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Monday, August 20, 2007


yeah
Working, money, working, money...but no friends, I'm getting f**** sick of it, now I won't have many chances to see them in a while and finally I wasn't able to arrange anything that fits my schedule, so I spent the whole summer without any visit to my fathe rnor my friends nor my dojo. I miss everyone and I don't feel so well about it lately, its nice to get some money and all but even though I meet other peoples, my true friends are at Laval! and I fear that at longterm it'll separate me from them maybe for many years. especially that since they pretty much all have professional schools soon they won't have a bit of free time, not like I have much myself. I work all the friggin week and I can't foresee when I'll have enough time to go see my friends. and ayway, I've been at my old home yestersay, my father is lodging in my old room, its a total mess. I don't know if I'll be able to bring my cat either. for reasons I don't really feel like talking about. So I'll have to let my ex- step mother take care of him for me. all of this separation stuff sucks, its the goddamn second time that a break up have messed up important aspects of my life, each time I get enough time to settle myself at a place with my father BANG break up and I'm forced to leave elsewhere and lose contact with the friends I have made there, and this time I've made very good friends I didn't want to lose contact with just yet. I'll have to wait some year to get back there but I don't know what might happen in the meantime, they might move to another city, they might not have access to internet, maybe I shouldn't worry that much about all of this but I still have an hard time recovering from this situation. I wish there was only ONE single year in my life whitout something horribly wrong that would mess me up for some time. Its not comparable to what happened last year but its still freaking ASS!

So as I said I had 10 minutes to visit my father sunday, because we were busy I couldn't stay long enough to pay a visit to everyone or even call anyone, Just the time to see how much my father seems...changed and how much my old room, which I spent lots of time decorating, became something horrible. Ohhh and don't forget that my Cat was gone somewhere as well as my Sister. I don't have anybody to blame for all of this but goddamnit I'd feel better if I could put the blame on something. Like this rock over there, if it was involved it could be alright...you rock, you got lucky this time!!!!

So yeah, its a rant on my dead livejournal I never updates

On a happier note I bought 50$ of artist stuff on the China town, brushes, China ink, pens, pencils of different textures, Aquarelle pencils and a sketch pad. I had some experiment with everything and I came with two very satisfying artworks...which I cannot scan!

Yeah even though all this life experience helped me grow strong, I'd wish for a lucky year with less events blowing right into my face.

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