Tuesday, February 7, 2006

Thursday

I shall go check on the sites of those who signed my GB. and yes....I am not dead lol later

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Thursday, February 2, 2006

Sarah is.....

GROUNDED AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO......damnit that suck.....and I must go right at the time I beginn to write this - - I'll continue to complain later bye

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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

Nobody ever

get on my site anymore *snif* just say that^^ anyway...I can't wait to finish that dreaded week...its just too long.....TOO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! two days left....I wish I could go to my mother's house this weekend, but its not the weekend I can go....it suck so very much...I usually decide when I go, but my step mother work this weekend and I must stay to babysit my sister- -...it just suck...so because of that, I can't go to my mother's house well......I thanks all my friends to be...my friends lol....I am in a very good mood....the only thing that depress me is the fact I don't have internet at my father's place and I can't talk to Sarah and I MISS HER HORRIBLY!!!!!!........it make me suffer....but don't worry...be happy

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

second day at school..

its good so far....I have history in 10 minutes I see that there was not many people that came to comment yesterday....well...its okay anyway....I'll try to go see the updates of some in my list when I'll got more time I shall maybe have new arts....anyway....I just want to say that I want to apologize for all the times I acted like aa foolish paranoid and that I was depressed....and that I didn't lacked the friendship I have toward you just because of that....you are still my greatest allie and friend in that corrupted world.....you shall recognize tyourself if you come to my site maybe anyway...have nothing else to say...I just feel great today...and I haven't ben depressed since so many time that only that fact make me even more happy than I actually am later everyone^^

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Monday, January 30, 2006

back to school

begin a new semester...which is like a new year. I am so happy to have passed all my exams.... yesterday, I had some sparing fight with a friend of mine...hand fighting spare, I was beated measerably...telling me that I must train harder...much harder...if I want to protect those I love but...he told me that I fought very well...my weakness was...my lack of power...so I'll train my body a little much anyway.....it was still a good day yesterday....for those who haven't saw my artworks yet, go now and comment oh....I don't have any time left...I must leave now I miss you Sarah bye evreybody^^

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Sunday, January 29, 2006

I added new fanarts^^

everyone....go see my latest work lol and COMMENT

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this may be the last tiem I post for quite a while

yes....well...yes....I still got nothing new.....I miss Sarah as usual...I think about her all the time and I want to apologize Sarah....I acted pretty dumb yesterday...may you forgive me anyway...I am really happy right now...my life cannot be better...ohh yes it can^^ but not until a while anyway....I post for nothing...so I may stop now

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Saturday, January 28, 2006

and I also did this

after some thoughts...I had to make that tribute I just remember before we met I was a lone fighter for my ideals endlessly seeking for company to aid me in my quest of peace I was at the edge of depression almost to my neck was a rope but the reason I was living and my warrior pride was forbidding me the liberance of death each days hiding my tears to all with a smile as a mask but that day I met you I knew something was to happen not because you were the best friend of my best friend's girlfriend but because after so many years finally, a Maidens was to listen to my Tale a beautifull maiden came to me after so many years and appeased my mind, listened to me,didn't judged me after some weeks, we knew each others prety well first as friend,then as even more that day I realised my love for you I will never forget and since that day, every days passing by was just increasing my feelings for you everytimes I was reading your stories it made me more and more happy everytime I was looking your picture I was staying there..looking at it for hours and day dreaming I gave you my heart...I give you my love I will shield you from everything that is dangerous today I am certain...that true love exist I am certain that in that small world, we are bound to be together god gave me the greatest gift....I owe him everything I,today, Promise you that someday, sometime, the soonest I can, I will take you...we'll leave for the destination you want on that planet and we'll never,nevre EVER leave each others again you will wait no more to see me there will not be any goodbye anymore until our death I promise you,my love, that someday, we'll be together and that nothing will break that love bound I have with you and I never broke a promise I am a poor poet...its not even a poem....just a text that represent that feeling.....I once heard that the TRUE love...the love that cannot be break...the love that make you stay with someone forever, wasn't true.....and was I enough foolish to believe it....today...no matter what they says...no matter what they all think, I am certain, I am 100% certain, that me and Sarah are bound to be together no I am not saying that I want to trap her inside so that nothing happens to her...for those who believ so(I am too paranoid - -")...but I am just saying that we'll live our happy life together someday..and nothing will break it Sarah...is the only girl in this world...who made...and still make me happy

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I leave a little post

to say that I am still alive.... I am tired...and depressed because I really miss Sarah...and I just learned it takes 18 years old to cross the american borders...it depress me like hell like my friend's girlfriend, I take more time to worry than to love...and mayeb I should go put some order in my ideas....I just remeber that some days ago, I woke up at 6h00 A.M...and that I took a walk with some friends(it was actually because a friend of mine had to leave before 7:00 A.M)...but I had the chance of seeing the sunrise....it was beautifull...full of romancea dn cuteness....and at a time, the whole background was as clear and white as the snow itself.....the sky was lightly blue....and with the snow it was looking like the whole outside was light white/blue....and that time, I wanted to share it with Sarah...because every wonders I see in life, I want my love to se them I shall stop talking about that, because it remind me how much I am depressed so well...later everyone...I shall be well later soon

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Monday, January 16, 2006

"Clover" by Ippo Yamada and Toru Itoga

Can you See The Light? Toki ga Kane o narasu yawara ka na itami omoeteru tesaguri no michi o kakenukete Breaking through the night Kaze wa ashita e kioku no soko de nijin de shimatta ano hana no namae maru de jibun no kakera nakushitayou ni kokoro ga kawaku Osanai hi no Clover Iminado wakarazu ni Dakishimeta ima ga moshi ano yume no tsujuki jyanakutemo kono bashyo de miageru sora ni utsushi dasu mirai e no chizu itsu no hi ka mune no poketto ni shimaikon damama no Clover Dakishimeta ima ga moshi ano yume no tsujuki jyanakutemo kono bashyo de miageru sora ni utsushi dashita mirai wa keisshi iroasenai kanata e to Can you see the light? ima kaze wo uke Breaking through the light yume ni hajiri dasu Can you See the Light? toki ga kane o narasu ma shino na hanaga yureteri u Can you see the light? ima kaze wo uke Breaking through the night yume ni hajiri dasu A really good song...if you find it(or already possess it)...please tell me, I am desperatly searching it lol

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