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Sunday, February 26, 2006


sad news

it is over...

me and Sarah


yup...we stopped our painfull relationship

but don't worry...I am not sad...because Sarah made me happy..and she still do...I don't want to lose her as a friend

well...I still love her...it's only that the passion have wither away....

but...I'll still do my best to see her...I don't plan to lose her as a friend

so...yes I got over it...and she saked me to smile

yes...I do it for you...I smile for you

thank you Sarah, to have seen trough my heart

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Saturday, February 25, 2006


I...

NOTE:IF YOU BEGIN TO READ,DO IT T'ILL THE END

BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T,YOU HAVE NO RIGHT OF PUTTING ANY COMMENTS





I...am...right now.....and since over half a year....living the hardest test of my life....

and yet....I seem to be the only one to bear the hardest one

can't you only imagine to be with the only person in this world that you love......but that you can't hug her...kiss her.....being with her....not even being able to talk to her in person

what make it harder....is the fact that this person you love have a mother...who really loves her...she loves her so much that she try to protect her from everything...even from the one she love...which is me

all of that because our relationship is hapenning on the Net...and that, trust is thin in those kind of adventures....

plus....you suffer....suffer from an unbearable pain....a sufferance that hurt directly to your heart....the greatest pain of all...even the pain of a sword in my guts would be less painfull...because this is a psychologic pain...a pain that nothing can heal.....that kind of pain drive me insane...like someone who would possess an item from hell

I am slowly losing my mind.....I have suddent change of moods...I become easily angry for nothing...I am Sad one day...the other day I am indifferent..the other unsure...the other doubtfull....the other happy...and no it isn't related to that mental disease that I forgot te name......because it is since I met Sarah that I am like that

I even hear voices...I am driving crazy...but I still hold on...because I know that if I win over it, the pain will stop...and I know that if I give up, the pain will be much bigger...so I keep going froward...because until now, I had someone who was feeling the same...and could understand me

but until now...my sanity was going okay....but

since I learned that this friend...who have the same kind of relationship, had some of the weight removed, I feel something that I almost never felt...envy

that only person who could understand me....is now seeing his relationship being easy-ed....because his Gf could tell to her parents....and they were okay with it...everything's fine for them...it makes me happy...though....

I am now alone to bear that pain

alone tobear the rest of the weight..

while my friend can say: "I love you"..as much as he want

me...I must always be sure that it is safe...because the terrible mother of my Gf is watching over us....I can't say anything by fear of being cut off from her

while my friend is happy...while they are happy togheter

I suffer....I SUFFER....why is it that life is so hard on me

since I am little......life always been hard on me

and for those who tend to say " then work to become a better person"...or..."you should have been better from the start"

don't you think I tried to make friend...nobody wanted to be my friend...everyone was teasing me..beating me.....and when I was young...I was rich...I had many toys...and the "friends" I had were only here to steal them...make use of them...
also...I never was very good at school...everyone saw me as a dork....school never fitted me....and I was misjudged for that

then....my parents divorced...another hard time of my life.....my father got away for 5 YEARS...I HAVEN'T SAW A TRACE OF HIM FOR 5 YEARS...plus...in the divorce, my parents lost everything....so we passed from...the good life...to the life of apartment....I was too young to understand it...but I saw the difference...the brand new toy, I couldn't have it anymore...then my mother met a cracker...for 5 years(the time before I was able totrack my father) that guy used my mother...when I wasn't listening to him, he was hitting me...he beated me...he almost killed me once....he almost killed my mother...he had two sons...with which I could at least hang on...so that it would be easier....and I finally got to my father when he returned....okay....it was better than that cracker....but....since I am no good at school, he was making me do intense studies....I could never leave the house by the week....the stress of school fastly took me......and finally, things became good....I became better at school, my mother dumped that crazy ass....and she got a new house of her own...my stepmother had her children....which is now my 5 years old sister...I had my own room in both of the sides


everythings work fine here........but in highschool, I had quite the hard time...unable of finding my true self, I've been many things...I betrayed many...I didn't knew who were my true friend...

