myOtaku.com: Omega Zero

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-03-16
Gender
• Male
Location
• ohh...uhhh...yeah.
Member Since
• 2005-01-21
Occupation
• Working in the concrete field in renovation, I am also studying martial arts and am a huge video game and anime fan but mostly video games, My passion is drawing.
Real Name
• HYPER SONIC!!!!!!!!

Personal

Achievements
• oh...uhhh...Nothing very interesting. I destroyed the Spawn of the Evil Lord in my young days but...
Anime Fan Since
• 2001
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Chrono Crusade, Samurai Deeper Kyo,Step up Love story, Peace maker, Ah my Godess, Tales of Symphonia, Tales of Phantasia, Tales of Eternia,Getbackers,Cardcaptor Sakura,Wolf's Rain,Princess Mononoke,Rurouni Kenshin,Gundam Seed, Bleach,Dragonball Z
Goals
• If Being a Lawyer was as fun as in Phoenix Wright then I would go for being a Defense Attorney, but for now, being an officila videogame illustrator, meeting a certain someone,have played as much awesome videogames series as possible and have a sucessfull
Hobbies
• Owning at Megaman games,Reading Mangas and Watching Animes, Drawing , Working and Martial Arts
Talents
• Manga Artist, Martial Artist

myOtaku.com: Omega Zero

Thursday, July 27, 2006

I can't sleep and I post again, I don't know why but because I feel like I have so much to say but not enough words to express it
so many thoughts hvae come to my mind since I talk with Dave
I realised he is still a great friend of mine but that unlike me he could not get up when he was broke so that makes me strong in a way since I survived, I then realised that even with all that she did to me I miss her because she was the only one to be true to me for a long time
I also realsied I can't forgive her the fact that she broke her promise and find excuses for it, you broke this promise and that's all, there's no excuses, it was easy not to promise
I also realised that all this alcohol is bad for me, that I started drinking to forget about my pain and realise I don't need that,I am stronger than that and I did an incredible stupidity that I never thought I would do but I did it and feel so ashamed by it that I would die to redeem(but I won't it's just a metaphoric way to say I could do whatever to clean my soul from this shame)
I almost started smoking weed again on a blind decision because of drunkness. how could I ever do that? that's stupid!!!!! it's not how I think and it's against how I think, and i feel that with time I'm losing myself, I must not, I must stay true to myself until the end godamnit I must!

I also took the decision to return to my normal routine on myotaku and writting stuff even if not many peoples come to read it.

I'll add arts and stuff from time to time
and I'll talk about my daily life as I used to do
nobody wish that I become a damn alcoholic and I won't become alcoholic or druged because it's useless

and I fear the worst, "she" wants to say something, "she" promised not to be a bitch but I still fear to be hurt again, I can only wait for the next time I see her and see what happens!

right now so many thoughts are in my head that I cannot sleep, I never have beed that fucked up in my head as now
but now it's not from depression, it's from hapiness, doubts,sadness and satisfaction

I'm getting mind troubled again... damn

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