Tuesday, April 4, 2006

I waked this morning with the hope we could be a nice warm and sunny FRIDAY *growl* we are thuesday with an even worse weather than it was yesterday- -" well...when I was in my last class yesterday, the weather changed to a cool apocalyptic grey sky why it is cool...well..because evry backgrounds fascinate me to a cool summer forest with sunshines piercing through the leafs to an apocalyptic vison of dead trees and grey skies this is always beautifull and yesterday WAS an apocalyptic BG...no leafs in the trees, yellow and dry grass...a small invisible rain and a dark sky that almost say: "this is the end of the world!!!!" so it was fun to watch through the windows of my french class.... then I got back from school and fell asleep the very second I sitted on my bed...was so tired then woke up half an hour later to eat another half an hour later to eat again another ten minutes because my friend called me on the phone...talking about writting something on ym computer and them put it on CD...I was too asleep to understand a word-_- then woke up an hour later at 8h00 in the afternoon and stayed like that....I called my friend fury to give him something back and then called my friend who called me so that he could repeat what he said earlier I then...runned the DVD of Kill bill 2(because I listened to the first one the last day) and got to sleep after that at around 1 A.M and suprisingly, I am alright at school now....not even tired I go in history in 20 minutes...my time runs out on the comp...so I write fast can't wait friday...can't wait easter break ohh...I invite my friend ricky for my weekend to my mother...sorry Fury...It would have been you but I promised him I would invite him once... and I am happy about it because I have plans for him and me we will make new weapons to fight the next time I can invite someone it will be you well......I thinked very much about my situation....and instead of being sad, I am happy.....happy to live yeah...life goes on... and that's it...not entirely able to accept what hapenned 2 weeks ago already(damn....this goes too fast)...but there's no hope for me with her anymore...beside, I don't love her anymore she change too much... she is no longer who she was when I met her and even though it seem mean, I think she is too immature so I look at someone else more mature and noooo Sarah...it's not a guy I am not and will not be gay even though you think I can become gay not that I have anything against gay if I was I would assume it and accept myself but I am just not... and not bi either so shut up Sarah(lol) that was a joke so don't be mad I amm in a good mood today like yesterday the only thing I hate is that I don't have internet to chat with my friends. and that I can't go out my parent's freak out about my studies and want me to stay inside so that I don't disconnect from school I am already disconnected from school anyway...I study and do my work just so that I don't fail my grade but I cannot be more into school than that besdie, after all my homeworks, I got plenty of free time to see my friends...but my parents just don'T want me to be out....no matter what I say- - they REALLy think I will fail if I begin to have fun- - so I am bored at home after school ...well...not bored...I got many things to do but I still wish to be with my friends*sigh* anyway...it's an awfull lot that I writted there so I stop now shall be here this weekend this is the only advantage of my weektime boredom....I can REALY enjoy weekend^^ so... later....

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