anyway...skip to last year...last year was terrible..the worst year of school and life ever...I had a huge argue with my stepmother. and all...school was harder....I didn't find true love...and this..until summer...summer....worked all the summer...my free time....on the comp..haging and doing nothing...and I met her....she made me happy....but ooohhhhhh fate has made that once I meet her, everyone try to "wake me up" that she don't really love me and all

you know what...I should have shut my fucking mouth...so if no one knew, it would have been easier

but what is making it harder today...is to see my best friend of all...my true partner...my teammate in life.....my "brother" of life, which wasn't really well with him before, see his life getting better and better...he almost finish highschool...he already know where he go...which job he do..his gf can now be free and all...he seem to really be happy...and all of that...all of that seem to make him slowly go away from me...I feel more and more alone with my Gf...which feel the same way I do..and more and more...I doubt...this is so hard to have this realtion....we are spyed every second...we cannot say anything...we must even speak in codes sometime......I can't see her....I can't do anything....I want to buy a crap load of thing...but I put all my money aside for that travel......and I am not even sure if we will tough forever......with the way we have our relationship, everything seems to say that it is a matter of time before it falls apart

Even though I don't want to accept it....even though I want to keep saying that I'll be with Sarah forever..that I trully love her, when you have Life itself against you, what do you think I should do...fight?....what do you think I am doing now....I fight the life....I give it my all....to PROVE that I can prove to EVERYONE who said bad things about Sarah and me that they are all WRONG....but life is slowly winning over me...what should I do once it win....if I lose Sarah, never again shall I be able to love.....because I'll regret not being able to have lived with Sarah...and I need love in my life...if I cannot love anymore...I cannot be happy anymore

nobody helps me...even with some pieces of advice, it make me go a little bit to the surface...to catch some breath...and then I sink again...

what I am waiting for a moment were something will help me to go out of that pool once and for all!!!!!

what should I do...trust....how can I trust when I can't see?

love....how can I love when I have so much pressure


WHAT SHOULD I DO...I can't see the answer..and non one can tell me....confusion drive me crazy...

listen...I perfectly understand that life Is a challenge, but why does it seem harder on me....no need to say that there is many more people who suffer more than me...well....even though an african cannot live with a lot of food, he suffer from that....he is not happy...the same for me...even if the situations are not the same, we feel the same thing...sadness...no matter if I life okay and one live outside, we are both sad, and sadness is a feeling that is painfull no matter how intense it is

so don't think I think of myslef as the only one to have problem...but since it's my site...it is of my probs that we talk about please...

well....that's it...for those who have skipped ......go hang yourself...because I dare you to comment if you don't even know how I feel

I am at the edge of a nervous break.....if someone can help me...DO IT FAST!!!!!!!

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Friday, February 24, 2006


well...

gongrats Fury

your relationship seems to go perfectly

It makes me really happy yet envious

I am just sick of Sarah's freak mother....it ruins everything

at least, Max made me realise it is normla for a mother to take care of her children

so I freak less

but I so hope that Sarah's mom would be as open as Naia's one

I am happy yet I can't hide that you two really piss me off

and that you haven't told me

WHY HAVEN'T YOU TOLD ME* note that this is not a yelling tone but an incisting one...I am not angry..don't worry*

you know that first: if you had tell me before, I would have been less envious and more happy

and that I would really wish to have learn this before.

why haven't you said it before...is it because you thought I wasn't caring....or because you just didn't cared about telling me...for some random reason

sorry to seem parano, but are you beginning to become uncaring toward me recently?...it looks like you don't even bother about what I say anymore and that you almost don't tell me anything

that new would have make me most happy


well...I hope to find you on MSN soon^^

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006


- -"

I....am....hungry!!!!!!!!!

I didn't get money for my lunch..and I starve...I haven't breakfasted either....it's painfull

and....does it happen that you have this day when you just feel like nothing interest you...exept eating...well I feel like that...It is not quite depression since I am not "sad"....but nothing interest me today.....even if someone was coming to realise my dream, I doubt I would have a great reaction..even though it would be the happiest day of my life!

well...it happens days like that one

I go in history!....it's okay..it is fun..and easy....and I can draw...even though it doesn't interest me and that I don't have inspiration

well...Friday will be different

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Monday, February 20, 2006


I haven't been on the computer since...

...what FRIDAY....THIS IS TERRIBLE...no I'm kidding...but now I make an update about my daily life

guess what...
NOTHING....
HAHAHAHAHAHA...
*goes insane*
my day is as boring as ever
what make it that way
SCHOOL!!!!!
my weekend was a lot fun...I had a lot of fun with my friend Fury and Mr.Dah..and one who is not a myotaku user...
anyway...I MISS SARAH
this is most horrible..
I COULDN'T SEE HER THIS WEEKEND!!!!!
I wonder if she is okay
I hope so
hey....I just learned something....SCHOOL IS USELESS...
you should have see that coming
HEY...I got new pics
and if I am able to beat my shyness, I shall put one pic of my awesome person full of masculine sexiness on that site
....what...ME...NARCISSIC!?...noooooooo!
kidding...well...I will try to put one....and for Sarah...I got THE pic!!...ask me next weekend to have it!

ohh and....my PMs are all screwed up...I'll try to figuire what's going on

oh and....I HATE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!

