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Saturday, April 8, 2006







I'll write nothing in particular today

just that I am tired

tired that most of the people around me doesn't realise how much sad I am...

in this year I've almost lost everything

and I didn't done anything for it

exept for THE insult I made

throwing that apart, I haven't done anything wrong to lose my Girlfriend
to break my DS
to fail my math test
to be mentaly fucked up
to lose my dreams
to have my soul stolen away

why does anyone see this...why can't anybody see through my heart and understand me?

I am tired of everything
and I don't think I deserve to be called strong

the insult I've did to him reveal one of my greatest weakness

and I am also tired of boredom..I can't have fun no matter what I do since some days

I am tired of eerything

tired that my ex is evil with me
tired that she blocks me
tired of her...
yet...when she came to drain my soul, when she ditched me away once there were nothing left to drain, she left a scar that will never heal

no matter what I do, I can't get her out of my mind...

and she hates me....even if I tried my best to be kind to her even after all the mean things she have done

this sucks hard

this is all I had to say

that my heart is broken
that my soul was drained
that my mind isn't straight
that I am confused


if Sarah's purpose from the beginning was to break me into pieces, she was successfull
highly successfull

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW THAT YOU HAVE RUINED ME?...WHAT WILL YOU DO NEXT?...DO THE SAME THING ON ANOTHER POOR INNOCENT PERSONS

if it was from me I would impeach you from meeting anyone...the way you threated me proves that you don't understand what love is AND that you proves to have no heart at all...no heart to feel....

yes I am crazy....because of you I became paranoid and psychotic

and yes...I blame it all on you

YOU made me parano

and because of YOU i became a psycho

because of YOU I became insane

I HATE YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE
I HATE YOU FOR HAVING TRANSFORMING ME

...

I am only posting there to complain I am sorry

but this is the last place where I can spit all out

I got no one to talk to the week
my parents don't fully understand
so Myotaku is the only place that I can spit ALL out without worrying

so that's what I did

beside....who does that Interest to know about my daily life?

well....Myotaku is my little personnal diary that everyone can read but no one can see me...so that's good with me



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