGRY....I forgive you and you're still my friend...but I just feel like I don't even want you to find anyboidy else....guess it's pretty normal...I just can't accept that you are not the chosen of my heart...you are horrible Sarah...you always make me suffer and maybe the fact that we are not together will amke my pain stop.....but I just can't accept...I love you.......I........this is futile...I know this will not work....I am sorry...I haven<,t been enough for you....alll I did for you wasn't enough...all the love I gave wasn't enough...all the care I gave wasn't enough and I am sorry for that....but I think Gabe hate you for that...I don't but I cannot fully forgive you now.....because yes you are the bad guy....not because you stop loving me...that happen....but because you made me suffer for 6 FREAKING MONTHS....and in the ned....I suffered for you...for what? nothing. MY SUFFERANCE WAS FUTILE......and I usually never sacrifice myslef when it's futile....you made use of me like I was a mere toy......and that....is an evil thing to do...yes Sarah..you are evil....and I wish you to regret it for a long time...mayube I am the one to sound evil...but when someone is evil with me I usually defend myslef...so yeah Sarah...I curse you...may you never find love again because you are not worthy enough to love may you never find love again because you'll break him my curse is:...I wish you to never be able to feel the wonderfull feeling of love AGAIN that's it....this is my revenge.....I am no magician...I can't curse you...but I'll pray...I'll do wathever it takes for you to suffer like I did...you changed me Sarah.....and you'll see that you'll regret having changed me...remember when I said I would break you....I still will....just you wait ohhhh it won't be physical...I couldn't hurt you....but I make psychologic wonder sometime...jsut you wait

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Monday, March 20, 2006

How I feel so far =_=

I feel bad yes...I think I am sick maybe I will call soon to return to my house...if it goes on somrthing happened to Sarah's friend...I've heard last week...it is not of my business...and it's not my place to say it....but I am worried that Sarah will be very sad for a while...I am sorry for what happened...I really hoped that I could have been here to support you....but if you happens to read this, please know that even if he made a mistake, forgiving is a greatest proof of inner strenght than to hate him or be decieved I also wish I could get a grasp of you this weekend...next weekend I'll be on for sure...I just hope you'll feel better by there well that's it for what I had to say to Sarah...I could have make a PM, but they are screwed ohh...I had Tales of Phantasia...amazing game and......I had lots of fun this weekend with all my friends for my b-day I hope your weekend was great farewell

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

yeah well...I really don't like it......something happened to Sarah..and what I don't like is the fact that she didn't said anything else about it damn...I really hate when she worry me....but...this is how Sarah is^^"...but I still want to know 1: what have I wrote that was wrong in your post so that you just delete it? 2: why haven't you answered all my PMs that i've sent 3: what happened that is so bad...I REALLY hope that it isn't something big.....I don't want you to be in trouble anyway...today's my birthday..yeah.....17 years old...can you believe it...I can- -...17 years that I am living on this world...still...it seem like I lived on it for hundreds of years...so many things happened...anyway got to go now I wish you a good day to all of you

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