..sorry.....well...I think it is time to say farewell....I shall be back tommorow...or if not...the day after tommorow, if not...then the day after the day that follow the day that is just after the day that was following that day which was just after the day that was next to this day which is now thuesday of the next week

but I'll be there next friday

so...t'ill next time

I love you Sarah and I miss you

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Thursday, February 16, 2006


yet...another personnality test(thanks to Fury and Mr.dah for that one)

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion || 10%
Stability |||||||||||| 43%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 50%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||| 23%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism || 10%
Narcissism |||| 16%
Adventurousness |||||| 23%
Work ethic || 10%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||| 23%
Need to dominate || 10%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency || 10%
Change averse |||||||||||| 50%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 43%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36%
Female cliche |||||| 23%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com


emm....I see that I am more paranoid than I thought...lol

I'll try to work on it

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006


didn't finished it

Long Survey About Yourself
What time are you starting this?:12:47, 03 second P.M exactly
Name?:I don't feel the need of telling you
Nicknames?:Omega Zero the great(joke)
Date of birth?:well...if you plan on giving me a HUGE present: march 16 1989
Sex?:Male
Height?:around 5 feet 12
Eye color?:brown
Where were you born?:in a town that was destroyed by froces of evil....errr I mean...St-Eustache
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?:well...one...but shaped as a 16...but why the hell do you ask that?
Pets?:A cat(and a dog who is actually belonging to my sister)
Hair color?:DARK brown
Piercings?:nope
Town you live in?:Laval
Favorite foods?:well...I just LOVE food( try to understand how I dont get big when I am a fanatic eater)
Ever been to Africa?:I don't have any business there...I don't feel the need of going there...but it seem that there is great countries there^^
Been toilet papering?:emm...no....
Love someone so much it made you cry?:well....I actually cry everynight because I miss her so much
Been in a car accident?:no...I don't think I would write this survey if so
Croutons or bacon bits?:who cares?
Favorite day of the week?:ohhh......thursday,FRIDAY(in BIG flashy letters), and saturday
Favorite resturant?:ohh.....japanese food^^
Favorite flower?:I guess it is the cherryflower
Favorite sport to watch?:Snowboarding
Favorite drink?:well.....Soda(I drink too much..ts'like a freaking drug)
Favorite ice cream flavor?:VANILLA
Warner Bros. or Disney?:nor of them interest me....I prefer Manga
Favorite fast food restuarant?:well....surely Subway....
Carpet color in your bedroom?:- -......like it will be usefull to you
How many times did you fail your driver's test?:I didn't took it yet
Whom did you get your last email from?:(putting apart all the junk) My beloved girlfriend sent me a great E-card for valentine's day^^...I am so happy
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?:I would need to have one first
What do you do most often when you are bored?:I draw...I think about Sarah, about my friends
Most annoying thing to say to me?:I don't know
Bedtime?:whenever I feel the need to sleep
Favorite TV show?:Inuyasha,Naruto,...ohh...too many Mangas
Last person you went out to dinner with?::my friend
Been out of country?:no( but I freaking want to leave this country X_X)
Believe in magick?:well....I believe it existED( those arts have been lost long ago I believe)
Ford or Chevy?:I hate cars
What are you listening to right now?:well...I was listening to "the dream will never die" by....I can't spell the name right!
Have you ever failed a grade?:too many
If you have, what grade did you fail?:emm..6th, secondary 3
Do you have a crush on someone?:hell yeah......it is the love of my life of whom I cannot have enough of
Do you have a bf/gf?:see above answer for a hint
If so, what is their name?:Sarah^^
How long have you been together?:A godd 1/2 year and I plan on living my life with her
What are you wearing right now?:I don't feel the need to answer such an USELESS question
Would you have sex before marriage?:maybe...if my love wants...but I'll complain if we are too young
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?:no
Are you a virgin?:yes...and this is not a shame
Do you smoke?:no
Do you drink?:no
Are you ghetto?:no
Are you a player?:no
What are your favorite colors?:blue...and violet...and white...and emm red
What is your favorite animal?:Cat
Do you have any birthmarks?:no
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?:one warrior cannot always be victorious...it means that YES
Who do you talk to most on the phone?:well....some people
Have you ever been slapped?:yes....
Do you get online a lot?:lol XD
Are you shy or outgoing?:it depends with who
Do you shower?:emmm...I think that yes - -
Do you hate school?:yes
