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Wednesday, September 20, 2006






okay but I guess you all didn't understand what I meant last time
I'm a really bad explainer
let's do it again in more common terms

I said that I FELT like he forgot me
I don't expect AT ALL that he talks about me more
because I see my name onr time on 300000 in his posts and I don't complain.
I never doubted that you forgot about me or whatever of this
I got a bad self asteem but not that much...
I just said that because I didn't understand that it was only a small down, I though you really got down for some reason and got worried, and I hoped to know it before. but now that I know it wasn't that bad I now understand that I made a huge mistake of feeling so sad

goddamnit I don't think that I am less important, You tells me all the time that I am important, everyone(except Ricky and some others ) says that I am neccesary to them. And believe me I feel great about it
without all of you(My true friends and family) I wouldn't be able to be happy without all of you

so please don't think that I am that stupid to think about such things

in short: I felt sad because I thought you were down and that you didn't talk about it to me! But I remind you that I thought you really were down so since it was a small one I understand and didn't expected you to talk about it on otaku or anything

so...
I don't want you to talk about me in every posts just so that I feel better
I also don't expect that you remind me that I am important every seconds because I said I was sad too
I hope you all understood
for the others, I am sorry you feel all the same(apparently). but just do something about it, show yourself to them on your true self and perhaps they will accept you

for today, did a lots of arts,
emmmm...
lol
nothing more
but I shall see fearless with all my friends friday or so...
there will be spice too-_-
he wants to come(Max told me)

so I shall go on in my week

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