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Monday, September 24, 2007


   Drawing problems ftw
Yes, I definetly lost my touch at drawing.
Everytime I start something I got bored in the middle of it, I just wonder what the hell happened. Is it that sport took the first place as a passion, then again not really, I get bored very easily once I start sparring or training lately, However I don't get bored to play good games, but since I don't buy new games lately I don't paly often.

I feel like I want to express something through drawing, a very intense emotion that I try to express through a project, but each time it doesn't work and I scrap it up. I really wish I could find this emotion I try to express!
Plus, with the wuality of my art I fear they won'T accept me in art college in a few years, I really like to draw something with a pencil, but I'm not much of a inker nor a colorer, Even though I try to prefect my skills at both inking and coloring, both bore me pretty easily, I really like to draw with wooden pencils and charcoal. But I don't think this will bring me very far into the illustration industry.

I'd really like to work into this industry, but if it just doesn't work I really don't know what else could I study at. Drawing is really what I'd like to do as a job.

Yeah it's a bit of Angst, but because of this mega blocus I get since summer, I wonder if I can do anything at it do just freely draw again. Every drawings I try to make since summer doens't passion me enough, I do them without any real will to do it and it gets boring after a while or if I indeed get to the end, the drawing just doesn't live, it's plain, repetitive and I still can't fix my damn anatomy problems even though I try to do how my art books tell me to, then my own techniques doesn't work either, still the same damn problem, unable to draw a proportionate upper body and not able to make good enough lower body, it always end un with the upper body being all fucked up with disproportioned muscles and a loooooong lower body. but if I shorten the legs it's still disproportioned, but the other way around. the lower body and upper body are good enough, but there seems to have some problem with the knees not being right or the arms too long. I don't know really.

However, surpisingly, after looking at my art from beggining of summer and now, I noticed an overall improvment into the body drawing I have so many problems with. Still good to see that at least I improve even though I seem to never get pass this problem.

Well if anyone have some nice trick to recover inspiration, or good music or art to show me, you're welcome, I'd really like to regain my passion.

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