Do you have a social life?:not really
How easily do you trust people?:really hardly...I trust some people only
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?:I am a CARROT!!!!!......emm...I think that yes....but this secret I will never reveal
Would you ever sky dive?:no
Do you like to dance?:no
Have you ever been out of state?:no
Do you like to travel?:yes
Have you ever been expelled from school?:yes...too many time
Have you ever been suspended from school?:yes
Do you want to get out of your hometown?:HELL YES
Are you spoiled?:no
Are you a brat?:no
Have you ever been dumped?:yes......by searching for true love
Have you ever gotten high?:yes...and I regret that feeling
Do you like snapple?:?
Do you drink a lot of water?:yes#
What toothpaste do you use?:...
Do you have a cell phone?:no
Do you have a curfew?:?
Who do you look up to?:well...I don't know if I understand that question...but the one I trust the most is my friend Fury....but I actually trust 3 peoples at equal
Are you a role model?:no
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?:no
What name brand do you wear the most?:?
What kind of jewelry do you wear?:chains and a charm given by a god to remove my fear(...okay..you can remove the God part)
What do you want pierced?:nothing
Do you like takin pictures?:well...no
Do you like gettin your picture taken?:no
Do you have a tan?:no...everyone think I an a vampire( it's not that I don't go out..far from that)
Do you get annoyed easily?:yes
Have you ever started a rumor?:no
Do you have your own phone or phone line?:no
Do you have your own pool?:no
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:...
Do you have any siblings?:no
Have you ever been played?:yes
Have you ever played anyone?:no
Do you get along with your parents?:yes..a lot
How do you vent your anger?:meditation is a great way to supress the inner demons
Have you ever ran away?:no
Have you ever been fired from a job?:no
Do you even have a job?:yes
Do you daydream a lot?:oihh yes...I daydream about my Love
Do you have a lot of ex's?:...a couple
Do you run your mouth?:?
What do you want a tattoo of?:the sign of honor in japanese
What do you have a tattoo of?:nothing
What does your ex bf/gf look like?: it was a pretty cute girl who was annoying like hell and played me
What does your most recent crush look like?:well...this is the most beaytifull girl of this world to me
Whats her/his name?:Sarah
Have you ever been bitched out?:no
Are you rude?:well...if being cold means being rude...then yes
What was the last compliment you recieved?:that I was actually hot - -
Do you like getting dirty?:no
Are you flexiable?:yeeees....?
What is your heritage?:??
What is your lucky number?:no one
What does your hair look like right now?:well...plain normal
Could you ever be a vegetarian?:no
Describe your looks?:I am myself..that's all
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?:no...of an invisible color
Would you ever date someone younger than you?:I am actually
Would you ever date someone older than you?:no...
When was the last time you were drunk?:one year or two
How many rings until you answer the phone?:well....I sprint to the phone and by that time I don't really notice it
Have you ever been skinny dipping?:no
If yes, when was the last time?:no
When was the last time you went on a date?:well...I don't remember
Do you look more like your mother or father?:mother...we are almost twins
Do you cry a lot?:yes.....
Do you ever cry to get your way?:?
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?:hi
Are you the romantic type?:yes
Have you ever been chased by cops?:no
What do you like most about your body?:well....I am not narcissic
What do you like least about your body?:well...I don't have anything I hate
When did you have your first crush?:I don't remember
When was the last time you threw up?:almost a year
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?:brunette
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?:no
What about cleavage?:?
Is your best friend a virgin?:yes
Have you ever fucked someone up?:I don't have time to finish this XD
Have you ever been fucked up?:
What theme does your room have?:
What size show do you wear?:
What is your screen name on AIM?:
How are you feeling right now?:
When was the last time you were at a party?:
Have you ever given a lapdance?:
Have you ever recieved one?:
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?:
What is one of your bad qualilties?:
What is one of your good qualilties?:
Would you marry for money?:
What do you drive?:
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?:
So?:
Well?:
When was the last time you cried in school?:
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?:
What kind of music do you like?:
Would you ever bungee jump?:
What is your worst fear?:
Would you ever join the army?:
Do you like cows?:
If you were to die today, what would you do?:
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?:
Do you like to party?:
Hearts or broken hearts?:
Moons or stars?:
Coke or pepsi?:
Favorite scent?:
Favorite band?:
Would you ever dye your hair red?:
How many languages can you speak?:
What time are you finishing this?:
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Saturday, February 11, 2006


okay...

