Saturday, June 3, 2006

can I get a little bit of luck please I lost my Memory Card for my Game cube and it's killing me!!!!!!!!! I need to find it as soon a s possible goddamnit i can't afford to lose such a precious object without that I lost all the time I've lost( even though I really enjoy Videogmae as more than a way to have fun, I still think the time we put in videogames can be use for domething better) playing all those games, I have more than 3 years of memory on that damn thing! I suspect my sister to have steal it but she say no(withthat little mean smile of her) and my parents sue me: " HOW CAN YOU ACCUSE YOUR OWN SISTER...SHAME ON YOU!!!!" how can I NOT accuse the same sister who keep stealing stuff from my room and messing it up since she can stand on her legs she almost broke my GC she emptied a whole bottle of liquid paper on my bed she emptied a whole bottle of methylin blue on my floor mixed with a bag of sugar she ripped one of my game box apart she broke a glass of water on my floor she stole almost every of my precious stuff at least once and now I don't have the right to accuse her when she's the one who got the closest to my Game Cube since I noticed I've lost it?...talk about unfair, of course my parents keep telling me it's useless to search in her room they keep protecting her from everything godamnit I am always wrong if I argue with her and when I can prove that I am 110923123% right( which is 99% of all the argues I had with her) my parents says: " She's only 5 she's still a baby, have some heart!" IT'S NOT BECAUSE SHE'S 5 THAT SHE HAS THE RIGHT TO WALK ON ME AND HAVING MORE RIGHT THAN I DO my dad is not strict with her...no I don't approve violence or shouting at kids, but my father never impose any discipline so she became arrogant and think she can do everything she want without us to take any decision, but my father keep telling this excuse because in reality he is too lazy to take care of her I don't want to talk against him but I am tired of keeping it inside of me and screw all of those who sue me but my dad is freaking lazy, he never do a single thing for the house except paying taxes and making food I do his laundry, his dishwashing , his clean up and I am the one who must try...and I say TRY to put some listening into my sister who don't listen to ANYONE. look, it's not hard to teach her that she must listen to some senses "Hey Catrina don't play with sharp objects" her: " I do waht I want!" me: "DAD GODDAMNIT SHE'S PLAYING WITH FREAKING SCISSORS!" dad: "Catrina, listen to your brother" her:" I WON'T give them they're MINE!" me: " AGH YOU'LL GET HURT!!!!DAAAAD SHE WON'T LISTEN" dad getting angry:"*swearing* STOP BOTHERING ME(while being lazy in front of TV)SHE'S ONLY 5 SAM TRY TO FREAKING UNDERSTAND THAT!" and so I am the one that must risk to get cut by trying to remove the pair of scissors....of course it never implies dangers it was only an example but it's the same thing for everything else my dad: " I am not a freaking kindergarden!" I AM TIRED OF THIS sHIT!!!!!!! the loss of my memory card pairs with the worst events of this year 1-losing the one I though I loved 2- having a terrible argue with a friend 3-breaking my DS upscreen 4-failing my maths 5-losing my memory cardthose are the 5 worst event of this year, at least many good things happened, but just thinking about those 5 events keep putting me down the only one which doesn't bother me anymore is the first one since I hardly care about the person anymore. but the rest is just depressing need to find this memory card

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