todé kidz...AY gaut a laut ov Tings to soobmeet


first...you listen to this......it is my very new favorite song

"the dream will never die"
by Yukari Yoshida

here is the song in question:

http://rapidshare.de/files/13002566/239_-_yume_wa_owaranai___psx_version.mp3.html

I really like it^^.....it is a song that make you happy!

each time I am down...just listening to it cheer me up...the title means it too...i mena...the dream will never die....i don't think that have some realtivity with the crappy title of the James bond movies...this time I think it mean it

plus...well...i try to fulfill a dream I am too much unsure sometime....and "the dream will never die" remind me that as long as I believe, the dream WILL never die^^

but this is a remake of the original...I own the original...but the new one is better...

and...I grant you all with some infos about my Manga:

I just hope some people will come to AT LEAST look at it

Legends of Heavenstar:The tales of the Gods

it start with the origins of the Gods:

At the very beginning,when the world was the living place of the angel kind, one became so powerfull that he was able to create life.His name was Odin. Using his almighty Magic, he created the 9 Gods: Zephiel:the god of water and Oceans, Sylph: The godess of wind and storms,Atlas:the God of the earth and Nature,Odeon: The Sage Warrior of thunder and Rain,Zanh: the wisard of Ice and tundra,Flare:The Godess of Flame and heat,Anima: The Godess of purity and Light, Hasmaël: The Godess of Bane and Steleor: The God of Universe and Matter itself. and finally...Odin himself. so powerfull that he became himself a God....The God that controls every elements....for a time, Odin watched over his angelic kinds with the help of the gods....but one day, some angels grew tired of Odin...and decided to live away from perfection. the Way they changed their living style modified their body...some became stronger and became Demons, while others became Swifter and became elves...and finally....some became knowledgable and sourcefull...and became the mankind...Elves and humans became weaker in all the way.....and lost their wings....but the remaining angels worked their best to watch over them with the help of Odin and the Gods. since the elves and humans were too weak to protect themselves form foes, they worked togheter to create defence techniques. The elves were taught the way of Magic by the angels...and The humans were taught how to built Strong castles and mighty weapons by Atlas and Steleor.....And Demons, learned about a way of life that combine builting and Magic...the Machines....everything worked perfectly...until one day...the weak mind of humans and demons pushed them to declare war to elves,angels, and to each others....a fearsome battle was fought between Demons and Gods themselves...and between Elves and Humans.....finally, Odin casted a Seal on the Demons and the 9 Gods were gived the task of guarding it...and...the humans won te war over the elves....but the gods, whom have been decieved by them, retrieved all the weapons of the ancient world from mankind and sealed them away...and decided to live away from the mankind by creating a new world for angels that was called Heavenstar.....and the entrance to that world was kept secret to all humans..and only elves knew the secret...many weapons were sealed in heavenstar...some on earth...and the remaining ones were forgotten on earth...but since the foes were sealed with the demons...and that the gods didn't wished war to the humans, they didn't needed Sacred weapons anymore...Time passed..and those events became legends in the mist of time

This is basicly the story of the gods...that shall appear as a resume in my Managa sometime in the storyline

but what follow...is the story of Man since the gods left


Several thousands of year passed...and the holy War became a fairytale to amuse children and give courage to warriors...but no one was believing that those story were real...only the elves,who were living away in the mountains, were remebering how the humans pushed them and almost eradicated their kind....the Gods remained on earth...in temples hided from mens...in order to watch the seal....Mankind slowly became to take possession of the world that was once the world of Angels....and many Kingdoms were created....the name of the Kingdoms is not to be mentioned dues to its uncountable number....but one day, in the age of ethuizia(from 4074 to 5132) the sela of the god weakened...and The Demons from the ancient world raged on Mankind...thus Began the Hellside War.....Leaded by Gural, The Demon King, the demonkind began to take over the ancient world of angel and planned vengeance on the Gods......this is when..that the Gods formed a pact with mankind...Odin Siad to three human heroes" I shall Grant you the power to defeat the demons and forever protect mankind from their enemies if in return you promise to stay forever on earth to watch the seal and protect heavenstar from them"....they accepted...Thus, Odin granted to Baldwin Cassius,Kyoshin Tsubasa and to Arguisu Gendel the immortality and the final weapons forged by Steleor: the God of universe and Matter....the hero of that war was Arguisu.....using the mightiest of the 3 Grand weapon, he gived his life in order to cast the Final Light to defeat the Demon King....that offerance caused death to arguisu...and he left his friends with those words: " I will give up my body now...but await me for I shall return as someone else when earth will be in danger!"...and thus, the world was a t peace...and Arguisu became the most famed Knight of all time. and that...for hundreds of years.....mankind was living a life of peace..until a day...when...somewhere in the mountains, an Elf,named Seraphim, who was remembering about the Wars of the ancient world, United the elves and holded a rebellion over Mankind...thus became the Arkeon Regime, a fearsome politic made by Seraphim to slave all those who are not of lefic blood....and for over fifty years, kingdoms after kingdoms, they all falled to Arkeon...The Nation of elves who claim earth as theirs......50 years lter....at today, only the strongest nations stand up to them...and as the King of Thenezia, the most powerfull Nation of the world, I shall await for the Return of Arguisu

age of Midgal: 1749
Tornix Enzu IX: King of Thenezia

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as you might understand, I made so that this text is made as a letter form a King.....

and the rest of the story Is my manga..featuring:

Lance: the reincarnation of arguisu whom everyone awaited for so long....nobody knows about his true self....except from Arkeon who try to take his life

Alia: longtime friend of Lance, a dynamic girl who learned the arts of magic...always cheerfull and never give up on what she do...she tend to say things without thinking first,but is always kind to those in need and polite...she would Die for her friend Lance..and Lance would do the same

Mitsuyo: A Japanese samuraï who learned the way of the Spear....a sharp tongue who doesn't fear to say things others prefer to think...he is often overconfident about his own skills..he fastly befriended Lance after his escape from Arkeon with him

Duo: a Shaman who is specialised in the arts of summon...his ultimate dream is to have the power to summon the Gods themselves...maybe that shall happen someday(ooooh...is this a hint)..very knowledgable in all the possible science...a great believer in the way of Science who got a sister that act as a rival to him

Bairu: a japanese Monk who hate violence....he despise weaponry....and fear to get hurt...he learned to master the art of words instead of weapon in order to get away from things without using his fists...he wish for peace in the world and this is why he help Lance in his Quest

Kyoshin: ( I directly took that guy from the way I am in "smart mode")The ancient immortal hero who fought the Demon king along with Arguisu...he was waiting for Lance's arrival...but is now testing him to see if he worth to carry the sacred sword of Arguisu...he will,later, join the team to fight along with everyone to defeat Seraphim...a cold and distant guy who doesn't say something when it's useless...and a great source of advice and battle knowlege

Celai: an elf who is living in the island of Arcadia...a land where leves and humans learned to live in peace...she is sad about the way her elves brothers act toward humans in Arkeon..so she join Lance to defeat the unpure lef Seraphim...a reserved woman who is a master of her Bow


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in the bad guys you have:


Seraphim: the Elf who hold the revolution...a dark looking being cloaked in a strange dress...he almost look like a Vampire...Silver hairs, pale skin,Red eyes and a large scar in the face make that one scary to look at even by his own allies. he use the way of the sword as well as magic...a master of magic control and sword skills...no one have ever been able to defeat him..it is said that only weapons of legends can hurt him!

Baldwin Cassius: we don't know how, but Baldwin turned his way to evil...that ancient immortal now help Seraphim to conquer the world...what make Baldwin a terrible foe is that he still posess the weapon of legend Odin gave him...a Huge Zambato that was named after baldwin himself...Kyoshin try to nvestigate the reason he turned his back on the Gods


and many many more...the story is still in a construction state


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Thursday, February 9, 2006


I am back

yes...I am back for a weekend...my friend fury is at my mother's house with me for the weekend^^


and I feel pretty good...despise my hard,boring and goddamn bad day....it is okay

I feel bad...I really was mean to Sarah........I really regret it...if only I could return in time and don't post that PM.....

I am so sorry Sarah I so love you...I don't want to lose you....it is in those kinds of time that I realise how much you are precious to me....and that I will do my best to be the best boyfriend for you...and forgive me when I act like a paranoid fool...I'll work my best to supress that thing

I will not act like I suspect everything anymore...I love you...and I mean it....so...if you hate me...at least don't forget it

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Wednesday, February 8, 2006


it seem

that I am in crap.....I don't really want to say about what...but I am really in a bad situation....



just wanted to say how I feel: worried to death, scared,angry....lotsa stuff like that!

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